ALENA Is My Sunshine

ALENA Is My Sunshine
Still On The Same Night


It's about Joice and Reymond.....


The day before it brightened, inexplicably turned dark. Even Thunder had sounded blaring above the sky. Rain spots also began to fall along with strong winds. What the season changed that fast suits Joice's heart at the moment.


The tough girl walked alone in the early hours of the blind day, under the rain that began to fall. He had already walked quite a distance away from the hospital where he should have stayed. But how could he have been there longer, if Reymond's words really hurt his heart.


She's a strong girl, a trust agent who can handle the most difficult missions. But why for matters of the heart he is this weak.


Reymond's words still ring in his ears. How could the man assume if Joice had no heart, how could Reymond think if Joice accepted Captain Stone's request at will.


She was indeed happy when captain Stone asked her to be Reymond's wife. Reymond was the man who became his first love. No one knew about it, she had so well kept all her feelings on the man, since a few years ago. And it all started when his first meeting with Reymond when captain Stone brought his City. The initial taste was just admiring, but over time became the seed of love that appeared in his heart.


He never dared to hope, knowing that he was just an orphan who had been fortunate to be well guarded by Captain Stone.


But now, he indeed had to throw away his expectations. Hope has a complete family and a husband she loves. Forget it, because anyway Reymond was only forced to accept it. The man just did not want to disappoint his father, and also to disguise his feelings for Clara. And Joice doesn't want that to happen, she can't accept that she's just a tool. Her heart is not that strong, for several years she has been trying to be a strong girl amid her fear of facing solitude in this world, without family, without anyone who cares. No, he's not that strong.


Joice's tears immediately came out along with the drops of rain water that was getting heavier. He sobbed while hugging his own body which was already cold. He was sad, even very sad. No one loves him anymore, no one. Until when did she try to be strong and become a tough girl who was known to be flat and cold without any fear, but believe me, Joice was not that strong. She's just a woman, who also needs a backrest.


Joice fell on the sidewalk, her body shivering cold. But not only because of the cold that made his body tremble, but because of the sobbing Isaac that he could no longer bear.


Tonight, she wants to cry again. Alone in the rain, maybe it could make his heart a little calmer.


The streets around the hospital park were so quiet. Because there are no more pedestrians passing there. Only on the highway that is still passed by several passing cars. Joice cried as hard as she could, even her cries sounded bitter. He hid his face behind his arm. Spill out all her tightness and sadness. It was sad, he wanted to go, but where he went, he had nowhere to go.


"Mom.. dad.. help me. This hurts. hurts so much" his murmur interrupted between her sobs. Her clothes were already wet with rainwater, even the biting coldness she no longer felt. She just wanted to cry until she was satisfied, until her pain and tightness were lessened, as she had been doing, crying in solitude.


But suddenly he was stunned, when he no longer felt the drops of rain that slammed into his body. Joice looked up, and she was made stunned to see a man standing before her holding a black umbrella.


The man's face was so flat, yet quite capable of making Joice's tears re-degrade. Although disguised by raindrops, everyone who saw it would know that he was crying.


"Do you prefer to stay here than in a comfortable place" asked Reymond looking fixed on the face that looked sad. And that makes her a little carried away. He wanted to be indifferent, but somehow his heart did not calm down to let Joice go, especially in the middle of a heavy rain like this and Joice left without bringing anything. And Reymond can confirm that this girl will definitely not be able to go anywhere. And look now, he's even here and crying so bitterly. Of course it made Reymond feel a little guilty.


"Let's go home" asked Reymond again. But Joice just shut up and was down


"Your wounds are still wet. That'll make it worse. Daddy still needs your help" Reymond said again


Joice nodded slowly, and then rubbed her rough face. He thought that Reymond had come because he cared about him, but in reality, this man only remembered his father. Pathetic indeed.


Slowly Joice stood up from her seat, she glanced at Reymond who was still staring at her. I don't know what's on that guy's mind, but Joice doesn't want to care anymore. He was already hard enough to temper his current feelings.


"Are you offended by what I said that you'd rather leave without anything?" reymond asked while bringing Joice his car


As strongly as possible Joice is still trying to hold back her tears. Because really, she still wanted to cry, but Reymond instead came and met her. This guy is what makes it like this


Reymond stopped his steps and turned to Joice who also stopped. Joice looked at Reymond softly and shook her head softly


"Sorry sir, I forgot if I didn't bring my wallet. So I chose to sit here" he replied in a voice that sounded hoarse and wet. And of course Reymond knows that this girl is sad. The girl who had always been flat-faced now looked so sad and sad. Was his words already too much? But why would Joice take heart, is not usually Joice will be indifferent to every word he says?


Reymond only sighed for a moment and stepped back in his car. While Joice inevitably followed Reymond's footsteps. She can't go home, all her stuff is in the hospital, she doesn't even remember to take it.


Reymond opened the car door for Joice, making the girl slightly gasp and looked at Reymond in surprise. But looking at that flat gaze, he went straight inside. Likewise with Reymond who followed into his car.


Reymond drove his car at a moderate speed because the rain was still falling quite profusely. That night was so cold, even Joice seemed to shiver in the cold. It was not felt, but when he was in the car he felt cold even though Reymond had turned on the heater in the car.


There was no conversation at all, they were just silent with their respective minds. Joice with her sad heart, while Reymond with her guilt.


Reymond occasionally glanced at Joice. The girl's eyes seemed closed, but her hands tightly embraced her shivering body. Her clothes were all wet, even drops of water still dripping from her hair. Moreover, Joice only wore a thin black t-shirt, making the cold was definitely so biting.


Even Reymond can see if the gunshot wound bandage in his arm is wet and bleeding again.


Reymond pulled the car over for a moment, but Joice didn't budge. He just kept silent and closed his eyes holding back the cold and tired. Yeah, he's so tired, because there's no rest at all. Coupled with crying in the rain, making her want to get into the blanket and sleep comfortably. But how could it possibly


Can Reymond see if Joice's face has paled because of the cold. He immediately stepped up and returned to his car. Ignoring Joice who was still stunned by Reymond's treatment. But, again he could only shut up and accept. He was indeed cold at the moment, and he did not want to think of anything other than seeking a hint of warmth. The wound in his arm throbbed pain, but not as painful as his broken and unrequited heart.


Joice again spread her head and closed her eyes withstanding the pain and cold. Let Reymond take his car home. Don't know if he knows or not where Joice lives. Joice clearly no longer wanted to say anything.


An hour later, Reymond's car pulled over in front of the lobby of his luxury apartment. Reymond did not know where Joice lived, and when he wanted to ask, he saw Joice had fallen asleep with a quiet sigh. Reymond didn't want to wake her. So he prefers to bring Joice to his apartment only.


Reymond turned to Joice, looking at the pale face fixedly. Beautiful indeed, although impressed firm and flat. Reymond's heart was a little full of tears at the sleeping Joice. It seemed, he had only realized that he had indeed said something a little harsh to this girl. Joice is his future wife. And Reymond has also accepted his father's choice. And he shouldn't have been rude and cranky to Joice. She's a woman, of course she's hurt.


Reymond took his breath in. He leaned his arms and head in the car.


Think about what to do now.


His relationship with Clara would never happen. They will always be friends and relatives.


And Joice will be his wife later. Did he really have to learn to accept this girl????


Reymond turned to look at Joice, looking at that face once more.


Though he thinks his words today are not much different from usual. But why make Joice like this? Even she left crying and endured the rain until it was cold like this.


Reymond slightly gasped as he watched Joice move, but still with his eyes closed. She looked uneasy making Reymond look at her in surprise.


"Joice" calls Reymond, but Joice doesn't budge


Reymond touched a bit of his shoulder, and it made Joice instantly open her eyes slowly. He looked at Reymond with a look that was so sweet and sad, making Reymond again feel guilty and something made his heart uneasy.


"We get down" asked Reymond who immediately got out of the car, leaving Joice who still seemed to be gathering his consciousness.


But looking ahead, he frowned confused, because this was not his apartment


"Hurry up, I'm tired" said Reymond, who opened his car door


"But this is where sir. This is not my apartment" Joice replied in doubt


"This is my apartment. We'll sleep here first. Don't argue anymore, you're cold" Reymond said


Joice sighed slowly. He looked at the jacket that enveloped his body. And inevitably, he got out of the car. I don't know why, but he felt that his body was really bad and his head was so dizzy. Is it because it rains today?


Finally Joice followed Reynand's footsteps into his apartment on the top floor.


Every now and then Reymond looked at Joice who was bowed with her hand tightly grasped her jacket. The girl just kept quiet and didn't speak. Even when he got to his apartment, it was like that


"Go change your clothes. In the closet there are my clothes, you can wear one of them. I'm waiting here" Reymond told Joice


"It's okay, sir, I'm just wearing this" Joice replied


"Why are you so stubborn. Quickly there. I don't want Daddy to curse me for making you sick" Reymond said


Joice bowed again and nodded slowly. He walked right into Reymond's room. Can't the man be a little gentle with her. Even if you don't like it, at least don't do it. Don't you know Reymond if he's still really sad and wants to cry?


Reymond walked into his little kitchen. Take warm water and drink it until the body feels a little warmer. He sat in the dining chair waiting for Joice to change clothes. And not long after, just a few minutes Joice was out of the room wearing only her white shirt.


Joice went straight to the sofa and sat there. He looks awkward just wearing Reymond's oversized shirt on his body. But in the eyes of Reymond, Joice even looks...... beautiful??


Reymond shook his head, and immediately entered the room without saying anything to Joice. His mind why so wild like this, let alone see the smooth thighs plastered so real it. Usually Joice always wears jeans and t-shirts, but now, even though only wearing a great shirt, why does she look sexy.


Joice hugged her cold body again. This thin shirt is not enough to warm her up. He immediately put his body on the sofa. Seeking warmth and comfort. His head was completely dizzy and his wounds were also increasingly throbbing. Making cold sweat instantly seep out.


Joice's eyes closed withstanding the bad taste in her body. Like her, she'll have a fever, or she'll have a fever.