Actually, I'm His Wife
Chapter 51 The Desperation

Ayana and Farraz are home. They were silent and had no intention of talking to each other. Ayana locked herself in her room. Farraz kept himself busy in his study.

"Yes, Ma. Ayana and I have accepted each other. And it seems we need time alone." Farraz said through his conversation with his mother on the phone.

"You don't have to worry, everything will be fine." Sahut again.

"OK, Ma. Bye."

Farraz ended the conversation.

"The job is done too. Now.." Farraz looked confused.

He felt like meeting Ayana, hugging her and whispering in her ear before they fell asleep. But, Farraz did not have the courage to knock on Ayana's room door.

"I guess after making up, everything will be fun. But, it turns out that I'm still here. Ohh, Ayana, I miss you so much my dear." Her chattering.

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The sound of knocking on the door made Farraz rise from his seat. He stepped closer to the door, hoping it was Ayana out there. But, as soon as the door was opened, Hadijah was the one standing there.

"Sir, this is the warm coffee to drink first." Her speech.

"But I didn't order coffee." Answer Farraz wonder.

"Mrs Yana made this coffee for you. Madam said maybe you need coffee." Evidently.

Farraz's face blushed knowing the coffee was a gift from Ayana.

"Mmh, madam's asleep, huh?"

"It seems like it already is, sir." Answer Hadijah.

Farraz nodded, then he returned to his room with a glass of coffee made by Ayana.

"Why the atmosphere even so awkward gini, yes. I wish I could make out with Ayana." Mumbled.

Feeling somewhat disappointed, Farraz brewed a cup of coffee while occasionally sighing.

"Must I go back to my room now?" He said as soon as the coffee ran out.

His steps slowly towards his room. But, as soon as he almost arrived at the room, his feet instead led him to step towards the front door of Ayana's room.

"Fuckin!" He nodded slowly at the door.

"Have you slept?" Deuteronomy.

And apparently there is no answer at all. "Maybe he's asleep. Good night Ayana, see you tomorrow." Her speech.

Farraz returned to his room. He entered his room without paying attention to his surroundings.

"Mas, I've got my shoes on!" Ayana made Farraz surprised.

"Wanna! What are you doing here?"

Farraz's eyes fester when he hears Ayana calling with the call 'Mas'. Then he looked at his shoes that had shined back like new.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm gonna go in the room, mas without asking permission first." Ayana continued to explain.

He means Farraz's silence is a sign of dislike because Ayana is in her room and touches her stuff.

"No. No. Aaa I mean, I.." Farraz looked confused.

"You don't need to ask permission to enter this room. Since from this moment on, this room is your room as well. I mean, this is our room." Clearly brick-styled.

Ayana's sad face turned cheerful again. "really?"

Farraz nodded.

"In that case, may I sleep here from tonight?" Tanya Ayana who immediately sat on the soft bed Farraz.

Seeing that, Farraz broke out in a cold sweat. 'I can't resist this longing turmoil anymore. I'm sorry Ayana.' Her thought.

Farraz stepped up to turn off the lights and it took Ayana by surprise. Then, Farraz hugged Ayana tightly, and it made Ayana even more surprised.

"Mas.." said Ayana who felt stuffy because of Farraz's too tight embrace.

"I'm sorry Ayana. I miss you so much and I don't think I can hold back this feeling of longing." His whisper was in Ayana's ear.

The whisper made Ayana's whole body creep. He also started sweating.

Slowly Farraz let go of his embrace. Hands turned caressing Ayana's face. She gently stroked Ayana's blushing cheeks, and her finger began to sweep over Ayana's pale lips.

"I'm sorry for making you suffer. I'm sorry for taking so long to realize how much I love you, baby." Farraz was very soft.

Then, he kissed Ayana's forehead for a long time. While her hand began to remove the veil that Ayana was still wearing.

"It turns out, your hair is long, black and beautiful." Praise her while stroking Ayana's hair.

Farraz laid Ayana's body just below her. He did not squish Ayana with his body. But, he refuted his body with both hands so as not to overlap Ayana. Their eyes stared at each other for a long time, then, Ayanas tears finally dripped first.

"Make me your whole wife, Mom. I really want to be your wife forever." Ayana said as she stroked Farraz's face.

A happy smile was seen on Farraz's face. He also slowly brought his face closer to Ayana's face until their lips stuck together. While Farraz's body really fell on Ayana's body.

Tonight is a very long night for married couples who are linking the feeling of nostalgia. Even so, Farraz treated Ayana very gently, affectionately and affectionately.

Once again Ayana's tears were shed as she felt how Farras treated her with love and affection. Very different from her ex-husband who used to touch her harshly and only attach importance to her own satisfaction.

"I Love You, Mom." Ayana said happily.

"I'm going to try and keep learning to be a good husband to you, baby. I love you too."

Farraz again kissed Ayana's lips and touched at various sensitive points of Ayana to reduce Ayana's attention to their union which would probably keep Ayana feeling pain, for the first time in a long time untouched.