Actually, I'm His Wife
Chapter 69 Curhatan Via
This morning Farraz left a little later than usual. He accompanied Ayana to buy grilled yams that only existed every six to eight in the morning. Ayana was eager to eat the sweet-baked sweet potato, so Farraz had to accompany her to buy. Farraz did not want Ayana to go alone, because the place is far enough and the road to get there is also very rarely passed by vehicles.
As soon as he got the sweet sweet potato, Farraz immediately brought Ayana home. They were eaten while still in the car.
"That's delicious, mas. It's sweet, soft, tender." Enjoy the sweet potato.
"Wouldn't you like to taste?"
"Not so dear. I don't like yams."
"Yes already. Just make me." Continuing the event of eating sweet and tender baked sweet potatoes.
"Honey. Can you ask for help?"
"How can you ask for help?"
Farraz seemed hesitant to say it. Because, in fact, he did not like his wife to interfere in Handi's household affairs. But, as a sister-in-law, Farraz did not feel the heart to let Handi continue to suffer from trauma Via who has not yet recovered.
"Cock even dumb. What help did you ask, my husband?"
"Mmh, honey don't talk to Via. That means talking four eyes to him."
Ayana looked seriously at her husband who was focused on seeing the road ahead.
"Talking four eyes to Via? About what and why?" I was suspicious of her husband's request.
"You know about Via's previous marriage?"
"Or."
"Do you know what causes them to divorce?"
"Tau, sister Via once told me about it."
"Well, Via is still traumatized today. So, he hasn't dared to do that with Handi."
"They haven't done that all this time?" Ayana surprise.
"Yes dear. That's why you want to help them. Poor Handi should hold back for two more months now."
"remarkable. Handi could hold himself back all this time." Ayana muttered in admiration mixed with concern.
"Why do you want to help me talk to Via?"
"Of course you want dong, mas. We have to help them. Pity they love each other but can not feel how beautiful the love of a real married couple." He smiled spoiled.
"My wife is always smart and adorable." Farraz pinched spoiled cheek Ayana.
Farraz drove Ayana directly to Via's restaurant, then he went to the office.
"Usually check out Via to the resto at what time?" Via asked one of the waiters who had been busy clean.
"No, mbak. Sometimes eight o'clock is here, sometimes noon, sometimes he doesn't come at all."
Ayana nodded in understanding. He decided to contact his sister-in-law. But, before the call connected the Via car has arrived parked in front of the restaurant.
"Well that's why his Via came." Said the waiter.
"Yes mbak. Thank you for being accompanied by a chat while waiting for the arrival of sister Via." The servant only nodded in response to Ayana's thanks.
Via got out of his car with a lack of spirit. He had not seen that there was Ayana who had been looking at him with a smile since.
"Sir Via!" Sapa Ayana when Via almost passed her.
"What's going on so early without calling me first. Fortunately I came, when I was hesitant to go to any restaurant." Her babble while taking Ayana back to sit down.
"Silver healthy?"
"Sure dong." Put the bag on the table.
"You're healthy yourself, right? I was so worried when Mama told me you had PCOS."
Ayana recounted her illness to Irma a month ago and Irma's response was the same as the current Via. They always worried about her health, never demanded to be a woman who could give children, and never cornered her even once.
"I'm healthy, brother. But yes, it has not been blessed with a baby." Sad talk.
"Self how? It's late coming this month, or don't you even inject KB?" Ayana asked like that to fish for Via to tell her about his life as a husband and wife. Because it would be impolite if Ayana directly discussed the matter that Farraz told her about this morning.
"Yana Entahla. I myself like to be confused with a body that is always difficult to work with." His face looked sad as he said that.
"Hard to cooperate... What do you mean?" Inquiringly.
Via took a breath and then blew it away strongly. He arranged his speech and took a shift to start confiding in his sister-in-law.
"I'm the same Handi is legal to be husband and wife, but not once have we done that."
"Well, why brother?" Ayana can always look natural when acting.
"Don't Handi still not be able to accept his full brother?"
"Not Yana. Sandy loves me so much."
"Mean sister who can't accept Handi yet?"
"No Yana, it's not like that. I love Handi so much. Do you remember my last marriage?"
"Remember."
"Every time we would do it, a shadow of that past incident flashed through my memory. My body immediately shivered trembling so subconsciously I would push Handi's body away from me." His speech.
"I'm still overshadowed by the past, Yana."
Ayana tightly gripped Via's hand to comfort him. He could feel how much his brother-in-law was suffering.
"I was afraid that Handi would give up and she would finally leave me."
"Sorry brother, but has Handi never tried to do it by force on brother?"
"No. He'll stop when he sees I'm already trembling in fear."
"If in case, Handi tried to do it by force even though brother was already shaking, would you be able to hold on and let Handi do it?" Ayana asked like that because Farraz advised Handi to break through directly despite Via's fear.
"Entah Yana. But so far Handi has never forced."
"Does sister Via want Handi to be her full brother's husband?"
"Very. I really want Sandy. But, I haven't been able to solve this tarauma problem, Yana." Feeling frustrated.
"Believe me brother, Handi is the best husband who will treat you well. Look, for two more months Handi was able to survive without touching brother."
"So, try to fight that fear. Look at Handi's eyes when you're going to do it, believe me he's a different guy. He's a man who loves big brother as sincerely." Ayana.
Via smiled bitterly, he was still not sure to be able to do that with Handi. But, what Ayana said was true, she had to believe in her husband. She had to be able to fight that fear for the sake of the husband she loved so much and loved so much.