After the First Night
Chapter 21's

Countless how many tears came down

I don't know how much this heart is hurting

Even so, I will survive until the last blood point

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A woman sits on the bed hugging her knees. Staring at the floor before him with nanar. I don't know how many tears I've shed. Her face was covered with tears, still clearly hurtful words from her husband. Still recorded clearly the look of disgust from her husband when his fingers touched the man's body. Why does everything feel so painful? After being satisfied to enjoy his sadness, he immediately saw a wall clock that showed at 01:00 in the morning. His feet came down from the bed, stepping on the cold floor. Step out of the room looking for her husband. Long enough he stood in front of the door of Arzan's study. Staring at the door in great pain. It felt like he opened the door that stood firmly before him, but he undoed his intentions and turned towards his room again. But he had not yet stepped up, his sense of hearing catching a strange sound. His body turned back, putting an ear on the door leaf so that he could hear the voice clearly. He heard ******* and moans between vague men and women.

Deg ....

His heart stopped beating. His body shook violently. What is her husband doing inside? W-Is he doing something with the woman in there? His body was limp as boneless. Reflex, his hand knocked on the door standing before him.

"Ma-mas, w-are you inside?" his hand was moved trying to open the door handle but the door was locked.

There was no word from within that made him panic.

"Mas, open the door! Who are you inside?" aisha's voice grew louder. Followed by the increasingly tight. Her heart ached at the thought that her husband was with another woman inside. The woman was so panicked, tears just came down her face.

"Mas please open the door mas." he said, pleading with great.

Before long the door opened, revealing her husband who was looking at her angrily. With disheveled hair and only wear shorts without wearing clothes.

"Why are you doing that midnight-gedor kayak door? Just disturb people from sleeping!"

"Ma-mas, who are you inside? Y-What are you doing in the car?" ask Aisyah in panic. He tried to look inside, but was blocked by Arzan. He stood upright in the doorway obstructing so that Aisha could not see anything inside. Only darkness was within his eyes.

"You what the hell? I fell asleep again watching a movie. What do you think he is?"

"Mas, I heard a woman's voice."

"What sound?"

"The voices of women and men who sigh. Mas, tell me it wasn't you, did you?"

"You're not lying, are you?" asked Aisyah with a pushy look.

"It's up to you to believe anything. Go back to your room! I'm going to bed tomorrow for work. Don't think anything! You sleep too. Don't think mostly negative thoughts."

"But, mas ...."

Not yet Aisyah finished her words, Arzan closed the door of her study so rudely that Aisyah had to be satisfied with an unsatisfactory answer from her husband.

"Is it true that it's just the sound of the movie that Arzan watches?" the woman rubbed her tears. His heart still felt uneasy, unsettled with all the bad thoughts that ruled it. She wanted to believe everything her husband said, but her heart refused. Why is her husband also only bare-chested without wearing the clothes he was wearing? His heart continued to feel unsettled. He was forced to drag his feet away from the room, bringing with him the horrors that plagued him and reluctantly left. Sometimes his head looked back, seeing the door that stood firmly separating between himself and the husband.

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An hour earlier when Arzan shortly entered the study, he was shocked by the arrival of his sister-in-law. Suddenly hugged the man from behind, being very aggressive towards him.

"Related ... What are you doing?" The man turned his head, finding a face full of smiles on the girl's face.

"Yes, meet my sister. Why again?" the answer is relaxing without burden.

"Yes, know. But later if caught Aisyah how?" the man occasionally looked towards the closed door.

"Yes easy, just stay cool really bother." he said as light as cotton. Arzan glared, not believing the words of his sister-in-law.

"Why are you talking like that? He's your brother."

"He's just a half-brother. Anyway, if she split up, I could be sister's wife. Is my wife still in defense? It should have been her talaq sister right on the first night." the girl let go of her embrace, throwing her body onto the long sofa that was there.

"I can't tell him." - Arzan stared blankly ahead. Dita glared, she felt jealous and did not accept.

"Why? because sister still loves him?" todong the girl folded her hands in front of her chest. Arzan averted his gaze, looking at the sullen sister-in-law in front of him.

"Our relationship has been very long established. Loved her? that's for sure. I love him so much." - Arzan was full of wounds in his eyes. It's true, he still loves that woman very much. The woman who had been accompanying him from zero. Still vividly remembered when her company went bankrupt, the woman patiently accompanied her. Even helped him bounce back until his company grew rapidly like now. The woman, who patiently faced him. Sometimes he also regretted his attitude that was bad to his wife just because of virginity problems. He often felt his attitude had gone too far on Aisyah. But for some reason while staring at the woman, the shadow of that disappointing first night flashed through his mind. It makes him disappointed and hurt.

"Then, if you still love her, why didn't you accept her past? Why do you dispute the virginity of Aisyah? Not if love is willing to accept the shortcomings and advantages of their respective partners?"

Arzan was silent, he looked at the girl before him with a wounded look. What his sister-in-law said was true. It should be like that. I don't know why he was acting otherwise. Although often treated badly by Arzan, Aisyah remained kind to her husband. She continues to do her duty as a wife. Prepare all the needs of the man sincerely, trying to prepare the best for her husband. And he did not know why he was even trapped in a hole of misleading relationships like this.