
I curled up on the mattress and hand incessantly scrolled the holographic screen in front.
Darkened. This blue light is the only light in the room I stopped by.
Every now and then I check the profile and view of the mission list. Why didn't Professor Kaidan give me a job? Even the low grade ones are not.
I started thinking about returning to the academy after yesterday's incident; making me hesitant to re-enter the dream world.
I wanted to help them, but .. was so tormenting that I was awake until 4am.
I began to grasp the blanket, pulling it to cover my face and turning off the holographic screen in front.
I can't sleep at all. Moreover, the pain still imprints on the head.
After the incident; the illusion of a previous memory, I was unconscious.
When he woke up, he was in the room again when the vicar took me.
Then I started to stretch my body. I don't know why my body feels tired.
In a moment of confusion like this makes me think, why do humans want immortality?
Though being an aged figure, then living life without certainty like settling in the life cycle and dying, and then living life without certainty, make yourself arrive at a time of slump because it remembers the warm times that were passed in vain.
This sad .. myself, then laugh; laugh; laugh at myself who fell in its own destruction because the heart could not stop sinking in the memories of the past.
What can I do besides continue this madness? My heart is like overflowing in a whirlpool of lamentation.
I began to stretch out my arms as I reached for emptiness; as when I was trying to grasp happiness.
In front of me there is nothing.
It felt like the morning where there was no sadness enveloping me still felt far away.
Ah, this longing keeps clawing at my chest; sending tears that endlessly flow when I remember.
Not knowing the sight was starting to catch on wrong around or indeed the black shadow was endlessly tying my body, making me lose the ability to move.
The people around me were always saying good; they were too dazzling, like the bishop saying I could keep waking up from nightmares because of special powers.
In fact, nothing is as special as me, other than the chaos that keeps filling my head.
Even in the grade test, my control was in the low-grade C-grade.
Or ... could there be something in me that doesn't want me to keep getting stuck?
Or maybe I can go back through the darkness?
And subconsciously, I was already sitting on the edge of the bed; pulling me to look at both palms deeply.
Before long, the shadow of Fate's face appeared until I was shocked myself and used both hands to wipe the eyes that began to see the no-no.
What was I thinking, just now?
Uh. Rather than continue to be silent like this, it was better to preach yesterday's matter to the bishop.
As I exited the room, my steps were again greeted with a long hallway full of windows.
The yellowish-red rays from the sky crept in like a reminder that it was now entering the morning, perhaps that was why the hallway was so quiet. The bishop was not in any ordinary place either.
Uhh. A lot of time spent inside the church feels like. I decided to pray for a while.
After getting lost to some space, I finally arrived at the main hall.
I began to prepare; solemnize; clenched both hands and chanted the prayer until it was finished and raised my face up.
Actually, did God hear my request?
"That's so early."
"Well?!"
I was shocked to the point that the cold crept and reflexes turned to the origin of the voice-the bishop!
"Sa-I beg for mercy ...."
I dare not continue with words! Is this what it feels like to be caught? But the bishop laughed at me-ah, ashamed!
Oho!
"Aaaa, about the dream! I met the sea-blue haired girl exactly like the one who fell asleep in the room-oh, huh, Rei! And he's holding a red locket."
The bishop was silent to my explanation.
Shortly afterwards he said, "May wearing a red pendant and Rei a blue pendant, it was a pair. He really did get into his nightmares. Besides what did you find?"
I remembered finding an ancient book and keeping it in a waist bag. However, when I looked for.
It seems like it can't bring things from dreamland to the real world.
"I found an ancient book with the Festival of Offerings. Honey didn't get to read it."
"How did you find her ...?"
It seemed that the bishop understood what book I was referring to, he looked so shocked that his eyes opened wide.
"It was a ritual sacrifice of ancient times. It is rumored that a village disappeared along with the ritual. That's when Mei and Rei .... I will investigate the problems of the village and the ritual, I beg you to return to deal with this dream problem. Now, let's visit Mei and Rei."
I nodded and followed where the bishop was going.
We went back to the room that time and the vicar-Mei-looked very sad. He sobbed in silence when he saw the figure of the brother could not be awakened from sleep.
A sense of wanting to help re-emerged, but the dream .. was too strong.
"Together forever, right? Please, wake up. Don't leave me alone" the vicar muttered in a trembling voice.
Seeing this, it felt tight in the chest.
If I go back in there, will there be someone who is sad if I lose me? A little hard to imagine.
'You're different.'
I remembered Fate's words.
'Maybe I can't replace him, but I will accompany you as myself.'
I fell silent, trying to pervade what Fate meant at the time.
Is that a sign there's still a chance for me too?
Clenching my hands tightly, I turned to the bishop and said, "Father, I'll go back there."
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I never thought I'd be visiting you so much, Piotr's big tree.
It was said that at 8 to 12 p.m., the dimensional space would be distorted and weak-spirited people could be trapped inside.
The afternoon after convincing himself, the bishop gave another talisman. However, when I went to this place and lit the fire lantern, nothing happened.
So now, at 9 p.m., I'm coming.
I took out an electric lighter from my waist bag and started lighting the oil lantern.
After all, the light rays of the lanterns were very gently shining around. I smiled a little, but my body crashed for a moment until it grimaced in pain, and the eyes began to lose their sight.
It all happened so suddenly that I was unprepared and ended up curled up in the dark.
Gradually, there was faintly the sound of the whirling waves and water touching my skin.
I tried to feel around until in one blink of an eye .. I was on the beach like being swept away by the waves.
The sea water reached me, but my body was not wet at all. There was also relentless rain.
Dreamworld.
Although still feeling weak, I tried to get up and take a small walk.
Occasionally holding the head due to gripping pain. Eyes started to look around-ah, it was Rei! He sat by a big rock on the beach.
Soon I ran to get to him.