We're Still Further
Valen's remorse

Ting….

Nathan's cell phone rang, indicating an incoming message.

''Who?'' lea asked while eating a snack that was bought by Nathna earlier when they ran out of the restaurant.

''Abang Eza.''

“Nath. You come straight here later. I have something to talk to you about.”

Nathan reads a message sent by his brother, Frezan.

''Lea, let's postpone making it to the boutique. Eza's waiting for me at his house. There might be something important that Eza wanted to say.''

Lea nodded with what Nathan said. ''It's okay, the lights are still two weeks.''

Well, the show's two weeks left. Nathan is going to propose to Lea, and that sets the date for their wedding.

This is the second time they failed to go to the boutique, even though Rossa the boutique owner had been waiting for them from yesterday to try the dress she made especially for Nathan's event.

Nathan sent a message to Rossa if they don't come again this morning. Though they had arrived in front of the Rossa boutique earlier, but Lea's slightly improved condition made Nathan leave the boutique.

Nathan runs his car to drive Lea to his house and Frezan's.

Nathan had already bought a lot of snacks for both Lea's sisters and the practical kitchen seasoning requirement for Novi.

After driving Lea home, Nathan drove his car straight to Frezan's house.

I don't know what Frezan wants to tell her.

Rara opens the door and Nathan appears.

''Sak Eza has been waiting for Nathan's brother in his office.''

''Imacute.''

Rara nodded and then closed the door again, Nathan had entered Frezan's work room which was filled with books, whether any books on the shelves of Frezan's work room.

Nathan had seen Frezan sitting at his desk staring at the focus of his laptop, as long as Daniel was not there, Frezan who always held the job alone.

Even though when Daniel worked for him, the man always did office duties to completion, so Frezan did not think too much about this.

But now that Daniel is gone, Frezan has not sought a replacement for Daniel. Finding an honest right hand is not young.

Nathan closed the door and sat down in front of Frezan.

''Who are you marrying?'' the question was immediately raised by Frezan without taking his eyes off the laptop.

And don't forget, the tone of his voice is very muted, making Nathan bersedik horrified.

''Your sister is slow to tell you.'' Nathan replied with a faint smile.

Though his intention will say this tomorrow, but Frezan already knew it first, out of whom.

''You're slow or you don't want me to come to your wedding?'' frezan closed his laptop and stared intently at Nathan.

''This news you should have told me earlier, Nath. I am the oldest of the three of us. Things like this you underestimate and do not tell me.'' Frezan's voice was slow but filled with emphasis.

''It's not like that, '' Nathan said.

''Both of our parents are gone, you and Farel are still my responsibility until you get married.''

Nathan breathed a heavy breath.

''I want to marry Lea.''

Silent

In the room Frezan immediately turned into silence, which had seemed creepy because the aura of Frezan immediately changed because of the warm laughter of his brother.

''Aren't you wrong? You still remember not what you said a year ago in this room?'' Frezan had not stopped his laughter.

Ahk, she really can't believe that her sister ate her own shit.

''I bless you with that girl. He's also nice and I make sure he can take care of you at home and Farel.''

''Lea will be brother-in-law, Farel. As well as her mother.''

***

He was still sleepy, so his eyes had not opened.

With his eyes slightly closed, Valen looked at the clock on his phone.

''Hour 11,'' Valen muttered leisurely wanting to continue his sleep, a few seconds later his eyes opened perfectly making the woman immediately flick her blanket down from the bed.

He forgot, if he had a child, he shouldn't have woken up at this hour.

Cup

Before leaving Rifal, Valen first kissed her husband flat and then left.

Chequek.

Valen opened the room in Kianna, he was surprised to see Nando lying on the bed.

Valen immediately approached Anna on the child's bed made of wood that was decorated as beautifully as possible.

Valen rubbed Kianna flat, there were still traces of tears on her son's flat.

''That means Anna is crying? I didn't hear.'' Valen feels guilty. ''Forgive me, yes.''

Then Valen glanced at Nando who was soundly asleep, he guessed if the Nando who woke up calmed Kianna down so that the man was here.

Nando was on the couch downstairs last night.

His son slept well and Valen took the opportunity to make Nando food because he had been keeping Kianna while he slept and did not hear Anna's cries.

Valen kissed Anna flat with a gurgle, then passed away from the room where Nando was sleeping.

Valen opened the fridge, there was no food in the fridge for him to cook.

There are only eggs in the refrigerator.

''Do I shop at the minimarket?'' menolog Valen hesitantly.

But he was also afraid, because Rifal reminded himself not to go anywhere before Rifal allowed it.

He wanted to wake Rifal, but Rifal slept well.

''How should I go?'' he murmured confusedly.

If he came out, it was likely that people who knew him would see him wandering around here.

While Rifal still doesn't want people to know if he's still here, and still breathing air.

Valen also misses his two best friends Kayla and Rara.

''Rifal is angry not well if I come out.''

''Where are you going?''

Deg

Valen was immediately startled by Rifal's voice, the man's ghost suddenly appearing.

Valen turned his body and saw Rifal looking at him with eyes that were still holding back the drowsiness.

''What a habit, Len. Ninggalin husband fitting again sleep.'' Rifal's voice was a little upset.

Not if he wakes up, but Valen is no longer there, he searches Anna's room for only Nando who snores so loudly that Rifal thinks since when Nando climbed up the room.

''I want to cook, so I wake up.''

''We can order online.''

''But I want to cook myself, Fal.''

''Time for you to cook will be wasted, more me in the room.''

Valen looked upset, Rifal did not know if their son was rebuked not heard by his ears.

He wants to cook to make amends to Nando.

''I cook for you, Nando.''