ARSHAKA
Iloveyou

"Thank you Ustadz Faruk".

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At 9 pm Zyana still faithfully accompanied Zara, following the funeral process Halda, she could not leave Zara because the girl had no other relatives.

Zyana's phone rang again 15 times Arayyan called her but she did not pick up Arayyan's phone couldn't be Zyana said was helping Zara to Arayyan, considering Arayyan does not like Zara.

"Zy, I think you should go home, I'm fine".

Zyana shook her head" I can't leave you alone here, zar".

"Tomorrow you go to Zy's college".

"I went home at dawn to get ready for college".his phone shook again from Arshaka this time Zyana picked it up.

" Assalamualaikum, where is Zy? all right, right? why Arayyan's phone call has not been lifted".

"Walaikumsalam, Zyzy again the same Zara, Bang".

" Homeone? ".

" It's not still in Zara's mother's place, why Bang? Zyzy want permission to go to Zara Bang? ".

" Let you pick up? ".

" No need Bang Shaka, Zara had to rest first all day she took care of her mother's funeral ".

" But zy? ".

"Zyzy can you get ahold of her here? tomorrow Zyzy goes home feeling sorry for zara alone".

" Yaudah. tap--, Zy's coming home now! ".

Zyana frowned at Arayyan's voice suddenly heard cutting through Arshaka's words.

" It's not polite to grab your phone, Arayyan! ".

" But Zyzy can't keep a house for random people, Bang! ".

Zyzy sighed at the commotion across the phone" Yes, Zyzy hung up".

"Zyana Felisha, go home now! ".Arayyan Voice.

" What is Bang Arayyan? Zara Temen Zyzy again grieved, Zyzy just want to help, is it wrong? ".

" Wrong, you've done enough to help him, now go home or you don't have to go home! ".

The phone connection interrupted by Arayyan made Zyzy sigh with a small smile.

"Zy.mending you go home, I'm gapapa kok ".

" Enga, Zar.biarin aja Ban Arayyan angry, strange he why he does not like very much with you? you have nothing wrong with him ".

" Zy, he's your brother's twin to you with your womb, been with you since the cage, he loves you, surely he doesn't want you to do anything ".

" But Zar? ".

" Gapapa, Zyzy.you have to follow your brother's words, I'm just here anyway, tomorrow I go back to the contract again".

" I can be alone Zy, don't you go to college I don't want to disturb your time".

"you are very strong zar well yes, tomorrow after returning to college I am to your contract, May I ask for the address? ".

" Road train number 23 there are 4 plots of contracts right and my contract at the end ".

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Zyana is forced to go home but promises to transfer to Zara the next day after returning home from college, while Zara locks the door and enters her mother's room where Halda is found dead. There was no fear in Zara she unceasingly blamed herself the cause of Halda's death was zara.

Zara opened the drawer there with a notebook and baby gloves, frowning in confusion and taking the object.

"Who's baby's gloves? ".murm Zara.

Zara opens the book, apparently her mother's diary.

" Today is exactly 1 month old Zara Zeavananidya, a very beautiful little baby growing up my son".

"6 months tiny baby growing fat already can lie on his stomach and like to laugh, Zara you're an angel Mama".

" Oct 1 year Zara was present in Mama's life, we celebrated Zara's first birthday with Papa and Grandma, Mama Zara dear".

"At the age of 6 years Zara, a tiny baby grows into a little girl, my daughter who now grows into a strong girl".

" Today Zara is 10 years old first, the first year of Zara's birthday without any celebration, Maafin Mama forced Mama to hide this from you but Mama hope later you don't hate Mama".

"The little girl who is now a 15-year-old has turned into a quiet girl you hate Mama? I'm sorry Mama did this, Mama's just lonely, I hope Zara's always okay with Grandma".

Zara held her breath her chest tight, she opened her next sheet of paper.

" Happy 17th birthday girl.This year I'd love to tell you something that really happened, Mama thought you should know all this".

"Last we laughed together on your 9th birthday but actually Mama saved a lot of Papa's sadness all this time married Mama because she was forced, she did not love Mama, she did not love Mama, she still loves someone The best heart doctor, her face is beautiful, the personality is good to have an amazing child, the Woman is Papa's friend classmate, schoolmate, and Major, and, now her name is Zea Nacita Salika. Mama realized that everything inside Zea is not in Mama but it's all inside you Zara".

"At first Mama did not know the reason Papa you gave you the name Zara Zeavananidya it turns out a year after birth you realize if Papa you deliberately give your name because you can not forget the woman he loves, Zea Nacita Salika's".

" So long as Mama is quite quiet with your Papa, Mama can't be jealous because Mama knows Zea is a good woman, Zea is not wrong, the wrong Papa you he loves the wife of the man who already has a husband, Papa you never pay attention to Mama, he only pays attention to you because you are similar to Zea until Mama Khilaf, who is a woman who has a husband, Mama needs someone who understands Mama, Mama cheated with Mama's friend, Papa you are angry and join cheating with other women and finally have a child from another woman. Mama's been wanting a divorce for a long time but Mama still thinks you're a darling. Mama does not want you to get sad because both parents divorced finally Mama can not bear this pain Mama and papa divorced ".

" Your grandmother's funeral day, Mama would love to see you, but you don't want to see Mama, you hate Mama, it hurts, son. see Mama's own son hates her Mama".

"But there Mama also met a handsome young man, it turns out that he is the eldest son of Zae, Arshaka. At first Mama was surprised and it was my destiny to see how much she cared about you, Zara".

" Zara if you are destined with Arshaka Mama just want to say, Really you are in living the ark with him, if you love him Accept him, Receive him, if you don't love her don't let her into your life. Do not let the story of Mama and Papa's household repeat back to you. Mama does not want your favorite daughter to be hurt and feel what Mama feels, Zara even if you hate Mama love you Mama will not be cut off Mama loves you since you are in the womb until your life".

Zara re-opened the next page.

"Zara Zeavananidya Mama's daughter who grows up soon you are 20 years old it feels enough to live without Mama, sorry Mama had to do this, Mama had to do this, Mama pamit after this Mama can not meet with Zara again but also whenever Mama still love you iloveyou, you are my love of my life my lovely daughter".That was the last writing Halda did not feel tears Zara dripped back closed the cover of Halda's diary book and hugged the book tightly into her arms.

" Sorry Zara, Mama, I love you More than you know, Ma"❤.

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Zyzy arrived at the house at half ten pm Arshaka and Arayyan was still waiting for her in the family room to see Zyzy coming home soon moving.

"Still friends with him? ".

" why? Is it wrong that Zyzy is friends with Zara?".