We Start From the Beginning
Kevin ....

My interest in Flo was that adorable little girl with a pretty face, when we first met her, in a cafe located in the middle of the city, a cafe with a classic design that stood since 1990 , Cafe owned by native Italians, this cafe is very in the favorite of visitors in addition to coffee and a delicious food menu the place is also very supportive .

our first meeting when Brother Gavin invited me to meet with a future wife who will be married more precisely a girl he was betrothed with , I had a good laugh when Gavin told me about the girl he was going to marry 'where the girl was much younger than him , he will only be twelve years old while brother Gavin he is already thirty-four years old, imagine how much distance between the two .

And brother Gavin invited the girl to meet at the cafe to talk about a marriage deal that I don't know what the deal is but I'm also curious what they're going to talk about , more curious again to the young lady Gavin .

Kling .. the sound of the door opening when a visitor came, I immediately turned to see who was coming there, different from Mr. Gavin who seemed to not care .

A beautiful girl with an adorable face in a high school uniform that looks a little unkempt, seems like she just came home from seokolah .

The girl walked closer to where we were sitting, I had thought if she was really a future wife who will be married sister Gavin ? , and yes it is true that the girl was directly sitting in the chair right in front of me .

" ahem hii "sweep me with a sweet smile that surprises me .

" you have come "

" do you have no eyes" she replied, which made me want to laugh, she was very adorable and of course she still looks like a child , then I turned to look at Gavin's brother - a grown man who looks so charming will be paired with a little girl like flo ,

I instantly averted my eyesight when Brother Gavin was glaring at me .

" we're talking se .."

" oom I want to eat first" said Flo who immediately raised his hand .

Ordering some food and drinks, the little girl had offered me to order food but I refused her, she ate so voraciously and looked cute , the more I noticed his face somehow it looked familiar .

My interest turned into a sense of admiration , when I attended the wedding of a beautiful girl in a wedding dress that looked like a princess with a sweet smile and her beautiful face that looked so graceful in the eyes .

The night was so beautiful with the royal nuanced event that ended I was in the car driving the newlyweds in to the hotel, the beautiful face looked tired and sleepy once in a while he yawned , the car felt so quiet that the two brides had no conversation, once in a while I saw both of them in the glass , but my eyes are more attracted to the beautiful girl there who somehow reminds me of someone .

The admiration grew when I helped him move some things for the move of Gavin and his wife, where I helped the beautiful girl bring a lot of things to move to the apartment , I know why the reason for the second move is, of course, because they want to live their lives without knowing uncle and aunt .

Flo is so cheerful she talks a lot and the story somehow I am entertained with every time she talks, the more I observe I am the more I remember the face of someone who has been in the past, but who ? I also don't know .

Being annoyed by him when he messed up my cell phone and said he would match me with a flower-seller woman, I was annoyed at him .

He's the one who changed, when Kaka Gavin told me to watch him on the grounds of finding out who om - om whom he's asylum , the change from him was so big , the girl who was originally plain-faced dressed longar , now turned into a feminine girl with fashionable clothes and make up, she looks more beautiful than usual , somehow when I saw her my chest pounding so fast what was the first time I picked her up at that time , somehow I could be fascinated with her , her pretty face and her adorable smile .

Fascinated by her figure, she is cheerfully beautiful , although sometimes he was a little ignorant or random but somehow as long as I follow and find out who om - om who in thought Gavin's brother I was even entertained by Flo who always acted funny and forget my duty, and every time Gavin asks who ? of course I do not know and always reasoned not to find anything and said if I was very tired of following him a lot of behavior in Flo , Flo , which is basically very tiring but also very adorable .

Flo's feelings and struggle to get Gavin's brother, of course I already know if Flo likes Gavin's brother and will fight for his marriage is not that happy news, but not brother Gavin always refused him , and I know why Flo changed her appearance because she wanted to attract the attention of Gavin's sister .

A feeling of pity, when I take him every day and he always asks where the whereabouts of brother Gavin, I really can't bear to see him , honestly I had to lie about Gavin's whereabouts even though I knew where he was .

" i'm afraid . I'm afraid don't leave me "

" flo you why, don't be afraid I'm here "

All night he kept hugging me tightly without wanting to take it off, I took him sitting on the living room couch to win it. The rain never stopped that night .

" mama rence is afraid ma .. mama "murm her murmured in between her closed eyes .

" rence is afraid ... "

" no I'm here don't be afraid" I said as I patted slowly, there was worry, there was pity, and calm when he was in my arms .

The feeling came as time went on, brother Gavin continued to ignore it, even he said if he wanted to take it, really he said not just once and many times , my heart always refused because Flo was still fighting for her feelings, but over time my heart was worried I started falling in love but I knew who she was, of course Gavin's wife .

My confession to Mr. Ken and my feelings I thought he would be angry with me but he seemed ordinary, though he was surprised at first , I felt bad after saying that but I couldn't lie when he asked me .

I felt heartache when he said his feelings and desires as we sat together on the grassland in the kite's place, I really wanted to have them , but my circumstances were like seeing a beautiful star the moon could not hug the star even though it was close together .

With her in the heavy rain, the girl was indeed very afraid of the rain, I took her to my house , which made me unable to breathe a sigh of relief my heart was not due to the beat like running a marathon dak duk duk , really I can not resist the vibration of my heart , he who was never willing to let go of me even let this body shift a little, he was scared and really scared .

I tried to bury his sense of fear, by inviting him to play the shadows - the shadow of the coincidence that the night was dead electricity, and how beautiful it was that night when I saw his laughter and smile , he starts to be able to take off his hands and play forgetting his fear , there was a sense of relief when I managed to divert the fear even though occasionally he would hug me suddenly - arriving and making me surprised by the thunder that grabbed me .

I want to be selfish, she came to my house and cried in my arms for some reason what happened to her but I felt so sad , he didn't want to tell me just the crying that he said that his heart was so hurt, it hurt to see him like that I didn't have the heart , the fortifications of my heart want to collapse I want to see her happy and laugh beside me I don't want to see her cry , but on the other hand I still know myself I have limits on where I might take things that are not mine .

Disclosure of feelings , whether he was acting strangely while participating in sports with me I was very confused if I had a wrong it seems not , but why he looked upset .

I drove him home to his surprise when I saw Gavin's brother and the woman, Flo did not change the look of his face he was still the same as when in my house or on the way , their faces like there is nothing wrong at all that makes me upset want it feels like I hit Gavin's leg and try to realize if the snake woman he adored was a cheap woman who only raped his wealth course , I also want to shout loudly to the woman if Flo is his wife .

When the snake woman left Flo asked Gavin's sister to pick 'em, and the answer made me so angry that Flo just left without caring about Gavin's sister and I went to follow Flo .

In the middle of the road he was angry with tears that made me not have the heart, and made me unable to hide my feelings for him that I loved him , I said it because I didn't want him to think that no one loved him while the person in front of him who was listening to him was holding back his feelings all this time .

And how surprised I was as he returned my love and expressed his feelings , I couldn't believe it I thought it was just an escape but my little heart said otherwise I was so happy then .

It's not my fault I took it, didn't Gavin himself give it to me ?

But now I have to decide to go, because aunt Angel and uncle Cahrles, the two people who were present when my parents were gone , I can't be selfish with my feelings and let them down because they had so much influence on me all along .

I'm sorry Flo I can't keep my promise but I wish you happiness with her even without me. I love you .