Why Should I Pariban?!
Thank you, for loving me this much

Dean was still settling deep into the street in front of his balcony room. Tomorrow he's getting married and tonight Ferdi has it all set. He stayed at a hotel where they would go straight to their wedding.

The closer the wedding day, Dean instead of being happy his heart actually felt tight and unsettled.

His parents have also come to Jakarta because their wedding will take place in the capital. Only a few people were invited, it seems that the Ferdi family was ashamed of having a widow's son-in-law.

Dean could not close his eyes that the Ferdi family did not all like him. His mother, despite blessing their marriage, but deep in her heart, all that she did was to please Ferdi not sincerely accept Dean as a ghost.

Not to mention Ferdi's sisters who refused to accept himself as a brother-in-law as if making Dean more difficult for him to accept this marriage.

She had been crying since this morning. Dean had prayed for God to give instructions so that his heart could calm down. However, every try to sincerely live the life that now why Sea's face that actually appears in the gem fertilizer?

Sea never compares or demands perfection upon himself as Ferdi often does. The man always indulges her and allows her to do whatever she pleases, while Ferdi demands her to be a husband's law-abiding wife. Even Ferdi decided that Dean would not have to work after college, burying his dream. Is this what he wants? Is he really happy with Ferdi?

When his chaotic thoughts and depressed heart make him decide to leave the hotel he walks in a hurry. Dean himself didn't know where to go. However, he unconsciously came to Sea.

The clock on his wrist is not yet home from work. He was sure Sea was still in the office.

Allegedly right. After asking the receptionist and showing Sea the room, Dean was finally able to stand in front of the man's door.

Slowly and with trembling hands he opened the door after the owner of the room ordered him to enter.

"Deans? You're here?" asked Sea in surprise. He got up from his seat and immediately greeted the arrival of Dean who looked so messy.

Her eyes looked red and swollen which indicated that the girl had finished crying.

"What's wrong?" ask me so worried. Although they have been separated and have not met for so long, Sea will forever care about the girl. He won't let grief come into Dean's life.

"Hey, what's wrong? What's going on?" sea asked softly, and the softness of the man's voice shattered Dean's defense.

The girl did not answer, choosing instead to go into the man's arms, sobbing in his chest. This is the place he longs for, this is the answer to all his worries.

The place is here with the man, not with Ferdi. Now he was convinced that he could not part with Sea.

"What's wrong? Don't cry, you worry me" whispered Sea rubbing the girl's long hair.

"I... I don't want to split with you. I can't marry Ferdi, because... Because I just realized that the person I love is you!" he said stammered by his crying.

Hearing that, Sea was of course surprised, he wanted to see Dean's face and question the girl's words, but Dean was unwilling to take off his arms. His face was still on the man's chest.

Sea relented. She's quiet. Letting the girl satisfy her cries on Sea's chest. The two hugged for so long. Dean's cry subsided, and Sea took him to his seat.

"What do you want Dean? Tomorrow you're getting married to Ferdi, and today you came to say that you love me?" asked Sea with a tight feeling in his chest.

Why was it that after they had gone this far to part ways that Dean had told Sea his feelings? Many hearts have been sacrificed, many people will be hurt and feel played with.

"I'm sorry, I realized too late. Now I'm sure the person I love is you. Now answer me, don't you love me? If there's no love in your heart, then I'm going to go, marry a man I don't love" Dean threatened.

Always the girl managed to threaten him so that Sea could do nothing. How could he not love the woman who managed to make him a zombie?

He loved Dean so much, he couldn't even count seconds until tomorrow and saw the girl he loved marry another man.

"Say Sea, do you love me or not?"

"You think?"

"You love me!"

"So, why is it still?" tukas Sea sighed.

"His name is female, it should be clear" replied Dean carving a smile on his lips, then back into the man's arms again.

"How is this? You're gonna marry Ferdi tomorrow?" tanya Sea still did not take off her embrace.

"You are a man. By the way, my father's mother, if you can't live without me, so whine with me to refer again. Continuing because I feel sorry, I accept your request" Dean replied with a laugh.

Huffa....The sea can only pass. Of course he would do all the great madam's orders.

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It is certain that the two were scolded by Mr. Hotman and bu Tiur. Dean had already shamed both parents and family for saying he didn't want to get married in his h-1 wedding.

Ferdi's family was furious, considered to be toyed with by the Coal family. Ferdi even scolded Dean, when the woman said her intentions.

Perhaps if Sea had not accompanied the girl when she conveyed her intention to cancel their marriage, Ferdi would have hit Dean so angry.

"So, what do you want?" hardik Mr. Hotman after a long time scolding them.

"We want to get married again" replied Dean without shame and burden. His life now felt light as long as Sea was beside him.

"You guys! Love your hearts! Tired dad. Divorce, a little more! What do you think this world belongs to you?"

"Father.." whine Dean immediately rose from his seat hugging the man who became his first love.

"I'm sorry, sir," said Dean, hugging Mr. Hotma's shoulder. Dean knew how shy his father was to be insulted by the Ferdi family, but he steadfastly maintained Dean's wishes in front of the Ferdi family.

"We're sorry, we know it's our son's fault. We're really sorry, but as parents, we can only follow the wishes of our son that he thinks can make him happy" Hotman continued to apologize at the time to Ferdi's family.

However, the most important thing for Hotman is Dean's happiness, if the daughter does choose to return to her ex-husband, then Hotman can only support her and wish them all the best.

"So, when are you going to get married again?" This time Tiur spoke up.

"Tomorrow!" dean answered steadily which made everyone stare, Sea was no exception.

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After an impromptu remarriage and only a nuclear family attended, the couple immediately left for America for their honeymoon.

But the real reason why he chose to come to America was to want a pilgrimage to his namboru tomb. He wanted to convey to Uli that now he accepted his marriage with Sea with pleasure and promised to make his son happy. Dean also had time to say that he would give the child to Sea, so that the sling that used to be deposited by Uli before dying could he use to hold the Ucok later.

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"Why are you smiling?" sea asked tilting his body towards Dean. The two were still huddled hugging each other under the covers, in a state of innocence after a long game full of enjoyment.

"I'm happy. Thank you for loving me this much" Dean replied stroking Sea's cheek. The man replied with a smile, then kissed the girl's lips so gently and for so long, showing how much Sea loved Dean.

"I haven't given you any wedding gifts other than our wedding rings. What do you want?" tanya Sea cupped both cheeks later and again landed a kiss on the girl's lips.

Slowly Dean took Sea's hand and guided him and put him above the average woman.

"I want you to give me this Ucok seed in my stomach, so that I will take care of it for nine months before I am born into the world, to be a sign of our love forever," whispered Dean who advanced his face and kissed Sea's lips.

"As you wish, my Lady," replied the Sea shutting their bodies until their heads into the blanket and then began to form dough, so that the Ucok was born.

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Gais, this novel is finally out. Sorry so long to finish it. Thank you for waiting faithfully. Go to another author novel. Thank ye.