Why Should I Pariban?!
Back Together

"Can we talk for a second?"ferdi's voice shocked Dean, who was in his department library at the time, intended to borrow some of his senior thesis to be used as resume material to create an outline.

His three best friends who also participated with Dean at that time, also looked back.

Juli touches Dean's hand, advising Ferdi to give him a chance to talk.About choice, he wants it, but he still deserves to talk to another man, especially his ex-girlfriend, by the time she was someone else's wife.

However, his heart insisted on wanting to talk to Ferdi. After all, he could not deny his heart said he was still in love with Ferdi.

In silence, both of them choose a flower garden in the faculty of engineering, children of cosmetology always take care of the garden, until many types of flowers are planted there.

The afternoon breeze blew, caressing the face of Dean who was already sitting beside Ferdi. "How are you?" asked Ferdi feeling awkward.

"Good."

Dean's short sentence makes Ferdi dead fleas, not knowing to continue the chatter again. He had indeed intended to talk about their problems but Dean's seemingly uninterested response made him feel scared.

"Do I make you uncomfortable?" asked Ferdi who saw from earlier Dean just kept squeezing his fingers. The girl also looked very quiet, in contrast to the Dean she knew who always had the materials to talk about with Ferdi.

"Gak'lah. Not at all. Didn't you say you wanted to talk? I just wait and listen to what you're going to talk about" replied Dean trying hard to calm his thump.

"De, actually the thing I want to talk about is something very personal. It might sound funny to your ears but I don't care, I decided to say it. I still have hope that you'll give me a chance, De."

Ferdi finally managed to express his wish. Whether Dean will accept it or not, it's an important recent affair that the man has expressed his desire.

Only Ferdi knew how much he had suffered, counting the time that had passed since Dean married Sea. She believes in the girl also suffering, that the marriage is not her wish either.

Dean looked at Ferdi's face with a million questions on his mind. What chance did that man mean? Ferdi clearly knew that she was Sea's wife.

Even if the marriage was a lie, waiting only a few months or a year until they separated, would Ferdi still accept that he had become a widow later?

"What opportunity?"

"To be together again. even though you're married now I know you don't love marriage it's not your wish I'll wait for you to break up with him don't you just say that man already has a partner why we don't stay live our relationship until the time comes you and the man separated, said Ferdi began to dare to hold Dean's hand.

The absence of rejection from the girl made Ferdi convinced that he was still in Dean's heart, and it made his spirit more up and his confidence was raised to express his heart's intentions.

"I beg you, De, come back to me. No matter what your circumstances, now or later, I will accept them with sincerity. I love you too much to hate you and forget you, Dea," continued Ferdi who managed to melt Dean's heart.

A nod from Dean brings Ferdi's world back to light, no more dark clouds enveloping his days. Now he can smile.

Ferdi pulled Dean's hand and tucked it close to his lips for him to kiss. So long and with all his heart, signifies his earnestness.

"Thank you, honey. I'll fight for our love, no matter what the obstacles ahead."

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The days passed, the promise to come once every three months was not done by Sea, the reason he was so much work.

It was only after a year of marriage that Sea came to see Dean, which made the girl surprised, because when his father contacted and told about Sea who had arrived at his home, he said, Dean's still with Ferdi if that's it.

"Ferdi came, it's home" he said after hanging up the phone. His father asked to go home soon.

"Yes, we better go home lest your father and mama scold you, I don't want to because of our relationship, you get in trouble. Don't let them also be suspicious of our togetherness" said Ferdi, who was nudged by Dean.

Both decided to go home. Ferdi just drove Dean to the intersection of his house, so that no one would see them together.

"Go home'lah. I'll be home later, tell me," said Ferdi stroking Dean's head full of affection.

Dean nodded, but something that had been a burden on his mind since then, he finally revealed as well. He considered it for their good.

"Fer, as long as Sea is here, we don't have to meet either, yes" Dean asked.

He didn't need to ask for a more detailed explanation, Ferdi knew the reason Dean asked for it, and he didn't mind, which was important forever Dean's heart was only for him, it was enough to make him calm waiting for him.

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