
Today, EL has gone to his boutique. Now I'm not alone taking care of the twins Fariz and Farissa. I was accompanied by Nur, the babysitter whom EL paid to help me care for the twins.
Nur's age might be a year or two younger than mine. But he was so good at handling the Twins. Even the Twins look comfortable when with Nur.
Nur sweet girl with mature brown skin and curly hair. He comes from the village just like me. Who try to find luck in the big city.
When I was changing Farissa's diaper, Nur approached me. He was holding Fariz.
"Miss Ge! Outside there's a handsome guy looking for you!" nur said while shaking his body to the right and to the left to calm Fariz who was a bit fussy because it was his hour to sleep.
"Who?" I asked while tidying up Farissa's messy clothes.
"I don't know, Miss! For sure the man was very handsome, even more handsome than Master!" sauteedly,
I scrunched my forehead, "You're like it when you like it, Nur!" I said while smiling at him.
Nur was still shaking his body, he smiled at me. "I'm sorry, Miss! I slipped." he said again.
After finishing tidying up Farissa's clothes, I lifted her body and carried her out of my room. I walked while carrying little Farissa to the front door.
How surprised I was to find out who my guest was standing at my door.
"Gee!" her greeting
I took a few steps back and further tightened my embrace of Farissa. I stared hard at him. I don't want her to interfere with my life with my two babies. I was happy, even without my presence in my life and my babies.
"Would you like to come here? Want to ruin my life again?!" say I'm ketus,
His face became even more sad when he heard my answer. He continued to step forward while I continued to retreat backwards.
"Ge, can I see my babies?"
He was getting more and more sensitive to me. His face was almost like someone who wanted to cry. But it wasn't that easy to believe the pathetic expression he had on me. I'm sure he's just playing a show and eventually he'll hurt me again just like he used to.
"Your babies? Where are your babies, Mr Alessandro?! When did you have a baby?!" tell me again
He stopped his steps and stood right in front of me. He rubbed his face violently. And I finally saw a circle of tears dripping down both corners of his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Ge!"
What really happened to this guy? His behavior is not predictable at all. Sometimes he gets grumpy, sometimes he's nice and now he's such a pathetic guy.
Mr. Alessandro bent his knees in front of me and then stared intently at me.
"Let me explain everything, Ge! Please listen to my explanation for a moment. After that it's up to you to believe it or not."
I took him to the living room and invited him to sit down. But only with a hand gesture because my mouth feels reluctant to speak.
Just then, Nur approached me to take Farissa.
"He's asleep?" much
"Yes, Miss Ge. Faris is asleep." said Nur,
Nur took Farissa from my arms and then took her to the room to be put to sleep. Just like his twin, Fariz who had slept first.
"What do you want to explain, Aley?"
I don't have to call this man Master! He is no longer my Master or my Boss. He's just a mean guy who's always trying to ruin my life.
Aley let out a deep breath and began her conversation,
"Actually I really want to take responsibility for you and our twins. But I was helpless, I was bound by my parents' rules. I'm not as firm as EL, I'm sorry..."
Alessandro scoffed at me. I never thought that man could cry over his mistakes. I don't really care about all the reasons. Even if it's true, what's the point? It's all too late. I'm happy with EL and EL to accept me and my babies as his children. That's more than enough.
"If time could be replayed, I would like to go back to that time. Where can I still fight for you and our twins..."
"But it's too late!" I cut his words, though,
He swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. The look of regret on his face became clearer.
"You don't know how I suffered, Alessandro! Every day I was mocked, reviled and gossiped by everyone. Even I got kicked out of my contract because of what? Because I keep my babies. Did you forget, you once told me to get rid of them immediately, and now you're saying you're sorry?!"
I can't hold back my emotions. My blood immediately boiled when I remembered him throwing money in my face and telling me to get rid of my twin babies.
"It's not that easy to forgive you, Alessandro!" keep me on, please,
"Ah... for a moment, lest you want to take my babies after Sarra does not want to conceive your child! Is that true?!" much
Alessandro closed his eyes when I mentioned Sarra's name. He looks more and more screwed up, though,
"My marriage is on the verge of collapse, Ge! Because I can't make Sarra happy. How can I make her happy if my heart and my brain are still on you?!" he nodded his face violently.
I fell silent, could it be that what he said was true? Even if it's true, but he's too late.
"Ge, will you forgive all my mistakes?" prodigal,
I still can't forgive her, especially when I remember her so cruelly asking myself to get rid of my innocent babies.
"For now, I can't. Maybe someday, I can forgive your mistakes." I said.
I threw my eyes away in another direction. Alessandro continued to look at me with his sharp gaze. I don't want to remember the past, I want to step with EL and fight together until death do us part.
Alessandro got up and stood beside me, he exhaled softly.
"I know it's not that easy to forgive all my mistakes. But now, I feel even more relieved to have told you my true feelings. I love you, Ge..."
I turned and looked at him, but only for a moment. I turned my face back.
"Now go, Aley! There is no relationship between us anymore. Just get here, don't disturb my life and my two babies!" sahutku,
He sighed again, "But can I go see my children when I miss them?"
"Forget them, Alessandro! EL has no idea who the father of my babies is. If you continue to meet them, he will definitely be suspicious!!!" say me
Alessandro smiled faintly at me, "Are you sure EL doesn't know the origin of Fariz and Farissa?"
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