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The Zero Zone (END)

‘Bagimu My Feelings Value Zero’

For the last 8 years I have loved it, and there has been nothing in return, always that gaze, that expression and that cold words I have received. Injured? The heartache, of course, was my snack every day, but somehow, I still liked it, still looking back at it. She looked at her smile, and was sad when she was hurt.

Hingga, aku memaksakan sesuatu, dan pertamakalinya aku berpikir untuk menyerah padanya.

~izone.chufiction~

Miyawaki Sakura, is not a girl who can be considered ordinary, other than having a beautiful face, a friendly smile, full of ambition and passion, she belongs to the elite, but also has a beautiful face, he comes from a wealthy family who often appears on television. His father was a professor in a famous campus, while his mother was a respected judge. Sakura is a little difficult to reach by many men at her school.

However, strangely, one man named Takada Kenta, actually always pushed him away even though openly Sakura claimed to like it, the news that had shocked and made everyone distrustful. The reason, Kenta is a friend of Sakura Elementary School, although not close, Kenta treats her harshly.

And the peak is happening right now, when the school festival is held. Kenta declares love and asks Miu out on a date. Sakura immediately left her class stand, ran towards the outside of the school and stared at the two after breaking through the crowd. Sakura didn't care, grabbed her hand and looked at Kenta's bead.

“Kenta-chan, what are you doing here?”

“Can you take your hand off me?” cold Kenta. Sakura instead tightened her grip, smiling awkwardly, trying to smile as cheerfully as usual. “You can't see I'm talking to her.” Kenta's gaze is entirely Miu's, waiting for the long curly-haired girl with a pretty adult face to answer her invitation.

“Cannot,” reject Sakura.

“Alright, let's go on a date.” Miu replied.

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A can of drink was placed right in front of Sakura who was bending her face on the table, whether her mind drifted where, which obviously she was lazy to follow sports lessons. If the person who gave this drink tried to seduce her into class, then it was certain that Sakura would yell at her. He needs time, he is still in mourning because of a broken heart.

“To know, Miyawaki Sakura is a girl full of passion and ambition. After all they are not married, only dating ..”

“I also have pride,” sela Sakura, Yuto's heavy voice instantly fell silent. He understood, but still seeing his best friend slumped was something he hated.

Sakura raised her face to look at Yuto, who gasped in shock at not only the lethargic face she saw, but the two beautiful hazel Sakura who was already covered in tears. Slowly, Sakura held back her tears, wiped casually, and opened the drink, gulping it down. Now his gaze shifted to the classroom window, there, emblazoned with his graffiti, a picture of himself and Kenta, holding hands.

“You must remove it, before the walikelas punish you again.” Tell Yuto and turn away, he can't stand it.

~izone.chufiction~

Lying if Sakura no longer cares about Kenta, in fact she had ignored the lesson and always glanced at the man. Luckily Kenta's seat was the front of him, so there was no need to worry about being caught, Sakura just wanted to see him for a long time, before ending her feelings.

With an already better face, Sakura smiled sweetly while holding her chin with her hands watching Kenta, who sometimes noticed the teacher, writing and sitting upright. Whatever little thing has always been of interest to Sakura, right now she has even forgotten about Kenta and Miu's relationship deciding to date.

Until, in the next movement, Kenta turned to look at Sakura who reflexively was startled, trying to sit up straight looking at the teacher, however, Sakura felt Kenta still looking at him. His heartbeat was clearly irregular, squeezing his fingers nervously. Suddenly he remembered Kenta had become someone else's.

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“You sure you don't want to be delivered?” takahashi Juri asked, when Sakura had to go to the OSIS boardroom to submit a complete festival report.

“Of course, go!” drive Sakura away with a smile. He also stepped cheerfully, when unexpectedly, his hand was pulled by someone. Sakura is now stuck in the corner corridor along with Kenta's hand perched on the wall. Their eyes meet each other.

“Stop, I beg you!” kenta's voice was far from ‘ketus’, not at all cold, repressive as if he were tormented, with eyes implying his despair. Sakura could not reply to him, her feelings rumbled indistinctly, for sure she felt very hurt, as much as Kenta hated her so much that she told him to stop.

Kenta lowered his hand, about to leave, but Sakura grasped the hand instead. At first glance, Sakura felt the tension in the touch, which Kenta immediately threw away.

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Seeing that Kenta was walking over to Miu, if not for the Jury nudging him and telling him to hurry up, Sakura would definitely continue to see the new couple. Before long Yuto came with a half-run following, calling Sakura's name. Kenta had stopped hearing the call, glancing at the three.

“You're going to keep going like this? Just because he said he would give up if there was a woman you liked?” asked Miu, Kenta looked at her, smiling little.

“I just need to do it until graduation,”

“You like it too, you like each other, so why?”

“Didn't I say, that's a taboo question you shouldn't ask.” Kenta is in fact a warm, friendly man, he treats others casually. Like this time, stroking Miu's head once and walking first. The girl sighed, she seemed to be a destroyer of other people's relationships.

~izone.chufiction~

If every day, Kenta always heard Sakura's chatty voice, now it is replaced with Sakura who always protested against Yuto, for judging Sakura since earlier. Usually the chair in front of Kenta will move noisily as Sakura sits, holds her chin with her hands, blatantly notices Kenta, follows the buzz of what Kenta is doing, and, the man got up from his chair and left. Sakura doesn't give up, sometimes follows.

There was always a box of banana milk with peanut bread on the Kenta table, and if Kenta didn't come in, Sakura was always in touch, encouraging and quick to recover, as well as a complete note to the day's lessons.

What Sakura used to do, is now gone. And for some reason, Kenta misses that, he doesn't really want to push Sakura away from him. His heart was also wounded, as he uttered a cold word, when Sakura was disappointed, and when the little lips called out her name.

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“Takada Kenta,” call Sakura, in front of Kenta who is walking alone to go home. They faced each other, and Kenta admitted, he tried hard to look ordinary, Sakura herself looked awkward, clearly trying to be indifferent.

“You left this,” Sakura thrust a notebook of Kenta's Mathematics that was accidentally left on the table. Kenta clenched his hand instead, why at a time like this Sakura still cares about him, Kenta needs the note for a repeat tomorrow.

Because it was not brought, Sakura misbehaved herself, and for sure she wanted to leave immediately, before falling back on the charm of Kenta. He himself said he would stop when Kenta liked other women, but the reality is not that easy.

“You won't take it?” sakura asked just to eliminate this strange atmosphere, usually Kenta immediately grabbed what Sakura offered rudely, no matter how many years ago the change in Kenta's attitude to cold had become everyday Sakura.

“Go!” one word, Kenta walked past him, Sakura lowered her hand, paying attention to Kenta's notebook that she had always liked. There is Kenta's handwriting that he always praised, besides neat is also so beautiful.

“Kenta-chan,” call Sakura hard, Kenta stop, in her back position. “I can't stop, I won't stop liking you. You can push me away, but I'll always come closer. I will wait for you, when we both become adults, then you will open your heart to me.”

“Do not speak again,” Kenta looked at him, firmly. “You can't talk as well as you. Waiting me? It's not your right anymore, you can't wait for a man who's already owned by someone else, sober up. You just need to turn around from me, and find another guy. Our life is not a little time.”

“The distance and size of time for you may be long, but for me, it was precious times, because of my sincere feelings and liking you for who you are. What do you know, all this time I've been trying to turn my back on you. You don't know what it's like to like someone for 8 years. Maybe for you I'm crazy, this feeling is just an obsession, but, what should I do if my heart is still on you, even now!” sakura half exclaimed.

“Then get out of it, you have rich parents, do whatever you don't see me!” The centa back exclaims. Sakura is offended by why Kenta had to throw her away, can't, Kenta is kind, comforting and telling her to stop in a good way. If every time Kenta told him to stop with those eyes, Sakura could do it.

“I am a forbidden zone for you, you must not enter my limits.” Kenta continued in a low tone, he should not shout.

“I understand, for you, my feelings are worth nothing. You rate me blank for how I feel, just like your blank letter replies to me every time I send a letter, just like you thought I wasn't there all along.” Sakura also seemed calmer.

Sakura approached Kenta, pulled the man's hand and placed the Maths book in her palm. After that step back, look at Kenta's bead eyes, and smile small.

“Other times, please, think about how much value you will give me, before closing your eyes. Judge how I feel before you hide your feelings.” Sakura said gently, and turned away. And Kenta was still unmoved, he didn't want to block that move. He should not have fallen for Sakura.

~TAMAT~