We Start From the Beginning
meeting Florence

" to why you can be like .." said Gavin who was restrained as well as his steps that stopped as he was about to step forward near Flo , miguel's hand stopped his steps as if there was no permission for Gavin to approach his daughter .

" why did you come here" said Miguel slowly but still heard with Gavin or Viona .

Flo was still silently staring, the girl was no longer staring at Gavin, she was staring in another direction .

" sa dear give him time to talk "proposed Viona .

" a but "

" we just hear what he wants to say" said Viona again who made Miguel's hand release Gavin, not just Miguel , Viona also tries to give understanding to Miguel and Felix by taking the two away a bit away leaving Flo and Gavin to give the two a speaking space . Likewise with Kevin who also went a little away .

" flo" call Gavin again as he approaches the girl sitting in the wheelchair who is ignoring him .

Kneeling in front of Flo Gavin tried to hold a small hand in front of him but Flo quickly brushed it over .

" don't call my name "

" excuse me "

" go away I don't want to see you "

" but I can't go "

" Uncle ..! , take me away from here" Flo said making Felix want to step but stopped again when he heard Gavin, as well as Viona's hand which also held Felix's step .

" don't go listen to me, I beg you "

" i don't want to hear anything go I'm SICK OF YOU" said Flo in a tone pressed at the end of each sentence, making Gavin's heart slightly sliced when he heard it .

" listen to me I know you hate me. I know I'm so bad and ja ..."

" you know it's good now go I don't want to see you again "

" but can you give me some time to talk right now I beg you at least once listen to me" Gavin said .

" what do you want to say and I'm not interested in that so go "

" i know all this time I was wrong, I know I've been wasting precious things for something inappropriate "

" yesterday I was expecting this to end soon (i wish we were apart . ( ucal Gavin stopped )

but now I don't want us to split up and I don't know when I've loved you and kept thinking about you "

" love ? heh ... funny (slanted smile on her pretty face), now you say love ? yesterday I loved you and what did you do does it still remember ? with no doubt you ignored me and made me a beggar, and now you easily lost LOVE ! while that love has been destroyed over time, and has been given this love to others "

" i'm sorry - I'm sorry it's my fault, I've been stupid to ignore you but can we start from the beginning I promise I'll ..."

" starting from scratch what will start ? "

" everything we start "

" all ? and do you realize by your words master gavin charles andarius, are you dreaming ? I say it and remember well - well, it's all over not in court or the hammer knock of the judge , but do you remember it that morning when I asked for certainty and what your answer was you chose another woman and let go of marriage was not your choice"

" sorry, but at least give me a chance I'm sure you still love me "

" love ? that love has been long gone since I sat in front of your study and heard something I didn't deserve to hear did you remember it ? ,when a grown man is alone with a woman doing things he shouldn't do, love is slowly lost , and it only becomes a fear of my future if I get divorced "

" then give me one more time to make you love me again "

" no, I've loved someone else "

" i don't care I'll take your love away from her "

" you're selfish "

" let me be selfish, let me snatch your love from that person give me a chance I'm sure I can make you love me like you made me fall in love with you , and then we'll start at the beginning "

" no , all you can do with your ego, yesterday you wasted it on the grounds of love now you want to come back for the same reason , not all can according to your will "

" and listen well - well there is no chance twice after wasting - nyiakan first chance with a long time , and remember that time cannot be turned back if I can maybe never meet you let alone marry you" said Flo .

" but I won't give up "

Sitting on the back of the bench at the very corner close to the glass, the place is now a favorite place justin .

" juice "

" hem "

" do you know the news of Florence she never entered "ask her classmate .

" yes where he's been for a long time I haven't seen him "say another word .

" sa is sick "

" ill ? that long ? " ask simultaneously .

" yes "

" why not say , we can see her together "other suggestions .

" what is he sick ? "

" he's out of an accident "

" accident, why are you silent just don't tell us we're "

" i'm sorry .."

" yes, we will mening later look together - you know his house "

" yeah know he's the guy "reply all the kids made Justin widen his eyes .

In the room Flo is still in front of the glass that shows the outside view that shows the buildings and roads .Gavin's arrival and his words make him a little shaken .

" flo "

" uncle I want to be alone "

" flo" called him again making Flo turn to see who called .

Miguel and Viona who were standing not far from him, slowly Miguel walked closer towards his daughter , sat down crouching to match the princess .

" mom will be out preparing lunch you guys talk " said Viona who came back out leaving both .

" the view is very beautiful here" said Miguel .

" the view of the world looks beautiful in view from above and any angle, but not beautiful if in feel the way of life in it so many spices that make a variety of flavors , but somehow the taste I felt was just bitter and felt so bitter but even so I had to keep swallowing it , and all the beauty in the world is just a background to calm down the entertainment so that the taste subsides a little, like when we take a bitter pill there will be water or bananas in order to swallow it " flo said making the room quiet for an instant, Miguel fell silent after hearing every word the princess said .

" if you want me to go back to him sorry I don't want to do it even though you will force me or memu .." said Flo again breaking the silence .

" no I won't force you to be your choice and I'm sorry if I hurt you all this time "

" do you know if it hurts so much , if time could be turned I would not be deformed like this if it were turned again I would not marry him and be a widow like this , if you could still turn your mother would not leave me alone, and if it could be turned again I would never have been born into this world and felt bitter that felt so bitter " said Flo with eyes still closed .

" sorry .. sorry it's all my fault but my promise to make up for it Papa will try to make you happy "

" then how about your mother's death how to make up for it "

" ....."

" mama always cried every night when she put me to sleep, her cries were held back with tears that kept flowing , I know that but I kept my eyes closed and hugged my mom I couldn't open my eyes and let my mom cry while hugging me " said Flo by continuing to look out to see the city view during the day .

" i'm sorry for making you suffer with all that papa did sorry for making your mama suffer "

" mama always said that if you work long distances to make money so that I can vacation at the beach with mama, that answer I always get when I always ask who my father is "

" hiks .. hiks .. sorry "muse Miguel again .