BEAUTIFUL MAN IT JODOHKU (New Version)
Byun soo's choice

After entering his room Byun soo immediately threw his body over his complaint, for a moment he closed his eyes to calm his troubled soul.he occasionally let out a heavy sigh as the barrage of shock today filled his mind. his chest was too claustrophobic to remember all of that, as if he were still raining down on his stone to crush his weak soul out of love.

His helplessness against destiny made him very frustrated even though people would not be able to see it from him because Byun soo was good at hiding his feelings.but in the depths of his heart he wanted to cry and scream so badly to let go of all the burdens of his life.

Last night until the time kept turning and night had come back he kept thinking and kept weighing which option would he choose? he also continued to strengthen his heart so as not to waver with the choices he had set, he said, after making up his resolve, he was ready to express all his heart's wishes to his family and ask for blessing and permission for the freedom of life he had chosen and had thought out.

Just before dinner, Byun Soo expressed all his heart's wishes, he also told that he was tried by Ceo related to the scandal that was happening to him, he said, then Ceo gives her two choices between her career or the girl she loves. here too Byun soo just dared to tell his closeness to a veiled girl and he also admitted to his family that he had fallen in love with the veiled girl.after telling everything the atmosphere became silent for a moment until finally, Jung Eung started talking to melt the atmosphere.

"Then, what's your decision now? What are you gonna do?"

"I'm tired of living my life now Mom, I want to end it all and start a new life, I want to resign from the entertainment world and choose to live happily with the girl I like. I want to live in Indonesia and become an Indonesian citizen (WNI), and for a long time I want to change my faith, I am very interested in Islam I want to embrace Islam as my religion" lirih Byun soo while looking down full of appreciation

Byun Soo's sentence suddenly drew the anger of his family, not because they don't agree that Byun soo is married to Ayiswa but they strongly object that Byun soo must change his belief that he is still a baby who is passed down from his family ancestors to his parents this now.

"Why should you change your faith? if that girl loves you why doesn't she change her faith to embrace our religion?" ask Jung eun

"That can't be ma'am, she's a girl who's devout in her religion, she won't change her beliefs, she's not, anyway, I've studied his religion a little bit and there I found many truths that I didn't find in other religions, and it made me more interested in embracing Islam"

"Whatever your reasons I disagree if you want to change your beliefs then you go to Indonesia and live there,You were raised from childhood with great affection then why do you want to leave mother now? Do you know why your brother Hyun bin still lives here even though he has a family and has a child when he can also afford to buy his own house for him to live with his children and wife?" ask Jung Min's mom in a loud voice

Byun-soo then shook his head in ignorance.

"That's because I want my kids to keep mom and dad company until we die, but now what are you going to do? You'd rather go just to chase the girl you love" her mother said sadly

"But ma'am, even a little bit of my intention to leave mom, please understand my situation now, it will be difficult for me to stay here ma'am"

"Do you want to be the son of the ungodly who opposes your parents? Because you're going to change your faith just because of the girl you like to follow?"

"It's not that ma'am, he was just an intermediary who introduced me to Islam, my desire to convert to Islam really came from my heart, it was my own desire without being questioned by the girl, she said,without any coercion from anyone, because after I read his book there are many logical things that come into my mind because his book is really derived from the Catholic not man-made"

Byun soo then invited his family to think logically according to Islamic aqidah about the human mind that is obliged to believe the existence of the Catholic by explaining a little knowledge of Islam that he knew from the Quran given by mang Udin to him.

Because the true catholic must be azali (no beginning and no end), obligatory form (compulsory), does not resemble creatures of his creation, nor children and children,because his nature as a creator ensures that he is not a creature.It is also certain that he is absolute, because everything rests on his form or existence to him, while he does not lean on anything.

The proof that everything must be a creator who creates what can be reached by human reason is divided into three elements, namely al insan (human), al kaun (life), and others, and al bios (universe) these three elements are limited, weak, all lacking and need each other to the other.if we look at everything that is limited it can be concluded that it is not azali, it is not, because the true Catholic is azali.

For example, now we see a religion that worships idols, can it be called azali? though he was created by the hands of humans who actually can not benefit anything to those who worship him.then let's look again at other religions that explain that God is born.

That means their god needs other creatures to meet his nau gharizatun (the instinct to preserve the offspring), and who need each other is called a creature not called the khalik who does not need it all, he said, and the only god of all religions on this earth, only the god described by Islam qualifies as a supreme god who is pure and obligatory. that is the explanation of the Catholic in Islam.

Why then should we believe in God as the most god? it has also been explained in the verses of the Quran revealed by Allah to the prophet Muhammad about 1400 years ago for example in the letter of Al Baqarah verse 164 which means.

"Verily, in the creation of the heavens and the earth, the alternation of night and day, the ship that sails in the sea with (the cargo) which benefits man, what Allah sent down from the heavens in the form of water, then with it lived the earth after death (dry), and he scattered in it various animals, and the controlled range of winds and clouds between heaven and earth (all of them) really, really,it is a sign (god's greatness) to those who understand"

From all the explanations that exist Allah revealed again the letter of the Qurqon verse three which means.

Then from the explanation and the verses described why we still hesitate to believe in God?

"Stop all your rant Byun soo! I don't want to hear anything, mom doesn't want you to leave mom just because she wants you to change religion, mom doesn't agree" Jung eun said

"But my decision is already round ma'am, I still want to pursue my love and I will remain a convert" Byun soo's determination remains in his stance

Of course it makes his mother very angry finally with full emotion bu Jung min yelled at Byun soo.

"If that's what you want, yes, from this moment on let's just say that mom is dead, you never see mom and dad again, because the name has already been scribbled from our family list, so, so, Go now, never step on your feet here again" said Jung min

At once Byun Soo immediately prostrated himself on his mother's feet while asking him to retract the speech because Byun pretentiously did not want his name removed from the family list.

"I beg you, ma'am, don't do this to me, I love mom and dad so much, I can't lose you guys" Byun soo said with a clear grain that began to wet his cheeks.

Bu Jung eung then pushed him, and continued to drive him away to leave immediately, Hyun bin who saw that then persuaded his mother to retract his words, saying that, but his mother's heart was already hurt and disappointed at the decision of his youngest son who suddenly denied it even though as long as Byun soo always obeyed what his mother said, his mother said,but because he prefers the girl he becomes impressed to defy his mother, whereas Byun soo himself does not want it all to happen.

"Mom, please ma'am, pull back my mother's words, maybe Byun soo's mind is in a state of turmoil right now so she can't think clearly, so please don't push her away" Hyun bin defended his sister by asking for his mother's mercy while prostrating himself on his mother's feet

"Stop Hyun bin!! Are you also going to be a dissident like your sister? Do you want me to push out too?" his mother snapped at Hyun Bin

Byun soo then glanced at her brother, with a sad look she then said softly.

"Sister, you don't defend me, I'm fine if you have to be expelled by mother because mother can't accept my decision, please take care of mom and dad for me sister, I love you all, I love you all,I'm going to go brother"

Hyun Bin hugged his sister while crying sadly.

"Byun soo, you are my beloved sister, I beg you not to go lower your ego, yield to mother, please" Hyun bin persuaded

"Sorry brother, I can't" said Byun soo then he stood up and left

Seeing that little Junno immediately ran Byun soo's collar and hugged her while crying.

"Uncle, don't go!! I want to play with you, please uncle, don't go!" the Pinta Junno

Byun soo squatted down to balance his height with the two-year-old, stroking Junno's hair gently while looking at him deeply, the thin smile began to appear on the corner of Byun soo's lips then he said.

"Junno, please take care of grandma and grandpa for uncle because uncle will go to far away, be your good uncle dear son"

Byun soo then hugged the small body and then he left everything with a sad feeling, Junno immediately cried hysterically, his mother immediately held and hugged Junno.

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