We Start From the Beginning
remorse

The sobs of Gavin spilled when he was in the lap of the mother, regretting that is how Gavin felt .

" it's my fault "

" i am guilty I am a fool but do not punish me by silence me, if necessary hit me " muttered Gavin .

" i need you .." said Gavin made Angel look at him with a smile, his old hand gently stroked the head of the son just his wayang .

It had been a few days since the incident that Gavin looked thinner , he seemed not to take good care of his body .

In another room precisely in the workspace .

" how is flo "ask Charles on his right hand .

" young Miss Flo is now living with her uncle, after almost two months in hospital due to an accident "

" to an accident ?" surprise Charles .

" yes, big master, miss was hit by a car when she escaped from the pursuit of criminals who were chasing her , as a result, she suffered a severe right hand injury plus fractures in the ribs and a more severe brain crow both of her legs were paralyzed "

" how is it now " murmured Charles .

" what is certain is that the lady still often goes to the hospital "

The autopsy results were from the princess that he had never seen, and hearing the confession of the ex-wife made Jek so stressed in the crocodile, sitting next to the still-basic grave , the tomb he visited every week became a mandatory routine for him when he missed the princess .

The autopsy results said that the princess experienced physical violence, especially in the swollen part of her vitals .

And hearing the ex-wife's confession took him a beating if he had sold the princess to Robert since he was twelve years old , as a source he earned money and luxurious facilities that he enjoyed .

" pardon the father who could not come at the right time, forgive the father who could not help you surely you are suffering greatly, now you are happy there "murm Jek .

" uncle "call Flo who just came with Felix pushing his wheelchair as well as Miguel Viona Ken and Rose .

" young miss" replied Jek who immediately stood bowing respectfully

" i'm sorry we just came to this heart" Miguel said

" no papa my master understands" said Jek with a smile even though he looked sad .

" we are sorry for all that you and your daughter have experienced" Viona said .

" thank you, big lady "

" may he calm down there" continued Ken .

" thank you for coming and taking the time to come here, and I'm sorry I couldn't see the young lady" Jek said .

" no papa we understand" Felix replied

" young lady how are you doing now ? ...."

" my hands can be moved only my feet can't walk anymore, and my eyes must wear glasses to see more clearly "flo replied with a smile .

" this is all his fault that has been blind and dark aka .." said Jek slowly but still sound clear .

" does he also kill ma .." said Flo who was cut by Felix .

" don't blame anyone it's your mama's destiny you're not here it's destiny" Felix explained .

" then can I blame the god who made destiny bad for me and my mom, I don't trust him anymore" Flo said again .

" please listen uncle now we are visiting pray for his daughter tuan jek" said Felix .

" sorry "answer Flo .

" no papa miss " replied Jek .

He still blames everything on me.I'm sorry I want all my fault ...

Returning home from his parents Gavin back to his residence , a smile is drawn on his handsome face as he looks at the dining room and kitchen where Flo's cooking shadow leaves Flo's image of eating together and kissing her cheek when she wants to go to college , switching to staring at the reminiscent living room where he first ate instant noodles with the news audience because the little girl liked her begging readers , now he walks to Flo's room where there are still items Flo , see the ping bag that once made a riot , saw the makeup he had asked for but never participated and finally he bought it himself, saw the beautiful dresses that he often used , back to his own room sitting on a bed and lying there , facing the empty sisih left a Flo mark there the shadow of the Girl as the ignorant shadow of the girl woke her shadow the girl prepared her shadow work dress where the girl slept and hugged her .

" where are you now "murm Gavin while gently stroking the empty spot beside him .

On campus Ree and Farel seem silent and limp, yes as usual the cause is Flo , since first entered after the holiday until now they look lazy - lazy , not eager to learn .

Flo's influence is very strong for them, not just Tee and Farel in the class where Flo studied as well , a child who used to sit in the back corner of his own a child who often daydreams and does not care about the teaching lecturer is now no , a lecturer who often reprimanded him in every lesson now feels lonely .

So even with a person sitting quietly in the usual seat Flo sat , he looked towards the glass that showed the garden there , so beautiful .

May I miss you ....

really I miss you so much ', this longing is getting bigger and more tormenting me .

If only I had you first, meet you ....

" juice "call Tee which makes the boy turn to the source of the voice which shows two teenagers standing looking at him .

" killian ? why come here "ask Justin .

" we were bored, so we came here just to see Flo's bench" Farel replied .

" we do often meet him only if on campus can not be with him as boring " continued Farel .

" a a I "

" he's officially divorced "sahut Tee .

" ce ce divorce "

" hemm, it's not a marriage" Farel continued .

" it was originally just a pact but after that Flo tried to maintain the marriage because of the meaning of marriage, he tried to make the old man love him only to maintain a sacred bond as he worried about the future " obviously Farel who made Justin speechless, he had also heard Farel say that where Flo was in the ER room .

" but all his efforts were broken and he chose to stop and now it seems someone has upset him "sahut Tee .

" come to visit for him "

Kevin's arrival makes Gavin wake up from his sleep, now Gavin is in his study with an assistant who always faithfully accompany him .

" this sir is an important file that you have to sign "said Kevin .

" what about flo do you know "

"...."

" you are close to cika not sure you know the news "

"...."

" find him "gavin's orders .

" ...."

Gavin turned on the computer to colonize the twilight of all the cc tv footage that showed everything Flo was doing .

Starting from Flo who learned to cook expensive repeatedly that ended food in the trash, Gavin's smile was interested to see how anxious the girl was , a second later his smile faded when he saw he was waiting with food that he had prepared with great difficulty, and finally he did not eat it even fell asleep , he threw away the food in the morning before , such videos repeatedly every day , until one of the videos shows Flo sitting with tears in front of his office for a very long time , until he came out with the monik there he quickly wiped his tears and changed his smile .

There was a video where Flo cried herself on the balcony and ended up falling asleep on the sofa and woke up in the morning when she compressed her puffy eyes and returned to her blur .

And one of the most suffocating videos that made Gavin cry was a video that was right in the heart of Gavin's birthday .

" what have I done "murm Gavin .

" mister "call Kevi who is still faithfully waiting there .

" vin I hurt him "

" you also wasted - his master "

" i know I'm so stupid "

" and now you just realized it "

" i know and it's too late "

" and you love him "

" love ? "

" ..."

" i love her ? "

" ..."

" and I just realized it "

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