ARSHAKA
the flashback 2

"Hey, Aqila how are you? ".

" You're happy to see me like this, aren't you, Zara? ".

Zara shook her head "engga Aqila, I came here to have a nice chat with you".

"To show that you are happy with Bang Shaka? Wh-wh-what for? Bang Arayyan received everything you took! ".

" I'm sorry, Aqila. I came here to apologize to you, sorry if you feel I'm seizing the people you care about, from the beginning I had no such intention ".

" You better go Zara! I don't want to see you".

Zara nodded "yes I am going to go, I will not see you again, But I know you are a good woman, I beg you, I beg you, after I have relieved your prison term and you are free from here do not hurt my two children, I know, I will not be able to protect my children until they are big, I know, therefore never saiki them, Aqila ".

" You mean? ".

" I have stage 4 cervical cancer, Aqila ".

Aqila was surprised to hear Zara's explanation, her emotions subsided, she looked at Zara who was bowing her head while holding back her tears that were about to drip, After a long talk with Aqila until the visitation time was up, Zara returned home when she got home, she saw Arshaka's car was already in the garage.

"Zy, where's Mas Caka? ".ask Zara to Zyana who is feeding Arka and Zura.

" So the guy came home, went straight up probably in the room, Zara".

"Okay, thanks, yeah, Zy I'm a Samperin Mas Caka".

Zara continued to enter her room, she did not see Arshaka but the balcony door opened, immediately Zara headed to the balcony and was surprised to see Arshaka who was smoking on the balcony.

"Astaghfirullah, Mom! What the fuck, you? Why are you smoking? You know smoking is not good for health, right? You know I don't like you smoking like this".

" I also don't like you lying to me all this time, Ra! ".said Arshaka with a choked voice.

" liying? What lie? ".Arshaka turns off his cigarette and immediately pulls Zara's body into the room, ruffling the drawer to look for a document.

" What is this, Ra? THIS WHAT?! ".

Zara looked at the map and looked into Arshaka's teary eyes" Mas, I don't mean to lie to you, I just don't want you to be sad, I__".

"Slowly, Ra, too late I already know this, Ra, stage 4, will not be cured again if I just know when you are not this bad! I might be able to take you to medicine wherever it can cure you".

" Yes".

"I failed, Ra. I failed to be a good husband, I failed to take care of you, I failed, Ra".

"Well, you don't fail you've always been a good husband to me, it's not your fault, Mom".

" 6 months you've been hiding this, Ra? why didn't you tell me? Wh why? Your goal is to meet Aqila to surrender, right me to her? you lightened Aqila's prison term and then you died, and I married Aqila? that want you, Ra? ".

Zara did tell Aqila about it, saying that after Zara no Aqila could marry Arshaka.

" Where can I marry another woman when I love you so much, Zara? ".Arshaka was crying again.

" Someday or later I'm going to go Mas, the uterine tumor that I used to have, it's growing again, it was originally a tumor but because my uterus was once an infection it was getting bigger until it became cancerous, I only found out when my cancer had spread to all the other tissues of the body, so from the beginning I told you, it won't make me recover even if you take me out of the country. Mas".Clearly Zara was to Arshaka who was still crying and Zara was also already crying.

"I'm sorry because I haven't been a good wife, sorry I can't see the growth and development of our children, I trust Arka and Zura are just like you, I'm sure you'll be a great father, you'll take care of our children, I'll leave them with you, Mas".

" Ra, don't go, I still need you, I need you, Ra".

Zara pulled Arshaka to hug her tightly.

"Thank you for loving me so deeply, Mom. I'll take our love all the way to Heaven".

" a".Arshaka returned Zara's embrace tightly the two sobbed.

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so many stories that Arshaka felt from being left behind by both parents and being a parent to his younger siblings, even he just felt the beauty of marriage but must accept the bitterness of marriage receive Zara to go forever, may their love be eternal yes, 😭😭