After the First Night
Chapter 8's

"I'm just a sinful man, with a dark past that I'm trying to bury deeply.

I'm just trying to get better, and I've never thought of myself as good."

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"Mas, I want to talk" Aisyah said as her husband returned home. She ventured to talk to her husband, because honestly she could not stand it too if always kept quiet and get cold treatment from the husband for several days. He is also an ordinary human being, unable to stand being treated as such.

Arzan looked at his wife coldly,

"Don't you see if I just got home? I'm tired!" snapped Arzan so that Aisyah screeched backwards. She looked at her husband with a stare.

"Ma-mas. I'm sorry, but all this has to be talked about." great-granddaughter Aisyah while desperately holding a clear circle that will soon be dropped due to clashing by her husband.

"What do I need to talk about again?"

"Mas, I can't if it's kept like this."

"If you don't want to be let go, then don't be cheap to be a woman! I thought you were different, you were the same!"

Deg ....

Really, Arzan's words were so heart-piercing, the clear circle came out profusely without a hitch. Sliding down his face, his heart ached. So hurt.

"Ma-mas, how could you say I'm cheap." - shrieked the woman with a very tight chest.

"Then? What should I call a woman like you? No longer a virgin after marriage."

"Your words are painful to me, ma'am."

"Then what should I do? What is your virginity lost to? So you don't accept being cheap? You were raped? Or what?"

Aisyah fell silent, she looked at her husband with a broken feeling.

"Jawab Aisha! Don't just shut up!" The man shook his wife's body, he also wanted to get answers to all his questions during this time.

"Who has taken away your sanctity!" Arzan still holds his wife's shoulder.

"Mas, I-I ...."

"Say who! Don't cover anything else from your husband!"

Aisyah's crying voice grew louder, she was truly sorry for her past.

"She was my girlfriend, when I was in college." Aisyah's great-granddaughter in between sobs. There's nothing more to cover for him.

Arzan looked in shock, he released his hand on his wife's shoulder. His body is reflexively backward. He looked at Aisha with pain and disappointment.

"Why are you just saying it now? Then, why are you angry when I say cheap?"

"Although my past is bad, but your words are still painful for me mas."

"You are very disappointing, Ayesha. I'm sorry, so sorry." Arzan walked past Aisyah who was still sobbing.

"Mas, where are you going?" he dared to ask. Arzan stopped his steps, turning to the woman who was only a few days in his marriage.

"Never ask me anything again!

And none of this is your business! We're divorced!"

Deg ....

Like being struck by lightning during the day, Aisyah glared perfectly. Didn't know that one sacred word had to come out of the husband's mouth. After that Arzan immediately went out of the room, before long the sound of a car coming out of the garage. Aisyah squeezed and hit her chest which felt tight, her body falling onto the cold floor. He bent his knees, lamenting the fate that made him excruciatingly ill. How could he be divorced when the marriage was still corn? Establishing a happy family until old age seems just a delusion.

"I'm sorry, mas. Sorry ..." she shrieked in between sobs. He hit his chest firmly, in order to eliminate the tightness that made it difficult for him to breathe.

What will he tell his father? Shown will be disappointed face of the father if it is true they have to divorce.

Aisyah sat on the garden chair beside the house, her gaze far ahead. His mind was empty, it had been two days that Arzan came home drunk. He will leave early in the morning, then come home late at night drunk. Aisyah realized that her husband's attitude had changed because of her. Moreover, every time he delirious, Arzan always curses unconsciously.

"Basarly a cheap woman! I thought you were a fine woman, but it turned out to be the same. I'm sorry I married you! I'm so disappointed! You're so disappointing!"

Still clearly ringing in his ears, the pain, and heartbreak when he heard the harsh swearing that was clearly aimed at him. Aisyah removes a speck of clear bulir that falls without permission. I don't know how many tears have fallen, I don't know. The dark circles under his eyes were clear, his body was starting to thin.

"Can a woman like me not get happiness? Am I not worthy of a happy marriage?" Aisyah was back alone in that garden chair. Not far from there, Sumi noticed herself. It was very anxious for the housekeeper to approach and lend him his shoulder, hearing the grievance of the master. But he does not want to be considered presumptuous. So that he can only pray if his employer's household is fine. Sumi left there to continue her pending work.

Meanwhile, Aisyah was still busy with her thoughts. He remembered his dark past four years ago.

Four years ago, she was in a relationship with her college sister. At first they were just dating as usual without any more physical touch. Just holding hands, or kissing the forehead and cheeks. Like young people usually, they often go to the cinema or play in the mall. At one time, his lover Rendi took him to the man's house when his house was empty. Rendi's family is out of town to visit her sick aunt.

"Dear, do you love me?" ask the guy with the undercut haircut. He stared intensely at the beautiful woman before him. Gently stroking Aisyah's clean face using her fingers, creating a strange gelanyar that was first felt by Aisyah.

"Why are you asking like that? I obviously love you so much."

"But I need proof."

Aisyah scrunched her forehead.

"Evidence?"

"Hu um ...." The man started exploring Kezra's face with the tip of his nose.

"Proof what, Ren? I have always been loyal to you. For one year we were dating, I always nemenin you."

"Darling, I want you to give all of yours to me. So I can be sure that you belong to me. I'm afraid you're leaving me. I don't want to lose you." Rendi looked at Aisyah, the man's eyes looked cute at full of napsu.

"What do you mean, Ren?"

"I want you. Everything you have." His whisper.

"But, Ren. I'm afraid ..." - Aisyah's great-grandson worriedly.

"Why should I be afraid? Our friends have often done that, and it is also common in dating."

Aisyah was silent, preoccupied with thoughts and fears within her.

"I promise I'll take responsibility. If you get pregnant later, I will marry you soon." - Mayu Rendi once again.

Aisyah looked at Rendi doubtfully.

"You promised you'd be responsible?"

"Yes dear. I promise!"

Armed with a promise from the man she loved, Aisyah gave up her most precious crown. Since then, they often do ***** free every time they meet. Rendi, whose incident is the child of people, is not heavy for him to rent a hotel to satisfy his forbidden napsu. So even Aisyah who already loved Rendi very much, she could not refuse every man asked her to make love.

But promise to keep promise. One day when the two met, Rendi gave a wedding invitation in the park not far from her home.

"Who will marry?" aisyah asked with her cheerful face while receiving the extremely luxurious invitation letter.

Rendi just kept silent without a word, even he lowered his head not daring to look at his lover. Aisyah also began to be suspicious when she saw the face of Rendi who was very different from usual. Moreover, there are initials R and L on the outer cover of the invitation. Aisyah quickly opened it, sure enough. The bridegroom was named Rendi Pratama, his lover. The tear dam can no longer be held, flowing swiftly without stopping.

"What does all this mean, Ren?" asked Aisyah in a raucous voice.

"I'm sorry. Mama and Papa betrothed me to their friend's son. I can't refuse, because if I refuse then I'll be scribbled from the heirs."

Aisha said nothing, her heart breaking. There's nothing left of him. He has lost everything.

"You said you'd only marry me. You said you'd be responsible. What will I do, Ren? No one wants to be like a broken woman like me!"

"There must be. Moreover, you are beautiful. I'm sorry, yeah. I can't if I have to be thrown out of the family. I say goodbye," he said as he stood leaving Aisyah devastated.

Asiyah stood up, trying to chase after the increasingly distant Rendi. He fell down because his body was weak helpless. His body is not boned.

"Don't leave me, Ren! You must be responsible! You must marry me!" he screamed in despair. He roared, not caring about the views of the people around the park that afternoon.