Twin Baby Mr AL
Visit to Bella's House

After I was allowed to go home by the doctor. Now I am back to resting at home. While I was leaning on my bed accompanied by Fariz and Farissa chattering, EL approached me.

"How are you doing, honey?!" ask EL,

EL sat down beside me and lifted up Farissa's body that was lying down and then held her.

"Aren't you going to see your son?" ask me back

EL looked at me and smiled.

"I told Bella that I wanted to accompany you today." EL said.

I took a long breath, though,

"You'd better meet Bella and your son. Maybe they need you more than I do. I'm okay anyway." I said.

"Come, Ge! Don't talk like that!" said EL memelas.

"I'm disappointed in you, EL! If you had been honest from the start, I probably wouldn't have been like this." I said annoyed.

EL looked at me with a sad look, "I'm actually afraid to tell you the truth, Ge. I love you so much! I'm afraid you're disappointed and then leave me. I don't want to get hurt a second time, I want to live happily with you." EL said

"And do you think that hiding this will make me happy?! I'm more disappointed, EL!" sahut me,

EL breathed heavily, "I'm sorry..."

I don't know what my household story is after this. EL is really in a very difficult choice. Whether he'll pick me or he'll pick Bella and her son.

I think EL will choose Bella and her son. After all, EL and I have no children who will be the reinforcement in our relationship.

I also have a plan if EL chooses Bella and her child. I will continue my life with Fariz and Farissa. Just three, no one else.

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A few days later.

I can do my activities as usual. After waking up, perform the ritual of bathing, getting dressed and then struggling in the kitchen.

But baby, even though my health has returned to how it was. But not with my heart. Honestly, the disappointment is still there. I still can't accept everything that's going on in my household.

I have not been able to accept the presence of the figure of Bella and also their children. Actually I want to give up and let EL get back with his little family. But I still love him very much.

Today I asked EL to take me to see his son with Fariz and Farissa.

"EL, I'd like to see your son, would you?" say me

EL seemed to think for a moment, but after that he nodded while smiling at me.

"Of course, when?" ask EL,

"Now you can, even if you're not busy" I replied,

"Alright, I'll heat up my car's engine first." EL said,

EL immediately stepped out, where his car was then heated his car engine. As for me to get ready immediately, prepare whatever I have to bring. That must be the equipment for the twins because I'll take them along.

After finishing preparing for the twins, I immediately approached EL who was still struggling in the front yard.

"You guys ready?" asked EL as he approached me and then grabbed my waist.

If normally, when the EL clasped my waist like that, I would definitely reply by wrapping my hand around his neck. But for now, I can't do it.

"Yes, just wait for you." I said.

EL kept giving her best smile to me. But I could only look at her face without returning her smile.

EL helped me put Fariz and Farissa in the car seat. Then I sat down next to the EL who was going to drive the car.

Now the EL car has driven to Bella's residence.

"EL, how do you feel about Bella? Do you still love him?"

Suddenly, I asked the EL. EL looked at me and then focused on the road. I kept watching his reaction, I wanted to know how the real EL felt to his ex-wife.

"I don't have any feelings for her, Ge! I just love you. Only you!" sauteedly,

He didn't look at me when he said it. I didn't see his eyes when I said that. But we can understand it because we are on our way. EL can't possibly keep focusing on me.

"May that be true!" sahut me,

"Oh my goodness, Ge! You still don't believe me?!" sahut EL while sighing long.

After that short talk, neither I nor EL have ever uttered a word. There was only the sound of the roar of the car while my two babies were sound asleep in the back seat.

Now the EL car has arrived in the front yard of Bella's house. Bella greeted us with a warm smile. Maybe EL has told me about my arrival.

After I got out of the car, Bella immediately approached and hugged my body.

"Hi, Ge! How are you doing? I'm so glad you're finally willing to visit my place" Bella said.

"I'm good, thank you!" sahut.

Bella invited me into her house. Similarly, EL, he followed in my and Bella's footsteps by carrying Fariz and Farissa who were still sleeping well.

"Let's go, Ge! I'd like to meet Arini, my daughter."

Bella invited me into her son's room called Arini. I rounded my eyes when Bella opened the door to Arini's room and saw her current condition.

"Ge, this is Arini. Arini baby, this is Auntie Ge." said Bella introduced me and Arini.

Yeah, God! My heart is like a slash! How not, a beautiful girl who is still 5 years old, still funny, must experience something like this.

I approached him, not feeling my tears dripping in the corner of my eye. I don't know what Bella's heart is made of, until she was so strong to see the condition of her child just like this. Honestly, I can't be as fresh as Bella.

"Hallo, Honey?" my greeting, my,

Arini smiled at me, her milk teeth looking adorable as she smiled. His hand is still attached to the infusion, the bandage on his body is still attached.

Bella said, Arini still often feels pain. He also did not want to eat until his body looked very thin. The infusion was still installed on his body.

"Hallo too, Auntie.." he said. So adorable!

"Tante, Aunt Ge, right?! Beautiful aunt yes.." continued Arini.

I smiled and sat next to him.

"Oh yeah, Ge. I'll go to the kitchen first, yeah! You guys talk first. Arini's son is cool!" bella continued, then she immediately left Arini's room.

Now Arini and I live in that room. As for EL, I saw that he was still sitting in the living room with Fariz and Farissa still asleep.

"Can aunt see?!" I said as I touched the blanket that covered her legs.

Very carefully, I asked him that. I didn't want her to be sad, but I was wrong. He smiled at me while nodding.

Shakingly I opened the blanket that covered Arini's legs. I immediately closed my eyes when I saw the condition of his feet. What Bella said was true.

Arini's little legs have been amputated due to an accident he had with Bella. Oh God! I can't bear to see his condition. I immediately tidied up her blanket and looked back at her innocent face.

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