Actually, I'm His Wife
Chapter 68 Withholding.

"Darling, I'll be home late again. There are a few things to do in the office." Sandy told Via.

"Yes. I'll probably be at the resto long too."

"If there's anything, just call." Continue Via.

"Every lady Via Ehsan." Handi gives Via a kiss before stepping away to his car.

For over a month they have been husband and wife. Via still hasn't given Handi permission to touch her. Sandy waited patiently and treated him well. Even so, Via feels bad and wants to be a full wife for Handi.

Two nights ago, Via tried to invite Handi to worship the bride's night. Handi treated him with a very friendly and gentle, even almost Handi succeeded but Via suddenly shrieked in fear. His body was flooded with cold sweat and experienced intense trembling.

"Darling, I'm sorry. I scared you?" Handi tried to hug Via's trembling body.

"I'm sorry, Han. I'm..."

"It's okay, baby. We're fine, ok." Handi patiently calms Via.

That night, Handi was very excited and even he was forced to endure the feeling to make him tormented. But Handi hides it from Via, she doesn't want Via to feel bad for her. Well to avoid unwanted things, Handi chose to spend his time in the office. He'll be home when Via's asleep. All of that was done to avoid his evil thoughts that wanted to complete the delayed desire on Via by force.

"that's exhausting." Said Handi. He lay on his couch in his office.

"What should I do. It really tortures me." Mumbled.

Handi is always passionate every look Via. The more the day becomes and even feels very difficult to hold it. The only way is to avoid. But, want to until when to continue to avoid like this.

"Oh my God, what should I do." Sighs deeply, then closes his eyes.

That night Farraz came home late from usual, and he saw that Handi was still feeling in his study. Not wanting to be dizzy with his strange thoughts, Farraz finally knocked on Handi's door.

"Rome!" It was exciting to see Farraz standing nearby as his eyes opened.

"Why haven't you gone home yet?" Sitting in the same sofa as Handi.

Handi could not answer, she chose silence and smiled.

"Did not Via let you go home?"

"No, my relationship with Via is very good." The answer is a little gago.

"Suspicious answer. Why, Han? What's the problem with Via."

"Not Raz. I love Via so much, that's why I chose to sleep here." Reply firmly.

"Because honey chose to sleep separately?" Farraz looked suspiciously.

Handi rubbed his face, then caught his breath. He decided to tell Farraz his problem.

"Via still traumatized?" Guess Farraz who managed to make Handi feel relieved because there is no need to explain what.

"Yup, that's the problem." Replied Handi smiling miris.

"So you guys haven't slept together?"

"Yet. Via was so scared and trembling that we almost did it."

"Why not just be broken through. Crazy you Han, can be very strong nahannya." Babe Farraz.

"I don't want Via to be more afraid of me, Raz."

Farraz smiled, then he glanced at *********** Handi which was quite large. Realizing that, Handi hid it by putting a pillow on it.

"I, as sister-in-law and as the younger brother of Via, allow you to forcefully break through." Farraz.

"What do you mean, Raz. If I do that, it could be Via getting traumatized and scared just as I keep asking to be divorced. Don't want to, I really love Via wholeheartedly."

"Yes, how do you handle that?" Looking at the bottom of Handi.

"Eitherway. I don't know either, Raz." Sandy's face looked frustrated at the time. As a real man Farraz fully understands what Handi is feeling right now.

"This is. You try to discuss the same Via about your problem. Reassure her that you are different from her ex-husband. I'm sure Via will feel pity and pain if you want to plead with a good talk."

"I'm afraid I hurt her feelings, Raz. I'm also afraid that he thinks I'm only concerned with my lust without caring about it."

"Do you want me to help you talk to Via?"

"No need for Raz. I'll try to talk to him myself."

"alright. Then I'll go home first."

"The spirit of Han." Whisper's concerned. Farraz steps in leaving Handi. An amused smile was seen in his lips when he remembered how the look on Handi's face held back his tempestuous passion.