We're Still Further
Thinking of Lea

Nathan hasn't said a word to date. His lips were hard to reply to Leah.

This girl, actually made Nathan's lips like they were in duct tape, unable to speak anymore.

''Doctor Nathan did not have to think about Lea, kok, hehe, '' said the girl while holding back her tears so as not to fall back.

‘’But the truth, anyway. That Nathan's doctor didn't think.'' Lea was trying to be as usual, a nagging girl.

However, in Nathan's eyes this time was different. Because the girl's smile was fake.

''It's also tears, going down without Lea being able to control, '' he said in a hoarse voice.

Lea stared at Nathan's bead, which never spoke any words.

‘’Doctor Nathan, go ahead. Leah wants to go down to bring it. Leah's heart was already soft even though it had not cried as the doctor Nathan did earlier, '' said the girl to Nathan.

Lea walked away from Nathan, until a call from Nathan made her footsteps stop.

‘’Lea,'' call Nathan in a slow voice.

After a long time of silence, Nathan finally let out a voice. Even if I just call her Leah.

Leah stopped, but did not turn her body towards Nathan.

Nathan's footsteps walked toward Lea. Nathan faced Lea so they both turned back to face each other.

Nathan can see, in the eye pelupuk Lea is blurry because the tears are accommodated. He tried to keep his tears from falling again in front of Nathan's doctor.

‘’Thank you for making me aware, '' Nathan said in a soft voice, accompanied by a faint smile towards Lea.

Lea nodded, confirming the doctor's words in front of her.

''And forgive me, not being able to return your feelings.''

''It's okay_what.'' Lea's tears couldn't hold her to stay. Just now Nathan said sorry his tears just came down.

‘’What can Lea do to doctor Nathan, for the last time?'' lea asked expectantly.

Nathan nodded in agreement with Lea's words.

''Actually Lea did not want to give up the same feelings of Lea to the doctor Nathan. But Lea was afraid that this feeling would always be let go, and made Lea desperate one day!'' his tears instantly broke in Nathan's arms.

Nathan rubbed Lea's back, his tears also came down to hear what Leah said.

''Hiks....Lea deserves to be Doctor Nathan's sister. Not assuming to have Nathan's doctor, hikssss!!''

Lea removed the wound from Nathan's doctor. ‘’Semogah aja doctor Nathan can get women, whose love is greater than Lea, '' said Lea again rubbed his eyes.

''Honestly, Lea is very heavy for lupain and backwards. But Lea didn't want to be stuck like this.''

‘’To forget doctor Nathan, Lea doesn't want to see doctor Nathan again. Not because of hate, but fear if Lea's retreat plan is canceled, because he met Nathan's doctor, '' he said.

''Tap-''

''Lea said goodbye, take good care of Doctor Nathan, ''' said the girl without letting Nathan continue his words.

Nathan could only stare at Lea's back which had drifted away leaving her on the roftop herself.

Nathan's heart is increasingly chaotic with the presence of Lea earlier, able to make the burden of Nathan's mind is increasing.

‘’Lea, '' Nathan muttered his own hair.

Lea has come off the roftop, he is trying to be okay even if it can't look okay.

''Little sister why cry?'' asked Agrif when he saw Lea enter his papa room with reddened eyes.

‘’Kakak just need rest, '' said Lea then sat on the sofa.

He laid his body on the sofa, then took out a sofa pillow to cover his face.

There was a small stuffing from Lea's mouth, making Agrif directly hug Lea tightly.

''Beautiful sister can not cry, beautiful sister herself who told Agrif not to cry.''

Jamb...

Leah grew sobbing at Agrif's words. He shouldn't have cried here because of Agrif.

Agrif further tightened his wound for Lea, he had not let go of his wound because he knew Leah was crying.

***

Frezan was in his office. He thought about the incident, where he accidentally saw his sister cuddling with a girl who is not Nathan type, his own sister who said that Lea is not his type.

But why, Frezan saw his sister hugging Lea.

‘’Eat own talk, '' muttered Frezan took his phone to contact Nathan.

He sent Nathan a message to stop by his house when he got home.

‘’Back from the hospital, stop by home. There's something I want to talk about.''

Nathan read Frezan's message.

At this moment, Nathan was already in his room leaning his head on the chair.

He was still thinking about the incident on the roftop earlier.

What else says it does not want to see him, because the girl is afraid if her plan to forget him becomes a failure.

With a faint face, Nathan replied to a message from Frezan. Tumben-menan alone Frezan told him to stop.

''I can't, coming home from the hospital, I want to rest.''

Frezan reads Nathan's message, then replies to Nathan's message.

''Is it because you're tired of hugging Lea?''

Ting

Nathan fell silent as he read Frezan's message.

How does Frezan know?

''You don't have to wonder where I saw you. Clearly, I saw it for myself.''

Messages from Frezan re-entered, making Nathan's mood even more chaotic at this time.

‘’Eat own talk right, is it good?''

Not until there, Frezan again sent Nathan a message to make Nathan more and more ngenes at this time.

No 19-year-old girl would go after him. There will no longer be a girl who will bother him.

Seeing Lea's innate manner as she spoke earlier, it was very mature. Nathan remembers what Frezan said.

Don't be sorry!

Those words rang in Nathan's mind. He did not want to, this regret came back to him.

Rara, Tasya and Valen. Just the three names alone make Nathan until now unmarried. Really he did not want, if the name Lea entered into the list of his life.

''Eza!''

Geck...Geck...Tokkk

Along with that, someone knocked on his spatial door. I don't think Nathan wants to be disturbed right now.

He let someone knock on his door. He moved his feet towards the small room where he slept.

He wants to sleep!

Removing the burden in his mind. His mind was filled with Valen and Lea.

He is worried about Valen's condition that has not been met until now.

And of course think about every word Lea said on the roftop.

''That kid, it makes me think more!'' nathan laid his body on a simple bed.

His eyes closed, then it didn't take him long to fall asleep with a quiet roar of breath.

''Lea,'' Nathan murmured in his closed eyes.