You are the Only One
38. We Need to Stop

Goslings

I didn't expect Olavia to think that way. How can I bring another girl to the house I made for her? How can I be with another girl when my soul and body are still completely for her? I wouldn't be a hypocrite and say that if I never tried to open my heart back after leaving Olavia, I've done that a few times, but what happened was that I could never give a hundred percent to them. There was always Olavia shadowing the corner of my brain. There was always a sense for Olavia that blocked my attempts to feel something for others. So I could not sit back and choose to give up. I really stopped trying.

I know maybe the source of that mistake is also from me because all this time I tried to find a replacement for the woman I love. I should have realized that a woman like her would never be replaced. If he is not a figure that God created to just be forgotten. He, with all his advantages and disadvantages, is someone who leaves deep marks in the places he once visited. And for me, he has easily stolen my heart since the first time we met. One day I was still an innocent and innocent boy, but after getting to know Olavia, I started to turn into a man.

Till now.

"You're the only woman for me."

I sealed my statement by giving the woman I love most in the world a kiss on her lips. The kiss was initially only a fleeting kiss, but in an instant turned hotter when Olavia used her lips to catch my lips. And who am I to deny her wants?

Xxxxxck. Miss this. It's been only three days and I miss her like crazy. I not only miss him; him, his touch, but what I miss more is our togetherness and Ole's. Raising a child together can foster a sense of intimacy, and that sense is even more intimate than the intimate relationship itself. You know, it's like another level of intimacy and it's beautiful. I miss it the most.

"Fxck, Baby. I miss you."

Olavia retaliated by further tightening our lips.

"Fxck, Belarus. Fxck, Baby." My hands immediately lifted a small body in front of me and like already know what to do he immediately put both legs in the waist. Much like what we did when she first got here but with so much more heat.

I took us to the nearest wall and I rested Olavia's back there to support his body. The longer the air feels the hotter it is. The longer our blood is bubbling, the more we strive to pursue the satisfaction so longed for. We swipe at each other, complain, vying to prove who is the greatest in finding the gap between the clothes lining.

Oh, my fxcking God. Damn it to hell. This is so fxcking hot. She is so God damn hot.

It has only been three days since we last shared saliva, stealing opportunities between Ole's screeches and demands, but I admit it's been far, far, far away, it's been a lot longer since the last time I got an act. It was, ahem, over ten years ago.

Whats? It's up to no one to believe. However, don't judge me as a liar just because you don't want to believe what I just said. Your mistrust is not an indication of my lies. So, that's on you not me.

God fucking. God fucking. God fucking. God fucking. Seeing and experiencing this side of Olavia always brings me to my knees. She's like the God damn heroine; fighting for what she wants, chasing for what she needs, and not allowing anything to put her down before she gets what she came for. So pardon my French if my junk is so, so, so supportive of what she's doing to me right now.

Moreover, coupled with the sounds that went out from inside his chest. The moaning .... Fxxxxxck with seven ways to Sunday.

However, the thought that I would not last long in this game provided an obstacle that made me rethink to continue our dance. The memory that I would "finish" in this way put the brakes on my blood-watered libido, surrounding the fire I felt inside here with a flush of reality so that the fire quickly started to go out. "Which, dear," call me between breaths.

It's really fxcking nice to know that she is indeed as aroused as I am.

But we need to stop. We need to stop this before I embrace myself with blowing off my fxcking load just from the little grinding and dry humping we're doing in the hallway of our house.

"Babe, please." I'm not ashamed to beg at a time like this. If I hadn't done that now, what happened would have been even more embarrassing. "Which, please, stop. Stop, Yang. Please." I begged again. "Or I'll embarrass myself in front of you."

Yeah, never thought I would ever say that kind of thing, would please please her to stop that over the top kiss like an idiot, but I just did. It's true that people say we shouldn't even say "never".

Never say never.

My beloved woman did not immediately comply. He felt the need to whine again like a kitten losing its mother, persuading me to succumb to his will, but began to slow down the rhythm of his movements when he realized that I was really serious. Finally, the twisting of her lips from my lips, although still taking the time to gently bite my lower lip and drag her teeth mischievously at the last moment.

Daaaaam. This girl's temptation. Really is!

We looked at each other while adjusting the breath that was still racing, raising our shoulders rapidly. The dark brown beads of Olavia burned by the fire of desire gradually cooled and changed with another ray.

Blissfully.

I love it when I see her beautiful eyes full of flashes because of the feeling of pleasure like now. Little by little her wet lips expanded before becoming a smile that overcame the most beautiful things on earth.

To me, there is nothing more beautiful than Olavia's smile.

My woman then poked her head around my neck, perhaps because of the embarrassment that eventually approached.

I'm chuckling. "Apaan, anyway, you're using all the shameful events, Yang. I should be ashamed" I always.

Olavia's laughter tickled my sensitive skin near her lips.

Thank you fxcking God. I really love this woman. I really don't want to be separated from him anymore. I hugged him tightly, I inhaled his scent deeply. The perfume and sweat produced by our activities were instantly penetrated into my lungs. It's fxcking heaven. In the end, I was back in heaven again. "Please, don't ever do anything like yesterday again, honey. Pleases. I won't be able to face it a second time. If you want anything, please tell me right away. I will try with all my might to realize all your wishes. Never treat me like I mean nothing to you. Never send a message like that to me again. Olavia, three days ago it was absolutely hell for me. I can't promise I'll get through it if it happens again."

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