Why Should I Pariban?!
The Late Decision
Dean sneaks in among the many people who are currently busy cooking various types of food in their home tomorrow she is getting married to Sea.
Supposedly a party was held in the Sea family, so it is usually customary Batak, but because the father Sea is not Batak tribe and was only given a surname to his father when married to Namboru Uli, so the party was done at the house of Dean, which in traditional Batak terms is called sitombol.
"Why did you come here? What else do you want to talk to me about?" hardik Dean once arrived in front of Ferdi, the man had sent him a message asking him to meet.
Dean had already retaliated by rejecting the request, for him there was nothing more to talk about. After all it was too late, tomorrow she was already getting married to Sea.
"I've thought about it, really can't lose you, De. I've thought about it over and over again, I've tried to get you married but I can't" said Ferdi, who looked very upset.
"Why did you just realize now? Where have you been? From yesterday I asked you to take me away from here, but you refused, now that tomorrow is my wedding, you're saying this? What do you want?" follow Dean who does not understand Ferdi's mind. The man was too slow to make a decision.
"I want us to get out of here tonight, leave this town. After all, I also finished college, just just to take a diploma and I can apply for a job anywhere to support us."
Dean's eyes were round, it was easy for the man to say that. Why new now? Yesterday when Dean proposed it, Ferdi quickly rejected it. He couldn't possibly follow what Ferdi had told him.
Didn't he see how crowded people were in his house? Preparing for the wedding tomorrow. Running away from home tonight will only make his parents ashamed of the worst as Mak Tiur said this morning, when reminding him not to do things that could embarrass both parents, then they'd rather just die.
"Don't be crazy, Fer! I can't possibly do that, you see how many people already know already and are invited to come to this event tomorrow. You want me to humiliate both my parents by running away from home?" salak Dean's.
All of this talk seems to be futile, of no use. He has made his heart run its destiny. After all, as Sea said, they married only temporarily, later after Namboru Uli's health improved, they would divorce and continue their respective lives.
Dean certainly wouldn't say that to Ferdi, whether or not the man would wait for him. Even if they are not a match, he is sure that after divorce with Ferdi he will find a good man who will accept it as it is, even though his status at that time was a widow.
"Go home, Fer, forget that wish. I invite you to my party tomorrow, even if you are interested in attending," Dean said softly, his heart trembling and so poignant as to say that to the much loved one.
Ferdi is the first lover, as well as his first love, of Ferdi, he has the confidence to get acquainted and get in touch with the opposite sex. Ferdi is a good guy and always respects him when they are dating.
Just because they are bumped by tribes and customs, they cannot be together, even though they live in a country that is diverse tribes and cultures, consider all are brothers. Then why should his father choose a daughter-in-law surnamed?
"Has your decision been unanimous?" asked Ferdi trying hard, he did not want to beg for love. He had fought enough, if indeed yesterday he could not give an answer to Dean's request, he was merely thinking about his family but it turned out that he realized now that his feelings for Dean were greater, he said, so decided to follow the girl's will.
"Yes, it has become my decision, in the future whether I will regret it or not let me bear it," replied Dean firmly.
Dean could still see a slow nod from Ferdi before the man exhaled violently, not long before he turned on his motor and passed from before Dean carrying a piece of wound lodged in his heart.
Regrets always come too late, which is why God gives common sense to humans to be able to consider which actions and actions to do.
Consider it their life destiny. There is a saying that says a soul mate will not go where. If at this time Dean's steps should be stalled in the household bond with Sea, who knows destiny will bring him and Ferdi back to meet someday.
Along the way Ferdi imagines fond memories of being with Dean, as if he did not accept this farewell decision. How could he have been able to come to the girl's party, like her invitation earlier, to see her sitting at the prom with another man.
Ferdi arrived in front of his house. Her sour face made her mother not dare to greet her son.
During their stay in the city of Medan made the softness brought from the Javanese tribe slightly shifted, mingling with the majority of Batak tribe made them have to be able to adapt to the style of speech of Medan people in general.
From his sister's room, the chant of a song that makes Ferdi jerk, the song increasingly makes him not accept what happened with his relationship and Dean.
The lyrics of the song were so deep, right he said he had been with Dean for years looking after the girl, but it turned out that everything was in vain he was just looking after someone else's future wife.
"Can you change your song? You don't realize it's late at night. You're noisy!" ferdi snapped after forcefully opening the door of his sister's room.
"You why, anyway? Come even angry. If you fight with your boyfriend, don't make me his target" replied Fildan, his sister. Ferdi's face turned red, and he remembered his problem with Dean.
He didn't know where his sister could guess correctly or maybe the neighbors were already gossiping about Dean's wedding to be held tomorrow, until his family found out.
Several times Dean came to his house, of course his neighbors knew that they had a special relationship.
Such is the result if dating a neighbor, when separated like this, the painful neighbor's speech must also be ready to be heard.
Ferdi was silent, he came out, walking towards his room. She met her mother who was in the doorway. "Are you okay, son?" ask the mother to worry.