Widow of Two Children in Pinang Bujang
Part 06's

...\~ Understand that you have nothing. Everything that surrounds you is temporary. Only the love in your heart will last forever \~ ...

...Leon Brown's...

After performing her morning prayer, Rahma came out of the room. Before going down to the kitchen and preparing breakfast he first stopped by his children's room.

“Kakak, adek. Awake son. It's dawn.”

Rahma rubbed the arms and heads of her two children in turn.

“Kakak, adek..” This time Rahma slightly tightened her voice.

Maybe because of fatigue this morning both are a little difficult to wake up. After a while Kiara and Maura finally woke up.

“Mother...” muttered Kiara with a hoarse voice waking up her sleep.

“Yes, it's dawn. Wake up, pray first.”

Kiara woke up from her sleep and hugged her mother. “Still sleepy?” Rahma asked as she gently rubbed the princess' back to support her.

Let's say little Kiara gave as an answer. “Ya already fast prayer out that brother bobok again.”

“Iya.”

Kiara went down the cider and stepped into the bathroom.

“Mother...” Maura was disturbed by the cold because Rahma revealed the blanket she wore.

“Iya son. Wake up baby, dawn.”

“Heem..”.

“Come son, that brother is out.”

“Take...” the youngest stretches his hand on Rahma.

With a small ruckus Rahma held Maura and took her to the bathroom.

After making sure the two children returned to sleep finished praying. Rahma went down to her kitchen.

“Morning bi.”

“Pagi..”.

“In the refrigerator there are still ingredients to make soup not bi?” Rahma asked her housekeeper.

“Still bu.” Answer bi Well fast.

Rahma immediately gave instructions to bi Nah and started cooking. And after almost an hour, the cooking was finally finished.

Bi nah nodded, smiling she said. “Iya bu.”

Though the heart and mind are in chaos. But the stomach must remain in the filling. He did not want to fall down and make his two children neglected. He must be strong.

After breakfast and washing the dishes, Rahma decided to return to her room.

It was morning, but the stomach was full. Want to take a shower but the rice in her stomach has not come down, finally Rahma chose to sit on the balcony of her room.

In solitude like this, Rahma's mind spontaneously re-thought about the fate of her household. What decision should he make? Emphasizing the integrity of his family or the health of his heart and mind.

Honestly speaking. Rahma is not a good woman who can just forgive her husband's mistakes. Ok, let's say he can forgive but he's one hundred percent sure that he'll never be able to forget it.

Rahma will no longer be able to trust her husband. There will always be suspicion in the husband. Especially if faced with conditions that must be as far apart as now.

Her heart and mind would automatically not calm down, always feeling afraid in case her husband made the same mistake. And she doesn't want to live a household like that.

Rahma breathed a rough sigh. And move from his seat. “Mandi, shower..” murmured while stepping in the bathroom.

There will be no end, Rahma thought if only imagined. Inevitably he had to wait for Hendra to come and explain everything. Ready not to be ready, he has to face it.

Indulging in the bathroom with scrub and soak, Rahma came out of the bathroom with a fresher body. His face looks fresher even though his eyes look puffy. Apparently in the bathroom, she was crying again.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door of the room makes Rahma quickly put on her clothes. “Iya bi... What is it?” A little screamed Rahma asked.

Rahma's forehead wrinkled because she did not hear any answer even a knock on the door that came back.

“Before bi...” Rahma wrapped her still wet hair and stepped towards the door.

“What's up...” has not finished his speech Rahma is now sculpting. It's not bi Nah. But Hendra is now standing in front of the room door.

Without a word, Rahma grabbed Hendra's hand and crucified him. He opened the door wider and let Hendra in. In his heart cursed his stupid behavior that was surprised to see Hendra.

“Have breakfast?” Ask Rahma while sitting on the edge of the mattress.

“Already Ra.”

“Mas wants to explain everything Ra.”

Rahma nodded, slightly shifting her seat and letting Hendra sit beside her.

“Mas wrong. Mas sorry.” He said sorry again. While Rahma was just silent without any intention to interrupt Hendra's words at all.

“Everything started a year ago..”.