
In the room that shades of white gray Rifal stared ahead with a gaze that is very difficult to understand.
His face is tangled, his hair is messy and his body is no longer taken care of when with Valen.
During the departure of Valen who until now has not been found to make the nature of Rifal changed to anyone.
His nature was more cold untouched, his face was not as friendly as before to anyone, there was no smile and laughter on his face since Valen's departure.
To date, it is not known whether the woman is still alive or no longer exists in this world.
Rifal's life without Valen, very bland. In fact, Rifal almost never did anything crazy. Well, the man almost killed himself fortunately Aska came quickly so he canceled Rifal's plan to end his life.
''RELEASE RIFAL, DAD!!!''
Rebellious Rifal because Aska hugged him from behind, so he was difficult to jump down.
''ARE YOU CRAZY, HUH?!'' aska's wrath still restrains Rifal's body. If Aska neglects to hold Rifal, the man will plunge into the air and end his life.
''HAHAHA! CRAZY RIFAL BECAUSE VALEN!!'' hysterical in such a way. His voice trembled still trying to release Aska's burly hand from her waist.
''RELEASE RIFAL, DAD!!!'' rifal calls for Aska to lay herself down.
''VALEN MENUGGUKU!'' accept Rifal again with all his strength to escape from Aska.
Aska lost strength with Rifal made him overwhelmed hugging Rifal, because he rebelled to be released.
''There is no other way, '' said Aska.
Tak
Aska directly hit the back of Rifal's neck so that the man instantly fainted, Aska could not resist the rebelling Rifal's power to be released.
Slowly Rifal's body began to fade, before the man fainted, he said words that made Aska cry.
''Da-d, find Valen for me, Rifal would be like this without him.''
Rifal recalls the incident one month ago, where he wanted to commit suicide by jumping from the balcony.
Fortunately, the action at that time was failed by Aska.
His face was very tired, even anyone who looked into his eyes would pity. How not, if he does not have the spirit to live and live his day without Valen.
Already one month Nando also took Rifal's office, because the condition of the man was not it improved over time, even worse.
If Nando has trouble handling office duties, he will go to Rifal's house and talk to Aska to help him.
Because after all, Aska first plunged into a world like this than he and also Rifal.
And well, when Nando heard Aska's remark about Rifal wanting to kill himself, Nando's hope for Rifal would be healed from this wound.
The man dared to kill himself, there was already no life for him if he wanted to end his life.
They had all resigned themselves to Valen and began to take the woman down. It's been two months since Valen's been found and if he's gone, there's not a single skeleton of his body in the middle of the sea.
Is everything eaten by creatures carried by the sea?
Nando thought, Rifal will recover from this wound but the truth is not. Because the man almost wanted to end his life because he gave up.
He loves Valen so much that he can't live his life without Valen.
Valen's smile always adorns Rifal's brain, even every night the man dreams of Valen and meeting his woman and making her cry in the middle of the night looking for Valen.
At 12 pm, the figure of a sleeping man suddenly restless in his sleep.
''Va-Len!''
''Valent.''
''Honey.''
The man woke up from his sleep, sweat on his face, and he felt very hot when the AC in his room lit up.
His breathing was irregular, Valen's smile in his dream seemed real to make Rifal could not forget his wife.
Valen always appears in his dreams with a smile that is always thrown at him.
''VALEN! WHERE ARE YOU, DARLING! MY TIE HINTS LET ME PICK YOU UP!''
Rifal began to scream in his room, his tears coming down his cheeks. It's not the first time I've dreamed of Valen, it's been the umpteenth time.
She could not count the number of times Valen had come in her dream to wake her up to the office.
''VALEN! Hikss!!''
The roaring cry was again heard in Rifal's room.
Rifal rubbed his face rough, he was very sultry at a time like this, and it happened every time he woke up from a dream that would make him cry in the middle of the night.
Although other people and those closest to him say that Valen is no longer there, Rifal remains firm with his belief that his wife is still safe.
Those words were always in his mind.
The man got up from his bed, he was so hot every waking night because the same dream came to him every night.
Rifal turned on his room light, then walked towards the bathroom. He started lighting the water faucet and then filling it in the bathtub.
Rifal began to go down into the bathtub in which he had given Valen his favorite soap. The smell of soap was able to calm his mind a little.
He leaned his body in the bathtub and closed his eyes, breathing the fragrance of Valen's favorite soap.
Her tears came down, she remembered her moment with Valen taking a bath together. He who always bullied Valen to make his woman angry with him.
''Take me away, Len, ''' watered down Rifal without opening his eyes. ''Bring my love away.''
Rifal did not feel the cold of the midnight shower like this, almost every night he did this so that his mind was a little calm.
It has been two hours Rifal soaked in the bathtub, his body was shivering but he was reluctant to move from here.
''Back Len, pity me here can't do anything without lo, ''' he murmured with his eyes still closed and then he got down to the bathub so his eyes started to get water and his hair was wet.
''Gue's coming, Len.''
His whole body was submerged in the bathtub and....
BRACKET
Aska immediately broke down the bathroom door, she had seen Rifal's body in the bathtub was not budging.
With his heart beating fast, he immediately carried the son whose body was already very thin.
Rina really sobbed to see her son's body paled.
''What do you want to do again, son.''
And well, it looks like the guy wanted to commit Percobann suicide by drowning his body in a buthtub.
Tell me if Rifal's gone crazy since Valen left him. He thinks by suicide he can find Valen and his son.
This is the second time Rifal has attempted suicide after a month ago when he jumped from the balcony of his room.
Luckily, Aska came quickly to stop Rifal's crazy actions.
And this is the second time, Aska is certainly slow to prevent both of them because they have seen Rifal like this.
She did not know how long she had drowned herself in the bathtub.