Why Should I Pariban?!
So Hate

What the Sea feared happened. Dean opened his eyes and found himself lying next to the man hugging each other covered with a blanket.

Dean who was jolted by the pain in the core of his body, made the girl open her eyes and began to look at what had happened.

When he turned to the side and found Sea's face sleeping soundly, and himself without a thread, then Dean forced his memory to remember the events that had happened between them.

The big blow he felt, finding the fact that they had done something that was not supposed to.

He was eager to hit and strangle Sea's neck for what had happened.

Everywhere, when this kind of situation arises, like in soap operas, the child woman must cry, and curse the man for having committed rape, but this time the context is a little different. Dean vaguely recalled the incident that night. He drank and because he was not used to drinking wine, although not much, made his head dizzy and there was a push from inside his body that wanted to be touched because of the heat.

His memories also led him to recall the caresses and also the kisses they did together. Sea did not force him at all. Dean clearly remembered that, which made him condemn his stupidity and disgust for himself.

Now what should he do? It was better that before Sea woke up, he should hurry up to clean himself up, then get dressed. Today they're going home, and let's just say it never happened, because it was a mistake.

Slowly Dean climbed on the floor of the room, got out of bed, intending to clean himself up, but the pain came back to jolt the pain to make him grimace. He forced himself to walk to the bathroom.

It was there that he spent a few minutes of his time lamenting his current state. He cried and also unceasingly cursed his foolishness that had eaten the forbidden fruit.

He shouldn't have done that. What should he say to Ferdi? What about the promise and also his future with ferdi later?

He thought hard there was no point lamenting everything. Oh, well, all this has happened. He would act as if nothing had happened between them.

He will also find the right time to tell Ferdi the truth and hope that his lover can accept his current situation.

Dean took a shower, cleaned his entire body, rubbed as hard as he could, hoping that all traces of Sean's touch last night disappeared from his skin.

When she came out of the bathroom, Sea was still asleep. He looked at the man hatefully even though the man was not the one who forced himself but should be able to hold back and resist.

At least between the two of them that night there were still people who were aware. Sea should be able to move to another room, leaving him alone so that none of this would need to happen.

"Good morning, are you awake? You even had a shower?" greeting Sea when looking at the already dressed and beautiful-looking Dean, standing in front of the makeup mirror.

What was Sea thinking, greeting him like nothing had happened between them? Of course he would not answer the man's question. He chose to get out of there and threw the door down hard.

He wanted to cry, he needed a place to himself at the moment thinking about what was happening. Dean needs calm but he has to go where. He also did not know this place, if he dared to go from the Sea house, far from here, he would be lost.

"Good morning darling you're awake" said Uli when he saw Dean on the porch.

"Where's Sea? You guys leaving in the morning?" her question was to put down the flower scissors, rest her body and sit next to Dean.

"Still in the room, Namboru. Maybe another shower," he answered flatly.

"Namboru know, last night must have been a long night for you," said Uli teasing his mantle.

Dean's face flushed hearing that. She did not dare look towards her in-laws, did Uli see or hear what they were doing in the room last night?

Thinking about it Dean's face was getting hotter, he couldn't stand it, wanted to cry.

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"Be careful on the road, until Jakarta you tell Mama yes," said Uli hugged one by one, releasing the return of Sea and Dean.

Since the beginning of departing from home, Sea had asked that his mother did not need to take him to the airport because it would always be like this situation. The woman will not stop crying.

"Udah dong, Ma. Do not cry again, later if Mama misses, will be able to come to Jakarta," said Sea calming Uli. Rudolf who saw that could only smile at his wife who had sensitive feelings.

"Already, Ma. They were about to leave" said Rudolf pulling Uli from Sea's embrace.

Finally the two set off, since this morning Dean has always been quiet, saying nothing. Every time Sea asked him to speak, Dean would not answer.

After four visits, Sea realized that his wife was angry with him, and the main problem must be what they had done last night.

Right, guys? Dean would hate him. Sea decided to let Dean with his anger for a while. When he arrives in Jakarta, he will explain all his heart to the girl, that he has started to love Dean, and wants this pretend marriage to turn into a real marriage.

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