ALENA Is My Sunshine
The Burden of Alena's Heart

Alena's boutique was deserted, as it had just been closed by Lian and the other employees. Clara had just returned home, after having her first argument with Alena. Clara wanted to stay longer, but Alena forbade her, because she didn't want to trouble Clara.

Now only Lian is blinded by Alena, because Edward asked her to accompany the girl tonight. And of course Lian did not mind the command of the American master's assistant.

The sky of Newyork city has turned dark and filled with stars and Aurora that make the city look more beautiful.

Alena sat in front of her large bedroom window which showed several corners of Newyork city.

"miss, I'll find dinner for us. You're not what I stay?" ask Lian

Alena turned to him for a moment

"Go away, from now on you always stick to me Lian, when I'm fine" Alena said making Lian laugh

"i'm just following my lady's orders" Lian replied, making Alena snort immediately

Tong Ting

The sound of the boutique bell sidetracked their attention

"who's the night like this" Alena muttered to Lian who shook her head

"let me see the lady" said Lian who immediately moved from Alena's room

Alena just kept quiet and looked out the window again. His heart is still filled with one name that makes his uneasy and restless, Kenzo Barrent.

Alena looks like she is breathing heavily. Not long after, he turned to the door where Lian had entered

"miss, there's a guy who wants to meet you" Lian said making Alena frown confused

"who?" asked Alena who immediately got up from her seat

"he said his name was Reymond" Lian replied. Alena fell silent remembering where she heard the name

"do you want me to expel him?" asked Lian again when she saw Alena's confused face

Alena immediately gasped and smiled

"no need, I know her" Alena replied

He went down to the ground floor followed by Lian.

He could see a handsome man in his shirt sitting on a sofa with a box in his hand

"good evening sir" Alena said, making Reymond immediately stand up to welcome her

"oh hi Alena, how are you?, I'm sorry for coming to disturb your rest" Reymond said. She stared into Alena's face, a face that somehow felt familiar to her.

"i'm good, it's okay. Sit down, sir. Lian can you please get me a drink" Alena asked Lian who nodded and went straight back

"what's the night of my night, sir?" alena asked confused

"sorry to me, I happened to pass around here. I just got home from work, and somehow I remember you. That's why I stopped by, just for a moment. I also brought this for you" Reymond replied as he handed Alena the box he had been holding.

Alena greeted him with her beautiful smile as usual. The smile that was able to make Reymond rustle his heart

Alena opened the box slowly with a ribbon on top of her, quite large. And his smile immediately burst into beauty, when he knew the contents were a variety of pie with variant flavors

"wow, pie. How do you know if this is my favorite food" asked Alena so happy to get the food

"that's it, it's the only food that comes to my mind" Reymond replied

"thank you sir, you're so nice" Alena and Reymond said, smiling and nodding. She was so happy when Alena liked her gift

They fell silent as Lian came to bring two cups of warm coffee. After that, Lian excuses her for food, leaving Alena and Reymond alone.

"may I eat it" said Alena, laughing a little, making Reymond laugh because of her

"the cake belongs to you, miss" he said

Alena's eyes sparkle beautifully, because the taste of the cake is really good and right in her tongue. Her nervousness instantly overflowed somewhere

"your face is a little pale miss, are you sick?" asked Reymond who had noticed Alena's face

"just don't feel well, oh, please don't call me miss, just call Alena" said Alena who still enjoys her cake

"alright, then don't call me master" Reymond replied, making Alena open with her mouth full

"haha, okay Reymond. I'm so grateful for your cake, you're so nice" Alena said

Reymond sipped his coffee for a moment and looked back at Alena's never-boring face.

"just consider your kindness reply last time" she replied and Alena immediately nodded

"okay, I assume we're even" Alena said

"i can't stay for long. If I could, I'd play at your place a lot, no one would forbid, right?" reymond asked, glancing at the clock in his hand

"of course. My shop is always open to everyone" Alena replied

"okay, if I say goodbye first, don't be too tired, you have to take care of your health" Reymond said as he moved from his seat followed by Alena

"you're so considerate" Alena said with her laugh

"only you. Bye Alena" said Reymond straight out leaving Alena glued to her gaze

"base of a strange man" inner Alena

He re-entered his speed along with Lian who had just returned from the outside.

...

Alena is sitting in her office right now. She had just finished designing one of the new designs of a dress as per the request of one of her customers.

His body is better than last night. And today he started his usual activities again.

Not much to do, but why his head still dizzy. And even Kenzo Barrent's face was always buzzing in his head.

"Geez, I'm really going crazy" said Alena, laying her head on the table

"But he's really handsome. How can I turn away" he murmured again

Alena is really frustrated right now, the appearance of the face and the charm of Kenzo diagensi yesterday is enough to make her unable to sleep well.

"Come on Alena, you need to focus. You have to succeed and achieve your dreams. Your goal has also not been achieved" said Alena again sitting upright

"OK, get rid of the love problem, focus on the mind. Spirit" exclaimed Alena clasping tightly to her finger

His hands again took a blank sheet of paper and a pencil.

He wanted to design clothes that would be contested later. Two months is not a short time, but not long enough for a beginner like Alena.

His fingers were so skillfully crossing out the white paper scribble. Sometimes her smile was beautiful and sometimes shook her head .

But what happened next was..

"Aahhhhhh, I am crazy!!!!!!!" Shouted Alena while putting her pencil on the table violently

His face was so ugly staring at his work

"Why did I draw her face" cried Alena again.

Yes, the sketch of Kenzo's face is there, drawn by herself from Alena's restless heart.

Alena immediately cried without tears on her desk. Her hair was really messy because from morning until this afternoon she had no shower at all.

"Oh my God, as good as I was looking for the wind, I'm really crazy now" he grumbled straight into his room.

...

And, this is where Alena is now, on a beautiful white sandy beach that is very soothing. The beach he had visited with Kenzo some time ago.

White drees on his knees fluttered in the wind that day. Alena seemed to close her eyes while enjoying the true wind completely relax her head and brain that were out of sync

"Ah, this is really soothing" he murmured along with slowly opening his eyes

Alena took in her breath. The taste if in the atmosphere like this Alena really feel alone and so fragile. His fear, his sadness, his concussion, all ambushed straight into his heart. The problems of his life, and now coupled with his heart that was stirring made him really tired and helpless.

"I'm tired, so tired. I fear. Every day I was scared, I was afraid he would come again and take all my composure. I want an everlasting tranquility, I want happiness like they are God.

I'm alone, I'm right myself. I need a protector, someone I'll be home to when I'm scared, someone who's a comfortable home for me to take shelter in.

If my parents don't want me, can you send an angel who can look after me with his heart.

Or if such a person does not exist, I beg you, just take my life.

I am tired like this God, endure alone and must always try hard.

I'm tired"

The expression of Alena's heart that has always been buried in her heart. He wants to share, but shares with whom.

He wanted to ask for help, but to whom.

She had no one else after her very affectionate mother left for her long time.

Alena sobbed with her body sitting on the beach sand. He hugged his knees and drowned his face there.

Hiding her cries as usual so that no one would know if she was a girl filled with fear.

But he did not know, if from now on a man with his mask had stood not too far behind him.

The man heard all of Alena's words that felt scarred. Even without realizing it, his heart felt sliced hearing the complaint.

That's Kenzo Barrent. As usual, she wants to calm her heart on the beach, but accidentally sees Alena getting off the taxi and walking towards the beach.

At first he did not care about it, but somehow his legs seemed not in line with his mind.

Until the end, she was near Alena and listened to her heart.

The girl is full of spirit and always cheerful, but real, the girl harbors a deep sorrow and fear.

The beach weather that afternoon really adds to the impression of melow for Alena. Kenzo remained silent behind Alena without moving or reprimanding her.

He wanted to let the girl cry in satisfaction at this moment.

Because he knew the hurt on the girl's heart was really big, even he felt pity because the girl's life was full of struggle in her solitude.

After satisfied crying as if spilling her grief, Alena held her head up slowly while wiping away her tears with her fingers.

Her sobs were still left, even her face and nose were now blushing softly.

Alena gasped in shock as she saw someone extending a handkerchief at her.

Alena immediately turned her head and looked up to see a man with a mask on his face.

"Enzo" muttered Alena