After the First Night
Chapter 34's

**Will I end this painful drama?

I was sick and tired of everything that happened

I stepped foot carrying myself, accompanied by disappointment that had been approaching

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Happy reading**

Aisyah continued walking in limped steps, dragging her heavy steps away from their wedding gift house. Still vividly remembered when he was in boyong to this house. A sweet and sweet dream that promised to be delivered before his eyes. Everything seems sweet when her husband does not know the past that now destroys him. Try your hardest to keep the marriage even though the pain continues to accompany. Trying hard to swallow the disappointment that often approached. When she tried to be a good wife and tried to improve, her husband forgot himself and turned to betray.

Today, her heart is not strong enough to get unfair treatment from her husband. Her husband behaves as if he is so disgusting to touch. As for the woman, he was so passionate that he was always with her every night when his wife had not really slept. Aisha cursed herself, she pityed her fate that was not as fortunate as others. Why is such happiness reluctant to side with him? Drizzling began to wet the earth, the originally faint speckle is now down more and more. It was as if it represented his heart crying so loudly with a cry full of pain.

His heart was broken, his soul was crushed. He was crying loudly in between the falling rain that was getting heavier. The streets were desolate, his body weakly helpless. His chest was getting claustrophobic considering all the things that had happened. His body was shed into the streets filled with rainwater. No more power can sustain him. He gave up and admitted defeat. She is just an ordinary woman who no longer stops in pain that continues to whack. She is just an ordinary woman who cannot afford to be in a storm continuously without stopping.

Simultaneously, without Aisyah knowing the car that Arzan was driving turned to the left road, a different direction that was behind the woman. The man was so sorry and tried to find the whereabouts of the wife under the rain that fell rapidly.

Aisyah continued to cry as she could, screaming in excruciating pain. Utilize the rain that will muffle his voice. If all this time he's been so good at hiding his grief, but not tonight. He vented all his feelings on the deserted streets that bore silent witness to the helplessness of a hurt wife.

"Why can't you accept me, Mom? Why do I look so disgusting in your eyes? Why don't we try to fix everything ? Why should Dita make you move away from me, Mas? Why?!" he screams in pain. He hit his claustrophobic chest repeatedly, hoping the taste was gone soon. Instead of leaving, the sense of it getting claustrophobic when he remembered all the memories of the two of them. Makes him continue to hit his chest until his body weakens.

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Arzan parked his car in front of a simple blue-painted house. He immediately came down after turning off the car engine, rushed a small run to avoid the rain and opened the white wooden gate. He went to the door and knocked several times. After a long while, the door that stood firmly in front of him opened. Showing a middle-aged man with a typical waking face looking at him confusedly.

"Son Arzan? What are these nights like here?" ask the man with a deep frown on his forehead.

Arzan stared at the man unhappily, trying to brave himself to make a sound.

"Sorry, Sir. I interrupted my break Father. I just want to ask, is Aisyah here?" tanya Arzan hesitated. Hearing the son-in-law's question made the man surprised.

"What do you mean? Aisyah is not here." she replied anxiously. Arzan breathed a heavy sigh. He was completely confused and did not know where Aisyah was going.

"So Ayesha left, sir. And not back yet."

"Astaghfirullah, where did Aisha go? Nak Arzan doesn't know where Aisyah went?"

The man shook his head while looking down. Regretting his outrageous attitude towards his wife.

Arzan just fell silent, he did not know what to answer. Moreover, all this is because of his fault. He is too selfish and too high in virginity. Looking down on women who are not virgins after marriage. Even he is now even more disgusting because he has damaged his own sister-in-law. Tega had an affair with the sister of his own wife. Even to raise his head to explain everything that happened he was not able to. Now, looking at the man in front of him, he could not. He had destroyed the lives of these two male princesses at once! Isn't he worth saying he's such a jerk and so disgusting? How can he judge his wife and look disgusted at the wife who is actually also a victim? Victim of a sweet promise of a jerk in the name of love! Just like her. He was no different from Ayesha's former lover. Now, he promised the marriage to Dita after taking the woman's chastity. While he still loved his wife very much and did not intend to make his sister-in-law as a wife.

"Jawab, Son Arzan! Did you guys fight that caused Aisha to leave?" asked the middle-aged man impatiently.

Arzan nodded, he was still faithful to bow without even looking at his in-laws' faces.

"What was the matter until Aisha left the house? Can't everything be talked about?"

Arzan ventured to raise his head, staring at the wrinkled face of the in-laws.

"I'm sorry, sir. It's all my fault" he said with regret.

"What's really going on? Why is this so?" Aisyah's father held onto her head which suddenly hurt. Imagining his son going somewhere under the torrential rain made him uneasy. Aisyah's stepmother who heard the noise immediately came out of the room. She was troubled by the loud voice of Arzan and her husband.

"What the hell is it, sir? Why are the nights so noisy?" asked the woman while covering her mouth that accidentally yawned. Arzan and Aisyah's father turned their heads, then heaved a heavy sigh.

"This, Ma. Aisyah left and has not been home since" replied her husband sadly.

"Whoa ... At best old behavior. He is not at home! He also stayed at his ex-girlfriend's house. Usually that is it!" point at her stepmother cynically.

"Don't talk no, Mom! You've made enough bad stories all along! Aisha is not that kind of woman! And do you know, she didn't feel at home all this time because of you two! Because you and Dita have always made him not feel at home in his own father's house!" the man shouted with overflowing emotions. Enough all this time he was silent with all the treatment of his wife and stepson. He didn't want his wife to go back to blaming Aisyah and making up a bad story about her son.

"This father why the hell? There is no son Arzan father does not admit the bad behavior of the father's son?"

"Shut up! Don't interfere and hurry to the room!" he snaps with annoyance. The man's face flushed in anger. Seeing her husband like that, made his wife's guts shrivel. She had never seen a husband so angry with her. She soon passed away leaving Arzan and her husband.

"Please, find Aisyah until you meet. You don't want anything bad to happen to him." asked Aisyah's father to his daughter-in-law.

"Good, Sir. I'll find Aisyah bye." Arzan immediately said goodbye and passed.

"Son Arzan!" Not to mention that the man got to the car, Aisyah's father had called her back so that made Arzan turn his head.

"Please let me know that Aisyah has met" he asked. Arzan nodded, though,

"Well, sir." he said as he resumed his delayed move. He immediately entered the car and left his father-in-law's residence. Trying to find Aisyah at her friend's house or other relatives.