We Start From the Beginning
that's stupidity ..

Tee and Farel take Flo back to Ardinarius's residence, with the girl's plight, making Viona the one at home in Worry , this is the third time Flo has come home unwell - okay .

" what is this ? " ask Viona

" flo, baby you why what happened ? did anyone hurt you "ask Viona who has no answer from the master .

" tan might be better flo go to the room first let him rest "sahut Tee .

" well, let's love we go to the room first" said Viona embracing Flo taking her away to the room .

While in the plane a handsome face that was crying , can not stem the tightness of the chest that feels so heavy , he really - really does not care if he saw people because of his crying , let all call him a crybaby, a weak man, or whatever Kevin really doesn't care .

Seeing his loved one running and crying, seeing him fall without him being able to help him, and looking after him again, made Kevin could no longer hold back his tears , tampa someone wants to treat or bury him .

Until he felt a soft pat on his back that felt soft .

" cry if you want to cry "say the voice of the beak , make Kevin turn and see who the person who patted his shoulder slowly .Seen a middle-aged man with already wrinkled skin with hair that no longer blackened, kevin rubbed a tear mark on his cheek .

" people said at every meeting there was a farewell" said the man as he looked at Kevin who was still a little bit as unwilling .

" and farewell is a painful thing not "

" is he your lover ? " he said again .

"....."

" i saw him earlier, he didn't want you to leave he tried to hold you to stay by his side "

" a ak a I ta tau "

" then why did you leave it if you also didn't want to go "ask that person .

There was no reply from Kevin, only sadness was clearly drawn on his face .

" that's the best choice "Job Kevin replied after being silent for quite a while .

" what is the best choice with sadness "

" ....."

" hufff "

" everything needs a sacrifice "

" it's an opening of sacrifice but stupidity "answered the middle-aged man, Kevin turned his head and looked at the man he didn't know .

" the so-called sacrifice is , only you get hurt and let him stay happy, but what did you do just now ? "

" you not only sacrificed your feelings, but also hurt her, you let her cry and run after you like that, she's really afraid of losing you , he loves you so much "

" think again what I say, I hope you don't live with regret later on because of your choice "

Inside Flo's room lay weakly on her bed, with tears still dripping, her sobs sounding so soft , Vino doesn't know why Flo is back in such a fragile state right now .

Miguel who appeared to enter his residence with a worried face accompanied by jek behind him , after getting a phone call from both bodyguards , about losing the three teenagers they followed , Miguel canceled his important meeting and returned home to make sure the princess came home .

" you" said Miguel, seeing Tee and Farel at his residence .

" you go anywhere "ask Miguel .

" ka ka m .." said Farel truncated .

" now explain what happened to the new "Viona Sahut flo .

" flo ? what's up ? why ? " ask Miguel the more worried .

" flo .." replied Tee who immediately told me everything .

The plane has landed , kevin is stepping his feet in the country of his birth , if he used to miss this place and came with a feeling of pleasure , but this time he came with grief ,

His face looked so weak .

Kevin's steps came to a halt when a luxury car stopped right in front of him, a man came out of the wheel, greeted him politely and then opened the door for him .

yesterday he just came here and today he is back again , the atmosphere of the city is still the same nothing changed after the last time he came .

Now I have to be here again where I came from, where I was born, a place where I used to be happy here laughing out of love .

But this place is also a place where I also lost love, where I cried where I was fragile .

And now that I'm back, back with wounds, back with sadness and back with loneliness, I'm back alone without love .

The heart turned dark, the sun left the sky replaced with the moon again, looks beautiful face Flo who was sitting in the window with a blank view staring at the moon shining brightly there , with beautiful studded stars, flickering flickering decorate the sky .

The sadness in the heart did not heal quickly, the happiness he had just felt was now simply destroyed, the beautiful face and the sweet smile were no longer there .

Why does everything feel so unfair, I love him and love him so much, but why does everyone I love always leave me, do I not deserve to be loved ? , does it not deserve to love? , or do I not deserve to be happy .

God why do you present love if you finally have to disappear, why do you have to present a wound in the word love, why there must be sadness because of love .

Elsewhere Gavin is sitting on a mattress in her room, staring fixedly at her wedding photo with Flo , the little girl looks so beautiful using a wedding dress , she looks like a royal princess .

The wedding photo he once threw away after his mom gave him 'em, and somehow the photo came back inside the nightstand and was tucked away so neatly .

*I didn't want this before, ' I rejected it and wanted it all to end soon ' but somehow without me knowing I started to love her.

Now I want to start everything from the beginning with him , build the household he once fought for , but foolishly I destroyed his struggle , now I will never give up . I will get it and be happy with him* .