BEAUTIFUL MAN IT JODOHKU (New Version)
Baffled
After Youri came home, Rayyan sat on the floor leaning against the sofa, he kept daydreaming about all the problems that were now plaguing his life.Many questions that continued to occupy his mind but there was nothing he could answer and it made Rayyan so frustrated he then sat up straight while looking down and ruffling her hair in annoyance.
"Aaaahhhhk !! Why should I make this fatal mistake anyway?" grunts annoyed
Rayyan then turned back her memory on the incident that night but as hard as she remembered still she could not remember anything it made her even more desperate. then his mind shifted to the events of yesterday-yesterday while in Youri's apartment to cause many more questions in his mind.
Is it true that the baby that Noona conceived was my flesh blood? Is it possible that she was setting me up for responsibility when she was pregnant by another man? But why is she so sure that the baby is my son? If that isn't my son why does he look so desperate when I refuse to take responsibility? If it's not my son why is he so desperate to end his life because I don't want to acknowledge the baby as my son? If the baby is not my son then why did he immediately agree to a DNA test, should he refuse because he would be caught lying?.
"Oh Allah, am I really in a forbidden relationship? If that really happened then what about Ayiswa? He must be very angry with this stupid mistake I've made" Rayyan said with a very frustrated look
"I shouldn't have had a drink with noona that night, maybe none of this would have happened" Rayyan grumbled to herself, beating her head.
"Yeahhhkk,,,!!" rayyan shouted as she poured out all the resentment in her heart
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Early in the morning Rayyan was in front of the house of the old man because he needed enlightenment to deal with the problem. but he hesitated to knock on the door because his heart was so ashamed that he married Ayiswa in such a humiliating way.Rayyan then gathered all his courage to knock on the door but suddenly the door opened because he wanted to get out of the house.
"Rayyan ?!" murmured sir full of questions
"Assalammualaikum sir" said Rayyan's greeting while kissing the middle-aged man's hand
"Waalaikummusalam, Rayyan what exactly has happened? Why is that woman holding you accountable? Who her? What about Ayiswa? And you went missing kamana these few days?"
Mr. Ustad immediately stuffed Rayyan with a lot of questions to make him confused to answer which one used to be. But instead he answered Rayyan instead rested on the ustad while crying a mouthful.
"Oustad, help me, I don't know what to do? Here I have no one else who can help me, please help me Mr. Ustad" Rayyan pleaded solemnly.
Ustad then told Rayyan to stand up. Then Mr. Ustad told Rayyan to go into the house and sit on the sofa. after Rayyan had calmed down a little, he asked her to tell him everything from the beginning.Rayyan then told me about who Youri was and what happened that night when she was very frustrated with the problems that were not stopping.
"Like that sir, the incident. now I'm confused what to do? I've been really not strong with all this" Rayyan said
"Are you really doing Rayyan's forbidden relationship?" ask seriously
"I don't know sir, I don't remember anything but my heart has always rejected all of that, as if it were just a slander. but on the other hand I was in a dilemma because of his sincerity and noona Youri's behavior always convinced me as if what he said was true, as if the baby he contained was my flesh and blood" Rayyan replied with teary eyes
"You must pray Rayyan, remain patient and continue to seek the truth" said Mr. Ustad
"When should I be patient? My patience has run out sir, but God's help has not come, I am very disappointed in him, he does not want to help me to be free from this burden" Rayyan said in despair
"You must not su'udhzan Allah, do not wish Allah because Allah is in accordance with the prejudice of his servant"
From Abu Hurairah RA, he said, 'God has said "I am as my servant preached to me. I am with him if he prays to me" H. R. Muslim 4832,4851, Tirmidhi 3527 and Ahmad 7115
"Allah has also said in the letter of Al Baqarah verse 214 which means"
_Do you think that you will go to heaven, but have not come to you (trial) like the (experiencing) people before you. They were afflicted with misery, suffering and shaken (with trials), so the Apostle and the believers with him said, "When will the help of Allah come?" Remember, Allah's help is near
"So you remain patient and intensify your duty so that despair does not come to your heart, repent immediately for the sin you have made by repenting nasuha and promise you will not do it again" said Mr. Ustad gave a warning to Rayyan
"Yes sir, I promise to repent.but what about Ayiswa? He must be very sad, hurt, disappointed, angry, and maybe he'll hate me for this matter"
"Listen Rayyan, mate, mate,death and sustenance are in the hands of Allah.So leave everything to Allah because he who knows what is best for you.If Ayiswa is your soul mate then ask Allah to continue to be close to him despite how heavy it is even the trials that befall your love, and if Ayiswa is not your match, then ask to be kept away from Ayiswa.as well as ask God to remove the feeling of love in your heart against Ayiswa, verily, Allah is the One who turns back the hearts of men"
"Well, I'll do that, thank you for enlightening me, now, my heart is a little calmer"
Mr. Ustad nodded with a smile and patted Rayyan on the shoulder, after which he bailed home.
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Rayyan still feels guilty for Ayiswa because it makes her embarrassed and hurt for the failure of their marriage.it makes Rayyan want to see Ayiswa and apologize to him and Rayyan decides to come to the orphanage to meet Ayiswa.
Orphanage,,,, the,,,
Ayiswa sat dumbstruck like a man who lost his way while staring out the window of his room with a blank look.His mind continues to drift n'tah kamana go? Both of his eyes look as if he was crying.Yes, that's how he is now, he still likes to cry if the series of events on the day of his failed marriage disturbs his mind again.
How not, she cried constantly, she said, Ayiswa is an innocent girl who is new to love but when her love will be united in a sacred bond in fact she is betrayed by the person she loves very much, and of course it leaves a very deep trauma and the gaping wound on the innocent girl.
Umi can only continue to entertain him and continue to pray that the smile can be brought back again Ayiswa even though it might be very difficult for Ayiswa.
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Outside the mang Udin was sitting relaxed while enjoying a cup of hot coffee, but the atmosphere changed when Rayyan suddenly came to the store.
"Assalammualad"
"Your waalaikum,, salam" answered the choked prayer when he saw the salutation
Instantly his gaze became riled up to see Rayyan who came. with a faint tone then Mang Udin said.
"Still dare you yes, show your nose rod here.Why else are you here? Fuck up! not shameless"
"Mang, I'm sorry, I know you're very angry with me but please, please forgive me and please let me see Ayiswa. I want to apologize to her" Rayyan pleaded solemnly
"What?! Still dare you ask to see Ayiswa after you hurt her? Just yummy! Mamang won't let that happen, your presence only makes a wound for Ayiswa"
said mang Udin with ketus
"That's exactly why, I want to apologize to Ayiswa so that she doesn't get hurt more, please allow me to meet Ayiswa mang"
Still, Udin mang did not want to give him permission eventually Rayyan was expelled while being pushed by the Udin mang until he shuffled backwards.not give up until there Rayyan and tried to break into the house but the Udin mang was not staying silent, he kept Rayyan from entering the house.
"Ayiswa! I know you're in the house, please come out Ayiswa! I want to talk to you, Ayiswaaa,,,! yahoo,,,!" rayyan yelled many times to be heard by Ayiswa because she could not enter because the Udin mang kept holding her back.
Ayiswa who heard the noise outside the house and then came out of her room and peeked behind the window saw Udin and Rayyan were pulling and pushing.
"Bang Rayyan" murmured Ayiswa made her shed her tears again because there was still love in Ayiswa's heart for Rayyan but she had to bury her love deeply because fate was not in their favor.
"Go from here, don't ever show your nose here again!!" snapping mang udin with a high voice tone
Rayyan who did not want to leave before meeting Ayiswa finally prostrated herself on the legs of the Udin mang so that she would allow her to meet Ayiswa. but the anger of the Udin mang was so high that he finally continued to drag the small and thin body away from the house, Rayyan was pushed out the gate of the home. mang Udin immediately locked the gate so that Rayyan could not enter again. finally with a sad feeling, disappointed and destroyed Rayyan went home.
Next,,,, the,,,,