We Start From the Beginning
Felix's Grief

The happy hue of each person is clearly visible this night, in contrast to Flo who just quietly put on a flat face , I don't know what he did from earlier just fell silent and ate his food without caring about it once in a while he looked at the face of the father who had never noticed him since he entered this house .

Unlike Flo Gavin he was very cool talking to Miguel and Cahrles, talking about their companies, businesses and projects, they sometimes look very serious and sometimes they look laughing , I don't know what they were laughing at only the three grown men understood .

Marc he continued to invite his beloved sister to talk even though the empu looks indecent and only choose silence, occasionally he will nod his mark mengyakan and bergelenggenga no sign .

Flo's eyes focused on the father, wanting inwardly to feel his pride and leaning against his field, getting the warm embrace and affection he had always imagined .

What's my fault, Flo

" flo "pangil Marc

" hemm "

" you're okay "

" hemm "

Beside the cauldron Ken and Rose were already preparing to pack all the goods, they were very happy to be able to return to their country .

" this is by - by to mike and this is to Flo" said Rose while styling by - by which he bought .

" it's a pity you bought a lot by - by him make flo "

" yes I have to be, I was really happy when Mike said flo changed the appearance, especially when seeing Mike's existing youtube content flo , he was very beautiful and worried about his new appearance , and do you know if the comments are very good many admire Flo "

" of course he's my nephew "

" not to "

" yes - yes "

" maybe I have a girl who's like flo "

" yes but no, don't "

" whatever you want to give exactly , the duplicate of asylum - God's mouthpiece "

" huff ..it's up that women don't want to lose " muttered Ken slowly .

" hhhhhhh repeat again "

" don't love you pretty tonight" said Ken diverting the conversation .

" really "

" you know the nightgown I bought this latest design from a famous designer in this country , yesterday I accidentally met him and got acquainted .... blblblblblbl ......"

" yes, dear "

" hemm I can't wait to meet flo and mike, I want to make up in flo huh huh.when morning ya feeling from last night "

" is it "

" why "

" no dear "

" just be careful if you say "

" no "

Felix's eyes still look so clear, his sadness is still there but he tries to be okay, like the days he lived , ' he was living , he had to get up even though the day felt empty and now he has found what he was looking for for years but unfortunately it is his grief that he got .

While compressing the eyes with ice felix sat in front of the tv sofa, with an empty view .

Dinner together is finally over now Gavin and the family have returned home , with Flo already asleep and carried by Gavin , because Gavin could not bear to wake her up so he carried the little girl inside and laid her on the bed slowly the beautiful girl looked so slumbering with breath that sounded so peaceful .

" why my fall is like taking care of a child" muttered Gavin, while stroking the mane of very fairy-colored hair, which looks suitable to the pure white skin of Flo .

Flo is already beautiful even without makeup, and a beautiful face that worries make people can not turn away from her .

Gavin continued to stare at her pretty face by occasionally praising her, but sometimes she remembered her strength but if told to be honest Flo .....! " haha it's Monik is still the woman in my heart and she's just the betrothed wife and the result of the deal "he murmured .

but the eagle's eyes still could not lie and continued to look at the perfectly sculpted face was sound asleep, until he felt drowsiness as well .

But before he goes lying down he must do his routine, a mandatory ritual before going to bed, starting from changing pajamas to sleep wash the face , wear sekincare done regularly so that the face is well-groomed and youthful 😌 , after jamsai with his routine he immediately broke down and slept beside Flo .

And may he sleep with tenag ....!

Hanzel's eyes, who are still faithfully pensive, he again sad because he saw a pink book that read a story that made him feel pain that spread throughout the body , he was slashed - said he fell again with tears that melted again .

God ... What kind of destiny have you given us..... This is so unfair to us, why is destiny so toying with us .what is our fault ? our sins ? why does it feel so cruel, do we not deserve to be happy, enjoy the beauty of life, laugh together like before .

" haaaaaaah ..." prang .... , the disappointment he felt , the longing of the sorrowful and the wounds that cut his heart , the man is now very helpless . Fractions of the shard from the table that he broke using a fist, fresh blood flowed from his hand due to the flakes of the shard .

" hiks ..hiks ...hiks .. why is it so unfair for us "to murmur with tears flowing back , he had just compressed it and it seemed like the hanzel's eyes would swell up again .

Was it wrong of me to be angry ? was it wrong of me to doubt ? do I blame fate?.... I don't care that, because that's the truth , I'm angry I'm sorry , I also blame the fate that you made Tuahan ..... I don't care if you're mad at me because I'm more angry at you for playing with my life's destiny ...