Widow of Two Children in Pinang Bujang
Part 12's

Rahma sleeps with a supine position staring at the ceiling of the room, it's a fixed position when Rahma must sleep together with her husband. Want to turn her back to her husband said it was sin but if it was sideways and facing the husband, fearing he could not control himself not to smother her husband's face.

From earlier Rahma was disturbed by a mattress that continued to move slowly, Hendra who could not sleep and turned back his body to disturb Rahma.

“Ra..” Rahma is silent no intention to reply.

“Ra.. mas know you haven't slept.” Not giving up. hendra again voiced.

“Are you still not willing to forgive mistakes mas?“

“Ra..”

“Not want, but it all takes time. It might be easy for you to apologize. But think from my point of view. My wounds and pains cannot heal with just your apologies.”

“Mas tau Ra, sorry. Give a chance to mas, mas will try to fix the mistake mas and mas will try to heal the wound of your heart.”

Rahma took a deep breath before speaking again. “Difficult. It's hard for me to give you a chance and it's hard for me to come back to give you full trust.”

“So difficult is that? One mistake and not one chance I get to fix it?” Hendra felt Rahma was a little unfair. Shouldn't he still deserve a chance. Is his attempt to apologize lacking?

“One mistake but fatal result. One mistake but cause pain and deep wounds. One mistake I will probably never forget.” Tukas Rahma looked at Hendra.

“Still remember what I said the first time we were in a relationship?”

Hendra's memories immediately drifted in the early days they agreed to establish a romance story. Exactly eleven years ago…

Flashback On :

“Mas... mas really serious same me?”

“Rahma. If you are not serious..why did you meet your family? Hm..??”

Rahma nodded and smiled. “Still mas.” But in his heart there was still doubt.

Hendra who saw that asked. “Why? You still in doubt?”

“Ha?” Rahma honestly nodded. “Iya.”

“Nothing. It's only natural that you doubt. But I'll show you that I'm serious about you.”

“Still mas.” Speak with sincerity Rahma.

“I can ask?” Rahma nodded. “What?”

“Before dating?”

“When?”

“Time is still SMA, same person here is also.”

Hendra nodded his head. “Then can you know why broke up?”

“Not a soul mate.” Rahma and Hendra chuckled. Soon Rahma told me. Apparently he broke up because he was at his side.

“But you know that not all guys like that?” Hendra is just afraid that Rahma has negative thoughts on all men.

“Yes is not mas.”

“Thank God it was.” Legacy. “But you are calm, I am a loyal type of guy.” Hendra patted the chest proudly.

“Don't just be sweet in the mouth. But prove.” Kekeh Rahma's.

“I hate being lied to, let alone betrayed. It is better to finish our relationship if indeed love and love are no longer there, then you are free to be with anyone you want.” Rahma said with a smile, but her eyes looked firm. Signifies seriousness in every speech.

Rahma let out a long breath before returning to speak. “So... don't do it. Because if that happens, I will definitely go.”

Flashback Off :

Hendra looked up at the ceiling. Both of his hands tightly gripped the blanket that covered his body. The fear that he had recently felt seemed to be reaching its peak.

Rahma had not spoken directly about her desire to separate, but her question about events then made Hendra speechless.

If this had been the case, his efforts and struggles to maintain their marriage would have been in vain.

“Mas didn't do it on purpose Ra. It was an accident. Marrying her is only responsible. There is no feeling whatsoever that I feel for him.” Hendra. The man still tried his luck to melt the heart of the wife.

“One room sleep? One bed?” Shoot Rahma.

“Ii.iya..” stuttering Hendra. He swallowed

“For one year now, sure there hasn't been any feelings after living and sleeping in the same bed? You feel comfortable with him?”

“Mas..”.

“You're comfortable. Otherwise, you won't sleep with him. Even to just stay and meet every day you should be hesitating.”

“Sorry, I slept first.” Rahma closed her eyes and for the first time slept on her husband's back. He refused to go too far. It would only add to the wound in his heart.

“Lying if you don't have any feelings for him.” Rahma's heart melos. Tears running down the cheeks. She smothered her mouth and tried to hold back her sobs.