After the First Night
Chapter 38's

The points of regret are becoming more real

Gnaw at hearts

creating a huge invisible hole

To curse yourself with your own stupidity

Psalms ....

A word that is now being felt

Making me cry until I want to change direction

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Dita entered her room with a big heart. His face looked sour with both hands clenched tightly. He really does not accept the treatment of Arzan which he thinks has really gone too far. Why did the man change so quickly? Hasn't he always been with what he says?

"I really don't accept my brother Arzan ngusir. Though this is a very fitting time to take heart brother Arzan. Just because of the departure of Brother Aisyah, Brother Arzan can be furious like this. This cannot be done, if this continues then the relationship between us will be strained. I don't want to lose my brother Arzan after everything that happened" he said as he looked at his face in front of the mirror.

"When I am beautiful, why does Arzan often refuse? I'm sexier than Aisyah. Even I often satisfy Brother Arzan compared to Brother Aisyah! But why does brother Arzan love that woman so much? It's all because of brother Aisyah! Just try to disappear forever! Then brother Arzan will also be mine forever!" he looked at the mirror full of hate. Love has become an obsession that will destroy itself.

"Let's see, I'll bring Arzan's leg back to my knee and I'll make Aisyah's leg never come back to this house!"

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Arzan just felt refreshed after bathing, he only wore a plain white shirt with shorts limited to the knees black. His hair he let fall apart, even occasional drops of water fell from his hair that he did not dry properly. Arzan again stood on the balcony, for some reason today the man was very happy to be on the balcony of the room. He looked up at the garden below, filled with Aisyah's favorite roses. It is still very clear to remember the flash of a few months ago when he brought the woman to this house. It had never been imagined before that a supposedly happy marriage would turn out to be painful like this. He regretted Aisyah's attitude of not being honest before they got married. If the woman had been honest earlier, perhaps she wouldn't have been this disappointed. Maybe he will be more accepting of the woman's situation. But it was too late, and he regretted the mistake he made. He even fell by the charm of the sister-in-law who destroyed. Even he was so enjoying the game created by the girl. Ah no, Dita is no longer a girl. And it was he who took the adoration of his sister-in-law. What kind of sister-in-law is she? Even if compared to a jerk guy who likes to ruin girls, then he is the most jerk in the world! How not? He very much damaged his own sister-in-law and instead ignored his own wife. What kind of man would betray his wife with his own sister-in-law?

The man squeezed his hair firmly, looked up, dispelling the jostling tears from wanting to come out.

He's sorry!

So sorry!

"Master, breakfast is ready. Breakfast first, let there be energy." said the middle-aged woman.

"Yes Mbok, later I will go down." cried Arzan. Before long there was the sound of footsteps Mbok Sumi away, while Arzan let out a long sigh.

"Why do regrets always come later?" she squeezed my hair back which was starting to dry.

"Why am I so stupid? Why am I so asshole and shameless?"

"Awilson ... You where? Come back baby, we started everything from scratch. I promise to accept all your past. I promise," he said with regret. The point of falling tears slowly implied deep sadness and regret. Without Arzan knowing, Dita was watching him from the open door of the room. The woman clenched her hands together furiously.

"Why brother Arzan is still expecting brother Aisyah even though I am here. I'm much better than that cheap lady" he said, staring angrily at the back of the man who was shaking withstanding the cries.

"I will play beautiful, I will seize the position of Aisyah in the heart of Brother Arzan. I'll be the only mistress in this house. And I'll make sure that brother Arzan will be mine forever!" said the woman with fiery eyes. So many plans are in his head. Her ambition to get Arzan's love and be the wife of the man was huge. Any way and any way he will do for the sake of his love for Arzan which incidentally is the husband of his own brother. It doesn't matter what the world says. The woman is not afraid to be called an actor or a bad woman. The important thing is that the goal is achieved.

The cunning woman turned her originally hateful facial water into a smile. He walked slowly with a confident face towards the man who was not well. Relying on his deadly seduction he waltzed toward her.

Arzan was surprised when the woman's clothes were on his shoulder. The man rubbed rough his face that was wet with tears. He turned to find his sister-in-law's face full of smiles and seductive looks.

"Sister, why daydream? Let's have breakfast," she asked in a voice.

Arzan put away Dita's hand, he walked away from the seductress.

"I don't want to eat anything. Go if you want," refused Arzan. He walked to the bed, sat there with both hands resting on his knees. Dita did not give up, she walked back to her sister-in-law. The woman sat beside Arzan, her right hand deliberately placed on the left thigh of the man.

"Sister, please don't be like this. If there is no food that goes into the stomach of the brother, then the brother can get sick. If you are sick, how do you want to find Aisyah? Come, sis. For the sake of Brother Aisyah," he persuaded while stroking the man's arm.

"Please, don't keep going like this. Brother still has me, I will always be next to brother. Eat yes, even if only a little?" the woman continued to persuade her sister-in-law.

"It's all for the good of my brother. I don't want my sister to get sick. After we eat we find Aisha's sister together." Arzan turned his head, looking at the woman next to him with a hopeful look.

"Bring the food here, will you?"

"No need! Eat under." she said coldly. Dita smiled, she kissed her sister-in-law's right cheek at a glance. The woman immediately pulled the grieving man's arm and took him downstairs for breakfast.