We Start From the Beginning
sniffling

" oom wake up om "pangil Flo has dartadi he woke up Gavin .

" Om" in a loud voice but unfortunately the master just moaned slowly .

" the basic om om "the murmur .

Unrelentingly still, Flo began to lie flat next to Gavin .

" lo dear husband flo tamvan woke up darling "blo whispered while stroking Gavi's face slowly

" emmm "need again .

" dear wake up fyuhh.." whispered while blowing Gavin's ear .

" unfortunately flo "whispers again with suaara pressed .

" ih ni parents are very difficult to build in the market of ditriakin until the model is soft also do not wake up wonder I dream what the heck "sickling annoyed

" for good husband, good luck handsome, good luck darling "murm again .

" oom gavin sorry yes "this time Flo has a pillow in his hand , with no pity Flo sat on Gavin's stomach and then he smothered Gavin's face with a pillow and made the empu kelagepan below him .

" hos ..hos .. hos ..." Gavin's breath cringed - stingy, looked at the girl sitting on her stomach carrying a pillow in her hand .

" Flo" his bangil with a loud voice - nasal .

" fortunately om did not die so flo did not become a widow" said Flo with a face without sin .

" you ..." angry Gavin .

" get up old husband flo "flo replied without caring about Gavin who held back the anger .

Cup ... one kiss landed on Gavin's cheek making the master look at his carnation, while Flo after kissing he came down from Gavin's body and went from the bed .

" get up quickly and change clothes and go down eat "flo command before leaving the room .

Felix Sufah parked his car in lethargic steps to his apartment while carrying books and albums in his hands .

Today he will rest first his mind is still chaotic with the contents of the diary bukj .

october 30, 2004 .

today I checked my condition after the one that happened that night I often experience dizziness and nausea - nausea , nausea , actually, I was very afraid of my condition, the symptoms that I experienced like a pregnant person I was afraid, I was just 16 years old , if that happens what I'm going to do what about my next life I don't know .

With a little fear I still have to know my true situation , I sat in the waiting room , waiting for my inner turn to continue to say hopefully what I thought would not happen I hope so .

I've been waiting for almost an hour and now it's my turn, I'm standing limp in the check room . god is surprised me what I think is true happened what I have to do in my stomach - my stomach there is a living being I have to how I have to do what .

I was in a daze I don't know what my life is like if I have dropped my womb ! ...

My head started to get dizzy thinking that my eyes felt heavy my legs were no longer strong enough to jump my body .

I don't know since when I've been in the nursery wasn't it there on the way home , I kept asking questions until a voice startled me .

She ...into me somehow my body feels stiff , I was so afraid to see it my memory of that night made me stiff .

" screw the baby" he said, to my surprise, I looked at the face of the tamvan with very sharp eyes that saw me so flat his thin lips that no longer move . I thought that if I dropped my womb I would continue my life without any burden, and if I were to abort I was a cruel mother , I kept thinking until I knew the courage from which I shook my head .

" no I don't want him my son he's innocent" I said with continued flirting and fussing .

" just read it I'll finance everything "he said again .

And somehow my mouth refused "I'm going to give birth to this child I'm going to raise her myself if you don't want to admit it let her never see her father "I said .

I looked at the man with fear, I saw his jaw harden with his hands clenched and his eyes kept looking at me sharply .

God save me and my baby ....

end ...

The dining room looks like Flo is staring at the food on the dining table Gavin who just came down unconsciously was staring at the little girl with a fixed . Her gaze spun back to the moment where the girl kissed her , making her shudder .

" gvin fast you why so long anyway "pangil Angel surprised Gavin

" yes momm" replied Gavin as he stepped closer and sat right next to his father .

" honey you want to eat what "tanya Flo made Gavin choke on his saliva .

" uhuk ..huk ..."

" honey you why "ask Flo while patting gavin's shoulder slowly .

" it's a drink first" said Charels thrusting a glass of water .

Gluc ..." thanks dadd "

"yes "

" you are fluent vin , if you cough it cepet take medicine do not let it be taken for granted" said Angel who also worried about his favorite child .

" no ma gavin good - just fine .. "

" honey if sick say yes later let me find a cure" said Flo made Gavin turn towards him and glare at him .

" it's a pity you don't think "tanya Flo without caring about Gavin , he even stroked gavin's face slowly and displayed Sad face .

" gav you're good - well see your wife is very worried" said Charles, with a very heavy heart Gavin holding Flo's hand on his cheek and eyes that still glared at the girl .

" honey I don't papa why you're tired don't worry I just choked on "gavin said with a made voice - make .

" is it true that if you feel bad you tell me yes" said Flo Cup . again - again kiss landed on the cheek of Gavin , if it was the right then the now the left .

Gavin glared at his eyes wider and his body felt stiff since when this boy was inner Gavin with round eyes .

" it's better we eat " said Angel with a smile, he was so happy to see Flo who treated his son so well and Charles .