BEAUTIFUL MAN IT JODOHKU (New Version)
A sacrifice that feels in vain

After last night held his last concert, the next morning Byun soo packed the items he would bring to Indonesia. after everything was finished put in the suitcase suddenly his eyes shifted on Youri clothes that missed in the apartment. Byun soo then tried to call Youri's phone number but like yesterday-youri's number still can not be contacted as well because the number is not active.

"Noona, where the hell is it? Is the number always inactive? I just want to get back in Hulff's clothes,,,!! He never changes always disappears without news" muttered Byun soo

Then Byun soo decides to return Youri's clothes through shipping services only because Byun soo will not be able to come to Youri's house. After all, Byun soo goes to her parents' house because it will be goodbye.

The Park Jun Gyu family residence

After arriving at his parents' house Byun Soo went straight inside and met his parents who were sitting on a sofa, in the family room while watching television.

"Mother, Father," Sapa Byun soo with an awkward feeling

His father and mother immediately glanced at the source of the voice and when they found out who called him Byun soo, their faces immediately changed, they immediately showed dislike for the presence of Byun soo at his home.

"Well what else did you come here? We are no longer willing to see you" said Jun Gyu

Byun Soo immediately looked down sad to hear the words of the father's ketus. he did not expect after a few days it turns out both parents are still angry at him.then he prostrated on both his parents while continuing to say sorry because of his decision they became angry at Byun soo.

"I'm sorry Daddy, Mom, for making you angry, please understand my situation" Byun soo said

Byun Soo then told me that he had officially resigned from the entertainment world, so his arrival this time was just to say goodbye because he was going to Indonesia.

"Who cares about you, you want to go wherever we don't care, just go there and never set foot here again" said the father

To make Byun soo's heart worse but his intention and determination were round so that still could not shake his intention.then Byun soo gave a large brown envelope to both parents while saying with ogre.

"Dad, Mom, this is the home certificate I just bought and there's a little savings here, it's for you as my last gift even though I know it won't be worth what you've been giving me all along"

"We don't need this just take it for you" said Bu jung eun, throwing the envelope on Byun Soo's face.

Byun soo did not dodge, he just continued to sit on the floor near his parents while closing his eyes and trying to catch the envelope, after that he looked at his parents while keeping the envelope back on his desk and said.

"I wouldn't be angry at Mom and Dad's treatment of me if it would make you forgive me, whether you would accept or not this last gift of mine, it's up to Mom and Dad that I'm sure I'll keep giving this to Mom and Dad. and this is the address of the orphanage that I will probably visit often in Indonesia even though I will not live there. So if you are not angry with me anymore, come visit me here" said Byun soo while giving an envelope and a piece of paper approved address orphanage in Indonesia.

After that he left both his parents with a very deep sadness.After the departure of Byun soo, his mother could not stop crying because actually his little heart was very unwilling to let his youngest son go, mr. Jun Gyu comforted his grieving wife.

But suddenly Bu Jung eung felt his chest was very tight as if he had been crushed by something very heavy, he continued to grimace in pain until master Jun Gyu called his eldest son Hyun bin in the room to help him take his wife to the hospital.

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While Byun Soo continues his journey to the airport because today he will go to Indonesia, but along the way why does his feeling even more unpleasant? But he kept dismissing everything and sticking to his stance.

Indonesia, Sukarno Hatta Airport

Arriving at Sukarno Hatta Airport, Byun soo immediately searched for a taxi and asked his driver to drive him to find a hotel for him to stay temporarily, before he finally got the house he would live in.

Hotel

Arriving at the hotel room he ordered, he immediately threw his body on the soft and soft bed to just unwind because it had gone through a long journey. for a moment he closed his eyes to calm his still-clumsy soul and then he woke up and grabbed a cell phone in his small bag.

He then made a video call to Ayiswa's number, and before long the beautiful girl wrapped in a veil raised a call from Byun soo.

"Assalammualaikum, hello bang how are you" said a greeting from Ayiswa to Byun soo

"Hello Ayiswa, how are you doing?"

"Alhamdulilah, I'm also good, bang Byun where are you going to call again? Eeemm,,, Bbang Byun's busy, huh?"

"Oh yeah, lately I've been busy but maybe in the future I will have a lot of free time" replied Byun soo

"Emang why? Tumben bang Byun has a lot of free time?" ask Ayiswa who quet because even though now the phone is good still he never followed the development of the virtual world.

Byun soo just crunched the knot because he understood the nudity of the girl he loved so much.Let Ayiswa not know what had happened to him, he said, all he wants is to make Ayiswa keep smiling and always happy without having Ayiswa know the difficulties for the sake of the difficulties they experienced.

The next morning, Byun-soo goes to see Umi because she will ask Umi for permission to apply for Ayiswa, after the stale base asked the news and so Byun soo then began to express his heart to Umi.

"Umi, actually my arrival this time wants to talk about serious things about Ayiswa" said Byun soo opened serious talks

"What do you want to talk about him?" umi asked with a friendly smile that adorned her lips

"I,, love Ayiswa, and I, want to be serious with Ayiswa, I want to marry her Umi" said Byun soo, looking down

Inadvertently Ayiswa who just came out of his room heard the talk of Umi and Byun soo, he who was very surprised at Byun soo's statement immediately hid his body behind the wall so as not to be caught with Umi and Byun soo

"Am I not wrong, bang Byun loves me and he wants to be serious with me?" batin Ayiswa did not believe what he heard

Out of curiosity he then eavesdropped back on the conversation of Byun soo and Umi.Umi who felt shocked by Byun soo's statement then smiled kindly while saying.

"Byun soo, you know that Ayiswa is a Muslim who obeys his religion"

Byun soo then nodded then Umi continued her sentence.

"A Muslim woman is not allowed to marry a non-Muslim man"

"Yes I understand about it umi,," not finished yet Byun soo finished his sentence Umi had cut off his conversation

"If you are good, please do not take him from his religion, if you marry and then you have children how will your children be? They must be confused about what religion to follow? because both of his parents adhere to different religions" said Umi

"Yes that's exactly what I want, "before Byun soo finishes his sentence again Umi cuts the sentence

"I'm sorry Umi Byun soo, not Umi is unhappy with you but don't confuse Ayiswa and your children later if you get married, this is strictly forbidden by God. so forgive Umi can not allow you to marry Ayiswa, you are more suitable to be a brother and sister than to be a husband and wife,Ayiswa is a righteous girl so she deserves a priest candidate who can take her to heaven, Can you do that Byun soo?" umi said firmly

Like being struck by lightning in the middle of a hole, that's what Byun sok feels today, his heart has been crumbling and broken when blessing is still not on his side even though Byun soo has sacrificed everything, his career, his, his property, his family who had crossed his name on the family register and the intention to propose to Ayiswa was rejected outright by Umi without giving him a chance to talk.

Though Byun soo wants to tell Umi if he wants to become a convert but does not know how to, but does not know how to, he planned to ask Umi this but Byun soo was not given a chance to talk because Umi continued to cut off his conversation without giving him the opportunity to express his desire to become a convert.

And it made him more and more insecure, ngedrof and his guts increasingly shriveled to talk about it again, finally he could only bow down sadly without being able to say anything more after Umi refused his application to Ayiswa. Byun soo was getting less powerful to stay there, his eyes were getting worse and less because he kept pressing the injured battery.

Then he lifted his face and as much as possible smiled at Umi even though his heart could no longer be heard.he then said even though the sentence was very difficult to say from his lips that felt very confused.

"Well, if it wants Umi, I will accept it, I will be a good sister to Ayiswa, I promise that, thanks Umi can still accept me even though I am only a sister to Ayiswa, I will be a good sister to Ayiswa, thanks Umi, I want to go home first"

Unable to hold back the tears that almost spilled it Byun soo then immediately left before finally the cry exploded because it was unbearable again.

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