After the First Night
Chapter 50's

**That feeling is getting eroded

because of the pain that cannot be described

The heart is tired of crying

Wounds are like a slashing pain

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Arzan stared at a paper waiting for his signature. He stared at the paper in his hand. His heart ached, like it sliced open, leaving a wide gaping wound. He woke up this morning with a head that was sick with alcohol. He deliberately went to the club' night to relieve the stress that hit. Wreaking everything on liquor, forgetting for a moment the problems that befell him. When she came down, the mother handed her a piece of paper asking for divorce papers. The man felt shattered, his world shattering formless. He felt as if the sky was falling on him, submerging his body to the bottom of the deepest earth. He cried in silence, not expecting Aisyah to act so quickly. Is the house really running aground this time? Does she not want to give herself a chance?

"Don't think much. Just sign the letter so that all the process is faster. Isn't faster better?" said the Mama who had been sitting opposite Arzan. His son was unmoved, just silently glued to stare at the piece of paper in his grasp. Should she sign the divorce papers? Doubt blatantly attacked him. There is no intention to truly separate from the woman he loves.

"Think what else? You should get divorced soon! You and Dita should get married before the belly gets bigger" said Mama Arzan again. The woman looked to be massaging her dizzy head. He was also confused how to say this to his extended family later. His son divorced and even impregnated his half-sister. What does the world say about his family? Surely this news will be in an uproar and become a tranding topic. Not to mention his famous arisan friends. Good Lord! The thought of it all made his head feel like it was going to break!

"Sister, what is that letter?" tanya Dita who just came from the room. The woman looked like she had just finished a shower because she had just woken up. Mama Arzan turned his head, looking at the prospective daughter-in-law who came over while carrying a glass of milk in her hand. Mama Arzan looks at the wall clock that shows at 11:00 p.m. He sighed with annoyance, why did the clock just wake up? Dita is very different from Aisha. The woman will surely wake up in the morning when the Adhan has not reverberated. Arzan's wife would cook and prepare breakfast for her husband.

"You just woke up?" mama Arzan asked as she lowered her hand from the head. Staring at the woman who was gulping at the milk in annoyance. Dita who was asked turned her head, staring indifferently at mama Arzan.

"Just woke up, Mom. Dita did not sleep last night for taking care of brother Arzan" said Dita while putting an empty glass on the table. He moved closer to his sister-in-law who looked confused. Seeing the indifferent Dita also made Mama Arzan sighs annoyed. He wanted to feel like he was cursing or saying rude. Why is the more day the nature of his prospective son-in-law is changing? Where was Dita who was so friendly and sweet to him yesterday?

"So what the hell? How do you think it's serious?" tanya Dita while peeking at the contents of the letter. His eyes immediately sparkled brightly when he found out the contents of the letter. His face was full of smiles, his red lips were blushing. While Arzan did not respond, he only focused on the paper.

"Sister, let's sign it. Wait especially?" he said while sticking to Arzan's arm. The man looked uneasy, immediately shifting his sitting position away from the sister-in-law.

"What do you do, anyway? The seat is still wide. Why do I have to be stuck? You think this is Angkot?" irked Arzan while looking at the woman cynically.

"What brother did he say? Yes reasonable dong if Dita nempel to sister. We will soon be married, and in Dita's stomach there is an older sister. Don't pretend to forget, brother." he said as he rolled his eyeballs blatantly.

"You're not so tacky, Dit. Arzan is dizzy again. So don't get dizzy!" mama Arzan. Dita turned her head, staring dislike at the prospective in-laws.

"What the hell is it, Ma? Just sign the sign, how dizzy? Don't make it complicated, deh. It will soon be done!" Tita grumbling.

"Whatever! Mama's head feels like it's about to break! Take care of everything immediately so that it is finished quickly. Mama's dizzy!" the woman immediately stood up and passed towards her room. He was really dizzy and stressed in the face of everything that had happened. Since the incident some time ago, Mama Arzan decided to stay a few days at her son's house.

"Sister, sign it! If Aisyah's brother and sister divorced, we will also get married faster. Dita can't wait to be sister's wife officially" she said, imagining how beautiful their marriage was while Arzan ignored the babbling of the woman next to him.

"Sister, we'll rent the most luxurious building for the reception, yeah. Keep us his honeymoon in Dubai. I have long wanted to go there! Duh ... It must have been really exciting." said the woman with a fluffy smile. He shifted back to approach the brother-in-law who now looked at him.

"There will never be a wedding reception! No honeymoon abroad. Just getting married in KUA is enough!" arzan Strictly. He looked at Dita coldly. His gaze could freeze anyone who looked at him.

"W-what? A QUA? W-what do you mean, brother?" the woman stuttered. His eyes blinked a few times, trying to find the truth for what his brother-in-law said.

"Sister's kidding, isn't he?" ask Dita again. He wanted to make sure that what he heard was not wrong.

"Who's kidding? Not going to a wedding reception or anything like that. Enough in KUA. Do you understand?" he stared intently at the woman who was now looking at him with her mouth open.

"Is your brother out of his mind? It's Dita's first wedding, brother. How could it be if there was no wedding reception? Dita also wants to invite Dita's friends."

"Whatever. Wedding in KUA or no wedding at all?!" threaten Arzan so make Dita ketar ketir. The woman squeezed her fingers together. Biting the lower lip, trying to gather the rest of consciousness that suddenly evaporated somewhere. Is that true? They only have a wedding in KUA and there will be no honeymoon? Though he really dreamed of a luxurious wedding and honeymoon abroad a la artists and celebgrams. But if she accepts and wants her dream wedding, the chance to be Arzan's wife will just disappear. He tried so hard to get to this point. He could not let this great opportunity just disappear. He could not have failed to marry. But if he only married in KUA, what would he want? Ah, it's embarrassing once a Dita gets married only in KUA. He will not be able to display wedding photos on his social media channels. Not to mention that he was finished with all the thoughts in his head, Arzan left himself alone.