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Offense [Feeling Wound]

‘What Is Only Me Saving Wounds?’

Every time I look at myself, I feel disgusted, and it doesn't feel like my body is shaking in pain. The memories were never erased, which I often desperately wanted lost. If my life was like a dandelion, it would be so much fun, taking off and flying the petals with the wind. Living without fear.

I know, not only did I keep a wound, not only did I get hurt, but why did it feel like I was incising it.

~izone.chufiction~

“You, that new fool?” ask Sanggyun along with Donghan and Eunki to the table of Lee Yoojin, a handsome student who was recently famous for an unexpected scandal. The three simply acknowledged Yoojin's bravery, even so, they wanted to make sure of it straight away.

“You talk to me?” yoojin asked sneering, Donghan was struck with emotion.

“We talk outside!” tell Sanggyun, Eunki hints quickly if she doesn't want to be dragged. To be honest, Yoojin was not afraid, but she complied just because she wanted to.

Arriving at a corner of the most dirty sanggar is extraordinary, equipped with unused benches they stop.

“You want to enter our club?”

Squinting at the spot, obviously, Yoojin frowned reluctantly. What club do they mean after they say stupid.

“Challenge club, anything challenging we will work on. And this is not our place, the hangar is outside the school.” Eunki said.

“I think the stupid ones are you guys, I refused.” Yoojin indifferently. Just turning around, Donghan clasped his hand.

“Then why did you approach him?” tanya Donghan represented the other two friends.

~izone.chufiction~

The two schoolgirls glanced silently at Kang Hyewon, who clearly felt uneasy after the incident. If only he had the strength, at least he wanted to eliminate himself at the moment, he did not like to be noticed. During this time Hyewon tried to be an ordinary student, not stand out, aloof and want to calm down, but since the presence of a man from the next class, Hyewon began to lose what he had been maintaining.

“Didn't they match, the girl is pretty enough.”

“She does have a plain pretty face, but she is this mysterious. I heard he was very strange, always avoiding people.”

Not just one or two times Hyewon heard that, and he was used to it, if that was the way he would be safe, he had no problem. The difference is, the name of the man is now mentioned when talking about it. What's he supposed to do?

“Halo,” Lee Yoojin appeared, greeting while tilting his face that was very close to the face of Hyewon, who was jolted in shock, retreated suddenly. Instantly it was also Hyewon's expression stiff and pale. Yoojin smiled slightly regretting the sudden greeting. “Mian, I surprised you. Have you eaten? We eat together?”

Every time Yoojin spoke, Hyewon turned away. As Yoojin approached, Hyewon continued to retreat. It was obvious that the girl was trying to avoid Yoojin, and that was true for every man. This, the secret of Hyewon, does not like to be close to men. Possibly …. Phobia in men.

~izone.chufiction~

Hyewon hastily entered the house, locking the door, not only the usual key, there were two upper and lower padlocks, after which additional slops, and finally closed the small curtains on the door. Breathing a sigh of relief, he turned on the lights, threw the bag around and sat down. School today feels tiring as he continues to avoid Yoojin.

Half dragging a step, Hyewon poured some water, gulping it fresh. Suddenly he remembered the man, a few days ago.

The sports lesson had just finished, the teacher had already gone to the office, and the students preparing for the break had also changed clothes. Some people had already split up, until Lee Yoojin's arrival stopped them. The handsome man with the typical face of the sweet and refreshing man stopped in front of the startled Hyewon.

All eyes were amazed at being certain. The famous Hyewon has no friends, and the anti-social is now approached by Yoojin. It is not strange, considering Hyewon is a beautiful girl, and often there are some who send gifts and express love to her. But so far Hyewon had stayed away from them, even within a few meters Hyewon had already turned around ignoring them. What about Yoojin?

“I like you, let's go on a date.” Take Yoojin. And so, the scandal spread boisterously.

Hyewon, turning away, ran fast.

~izone.chufiction~

Meanwhile, at the cafe. Yoojin seemed engrossed in playing the game, and repeatedly shouted wins. His cheers made the friend dongkol, it had been three hours since they played, not to bother about losing, but Kim Taedong felt tired. He decided to stop, and Yoojin snatched reluctantly, sulking 1 more time.

“It's late, I want to go home,” Taedong complained.

“Alright,” though reluctant, Yoojin agreed.

Now they walk together.

“Actually you like it or not? Suddenly you suddenly like women, even immediately ask for a date?” taedong asked, all this time he knew Yoojin rarely talked about women. “You're just playing it?”

“No,”

“No,”

“Yakk!!”

“Question,”

“That means you played him!” taedong Solot.

“I just want to know what happened to him.” Yoojin looked serious.

“Yakk, as your best friend, I suggest you stop. Kang Hyewon, she is indeed beautiful, but she is very cold. His face was always so, he never even spoke, I assure you his classmates had never even heard his voice. Better, with your good looks, you're asking Kim Minju out.”

“I want Kang Hyewon,” joked Yoojin, not long remembered at that time.

~izone.chufiction~

3 Months ago, Yoojin stood in front of someone's house while carrying a chicken. After being tapped how many times, there was no confirmation in the house, because of worry Yoojin chose to wait. Unusually, the owner did not answer.

“Jeogiyo, I'm from Chichken Ahn, there's a bonus chicken for you because today's birthday shop. I'll keep it in front of your house, eat it while it's hot.” shouted Yoojin, finally deciding to leave a box of chicken in front of the house.

While busy making sure the chicken was safe, Yoojin realized this residence, its size was very small, jutting down, there were only 1 window, the plants were not taken care of much creeping, really, really, not an ideal place to live. Thinking about who was at home, Yoojin walked up the ramp, until about to turn he hit someone who was half-running, wearing an ash jacket, complete with a hood that covered his head.

“You okay?” yoojin asked, extending a hand to help her stand up. Their eyes briefly met, before Kang Hyewon decided to take a look, stood up straight and hurriedly entered the house, ignoring the chicken. Yoojin was shocked, noticing, her face looked familiar. He followed Hyewon who left the chicken box. “Yakk, chichken, you forgot that!”

~izone.chufiction~

The sound of a book placed on the table was able to divert the attention of the class students to Yoojin who was sitting in front of Hyewon's bench, smiling sweetly while pointing at the book. Apparently since his arrival, it was able to make people curious.

“I hear your math scores best in class, can you teach me? As hard as it is, I can at least count, you probably have Yoojin's friendly.” formula, he is the only man who survives Hyewon's indifference.

Instead of looking at Yoojin, Hyewon stared at the book instead. Lee Yoojin, a pretty name, but this makes her feel claustrophobic. No one knew, if Hyewon was currently fighting his trauma, his body was trembling slowly.

Hyewon got up just as Yoojin touched her hand with her index finger, the sudden movement made Hyewon's chair squeak. Hyewon raised his face and found many eyes looking at him. Can't take it anymore, Hyewon left the classroom.

“What's the matter with him, he really doesn't like men?” chatter after chat was heard, without realizing Yoojin's figure was no longer there.

Apparently, Yoojin followed Hyewon secretly, ever since the girl exited the school gates. The moment Hyewon continued to step and move away from the few men around him, until he stopped at the Han river. The girl was silent for quite a while, looking for the quietest place. Yoojin watched from afar, sitting on the bench. Although bored, Yoojin still felt curious, should Hyewon never truant, as hateful as he was to men.

Interspersed with playing games, Yoojin sees Hyewon's movements. Gawking unsure, the girl stepped into the water. Yoojin quickly ran up to him.

~izone.chufiction~

Although Hyewon tried to endure it, he felt pain, his chest ached and the scar on his stomach grew increasingly slashed, as if it was still new. His hands were sweaty, he was shadowed by that time, even though his voice was tired of shouting, no one was helping. These wounds were too hard to scrape, it took a lot of erasers to remove them, and Hyewon didn't know how.

Every time he saw a man, his body stiffened, his head was dizzy, and his eyes were already sore with tears. He had too great a wound, so he still felt it.

“Eomma, what should I do. I was so scared, the man kept coming at me. Am I not going to heal?” after time passed, crying in silence, Hyewon realized it was already night, and that it added to his fear. Slowly he saw the water, there it was soothing.

“You're up? Thank goodness.” Yoojin Lega. Hyewon was surprised, still half conscious he crawled away from Yoojin. “Calm down, I didn't do anything. I saw you drown, and save you.” Yoojin said trying to calm down, but the pale Hyewon seemed to tremble violently, circulating a gaze realizing this place was not his home.

Forcing her to stand up, Hyewon staggered almost to a fall, Yoojin was about to help but stopped when she remembered the wound.

“Where am I! What are you going to do!” lirih Hyewon, her voice explained how much fear was. Looking for the exit, and his hands were busy looking for objects to be used as weapons. That face of panic, fear, despair and sadness looked pitiful.

“This is my house, the chicken shop you always order. It's okay, everything's fine, you're safe.” Yoojin said in a soft voice as possible, “Hyewon-ah, I won't touch you, really. And I'm sorry.” That confession made Hyewon look Yoojin in the eye for the first time. “I wouldn't do it if I knew what happened, couldn't you stop saving your wounds?”

Hyewon's hand slowly touched his stomach, there was a blade scar, could it be?

“I'm sorry, when I saved you from the water, I saw it.” Yoojin maintained the distance between them. His expression looks sincere.

In the next second, Hyewon slumped, sobbing, bowing his head, hugging his knees. “Don't I be disgusting,”.

Yoojin sat cross-legged in front of him, letting Hyewon spill her cries and grief. This curiosity leads to someone's major injury, Yoojin regrets approaching him just like that, without knowing what kind of fear Hyewon suffered. Next time, if Hyewon was ready, Yoojin would try to approach him in a good way.

~TAMAT~