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Like a boat sailing by sea
I will continue to sail to the pier of your heart
Even though I have to hit the waves and the storm
Who keeps raining down my heart's boat,
Which might scar my fragile heart
But I won't stop there,
As long as that hope exists,
As long as that belief remains
I will keep fighting
Though sometimes doubt gnaws at my heart to give up
But then again, it will not be able to extinguish my love that has been beautifully imprinted on the bottom of my deepest heart.
For only to you shall I lay my soul, this,,, this,,,,
For to you is the place where my heart is anchored, this,,,
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Rayyan continued to move her legs with a sham, although sadness has now become her true friend but she still continues to try to arrange her heart not to give up, even though many times hit by unbridled grief, but she still tried to keep her heart in order to not give up,but he was determined not to give up until finally his own destiny line would end all this.
Time has now passed and the sun has now begun to sink, replaced by a night that begins to show the light of the moon that shines bright.Rayyan still continues to walk without direction and purpose. his mind continued to drift indistinctly with a feeling of sadness that continued to decorate his days, until suddenly Rayyan stopped her steps when she heard a voice.
Crutches,,
Crutches,,
Rayyan then looked down while staring at his stomach which began to rumble because he asked to be filled by his siaspunya. Rayyan then put her lips together while snorting.
"Maybe this stomach ask to be filled when I am sad and not in this mood" Rayyan murmured
Then he reached into his pants pocket and took out the empty contents and there was no contents at all.
"My whole life, only this time I don't have a penny" Rayyan complained
Then he stepped back, but just a few steps walk, suddenly Rayyan drooped unconscious.he just lay on the side of the road. several people passing by started to approach him and ask each other questions.
Who her?
Why her?
Finally there was a crowd at that place but no one dared to touch it yet.so soon, no matter how long,ustad who just returned home preaching while driving his own car parked his car aside out of curiosity and then went down to see the crowd.
As he began to recognize the person lying just by the side of the road then he muttered anxiously.
"Rayyan?! Why did you faint on the side of the gini street anyway?"
Mr. Ustad then told people to help lift Rayyan's body into the car after that sir ustad took her home. arriving at home he then put Rayyan to bed and he was immediately given first aid to quickly realize because from then he had not been aware as well.
Before long Rayyan slowly began to open her eyes, Rayyan then sat down while holding her head that felt dizzy and her face that still looks pale.
"Rayyan, why did you faint on the side of the road? Are you sick again?" ask ustad worried
Rayyan then shook her head while looking at the old man.
"Then, then why did you faint?"
Rayyan then smiled while scratching her head that did not itch.
"I'm hungry" Rayyan replied blushing
"Astagfirullahaladzim, Rayyaaan,,! If you want to eat why not ask father or mother, the mother every day cook so there must be food every day"
"I don't want to continue to take care of my father and mother" said Rayyan sungkan
Mr. Ustad then called his wife to prepare food for Rayyan, after that he was told to eat, because he was very hungry finally he ate with greed while Mr. Ustad and his wife just looked at it.
"How many days have you not eaten?" ask Mr. Ustad who saw Rayyan as not eating a few days so he was greedy to eat the food served by the wife of Mr. Ustad.
"I forgot, because of this problem, I have no appetite" Rayyan replied with a full mouthful of food
Mr. Ustad then smiled while saying in his heart.
"Ngga tastes like eating ko, eating it really well"
Since then his wife pak ustad so often nganterin food to Rayyan's house because they know what Rayyan's condition now like?. feel bad with them finally Rayyan looking for a job to support himself. but it turns out that looking for a job is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.he has gone to all places and applied for jobs here and there but no one who accepted him to work.
Until ba'da isya Rayyan still continues to walk until one day when he passes a person
a street busker who wishes him the generous sustenance of a benefactor only to give him the pennies for his meal today. Rayyan just kept passing through the busker until she stopped her steps because the street busker invited her to talk.
"Sir, please give me money from morning I have not eaten and until now no one has given me money" the busker said
Rayyan then turned her body back to stare at the busker.
"God! You think from this morning I was here and there looking for a job because what try? Yes, because I also want money to buy food, but what? From morning until now no one has given me work.lagian ugly and raucous voice that is also very maxain for singing how people want to give you money if that is the story that there are people even escape the horror" ketus Rayyan with his face julid
Hearing the thud from Rayyan, the young busker immediately rose in blood.
"Damn lo! Not only do I give you money instead do me, just say if you also do not have money, base kere!!" grumbled the pester
Rayyan then sneered, making the busker more upset then he stood up and wanted to nampol Rayyan face with his ukulele.Syyan swiftly managed to deflect the blow and then he snatched the ukulele while saying.
"Let me sing I can also play ukulele while singing,lo the mintain money on people"
The busker who was angry immediately fluttered to hear that, he was curious about Rayyan's voice. eventually the busker let Rayyan sing.Rayyan began plucking his ukulele strings with his fingers are pliable and beautiful.
Jreng, sir,,
Jreng, sir,,
After the intro, she began singing a song by Danna paola and the New Hape club called Know me to well. the song sung by Rayyan began to steal the attention of road users because of the golden sound, ukulele and also the person who sings it is very handsome and cute to make them want to watch the show from Rayyan. while the busker was busy mintain money on them.
Among those who capture this moment by taking pictures and making videos, Rayyan who was very fond of every verse of his song did not realize that they took photos and videos from him. the song was finally finished by Rayyan.
"Well! So it used to be a song from us, thanks to all" said Rayyan ended the song
Because they still wanted to hear Rayyan sing they finally asked her to sing again, and the busker immediately agreed on the condition that they all have to give more money to the buskers and Rayyan. after singing a few more songs all finally disbanded.
But Rayyan seemed to sit in a doldrums after singing while the busker was busy counting the coins and coins obtained with a happy smile, because only this time he got this much money from the results of his snack.
"Crazy, bro! You really bring hockey, we can eat good! Today" said the busker as he occasionally glanced at Rayyan and continued to clear his money
"Brothers! You don't have to find work, mending ngamen just like me, nih! see a lot of money but not until half an hour you sing but the money is already a lot of gini, try to imagine if we snack all day and every day must be a lot of money that we can, we can,you say yes to me" the busker asked
Rayyan moved from his seat and said "Sorry, I'm not interested in your offer, I don't want to deal anymore with the entertainment world.has now mending we find a lo meal that pay me"
Rayyan then walked away which was soon followed by the busker.
"Oh! so you used to be a singer, huh? Why did you quit the entertainment world?" ask the waiter curious
"Gue didn't want to tell you the same story" Rayyan said, walking on and without seeing the busker
They finally ate at a warteg on the side of the road. after finishing Rayyan say goodbye to the beggar.but he stopped Rayyan's steps and approached him.
"Brothers! Wait up!"
"What else?"
"Gue is not a maruk person, make us ngamen together so the result should also be divided into two dong, nih! take the money, try your hand, two hands yes, this is a lot of money!" said the busker
Rayyan then thrust both hands with raised as high as his face.he slightly gasped when he saw the fingers of Rayyan's hand that was like a woman. Then the busker gave the banknote with a nominal of two thousand, then the busker gave the banknote with a nominal of two thousand, five thousand and coins with a nominal thousand and five hundred rupiah.Rayyan gawked at the money.
"I used to perform once I paid tens of millions now I paid with coins and dimeham gini.hulffh,,,! Thank you for Ayiswa, Alhamdulillah" Rayyan's mind.
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The next day he applied for another job, happened to be in a famous restaurant and quite large is opening vacancies for waitress and waiter. he then tried to apply there and he was immediately accepted as a waiter and could work today as well.he and others began working to serve buyers who visited the restaurant.
"Rayyan, How? Are all customers treated? If I'm the one over there already" asked his co-worker Rayyan
"Yes" answered Rayyan
As they were standing near the cashier while waiting for customers to come.Suddenly Rayyan's phone rang. Rayyan who is daydreaming does not ng'eh if the phone sounds.
"Eh! Rayyan is your phone sounds" said Rayyan's co-worker, touching her shoulder to wake up the dreamy Rayyan.
"Eh! Yes what's wrong?" asked Rayyan
"Your phone sounds like that"
Rayyan then immediately picked up her phone call which turned out to be a phone call from Youri.
๐Hello,Noona! What's the matter calling me?
๐Where are you? Quickly come to my apartment right now.today I have a schedule check gynecologist, I want you to me to see a doctor
Hearing that Rayyan immediately threw out her breath violently and lazily.
Hulffh,,, uh,,,
"I forgot that now I am bound by a covenant with Youri" Rayyan's inner self with her pouting face
๐Iya later I will anterin to the doctor.but now I can not. I started working again and today was my first day of work so I couldn't have asked for permission on my first day of work
๐Oh! You started working again, Where do you work?
๐A restaurant, I become waiter.so at most later return to work new can do it
๐Yes, send the address where you work, I'll pick you up
๐Iya
The phone call was over. Not until one hour they call suddenly Youri has appeared in the restaurant. Rayyan who saw his arrival immediately approached him.
"And I said I'd come home from work why have you come?" rayyan asked looking frustrated facing Youri
"Please, I won't bother you. Now call your boss in front of me"
"What are you doing? You don't look for this sensation not the entertainment world"
"Rayyan! You don't have to worry that I won't make things difficult for you" Youri said
Finally Rayyan called his Boss. After that his Boss immediately met Youri. he immediately asked, What's calling him?.Youri then replied.
"I want to book this place, I'll buy all the food here so how much do I have to pay for all that?"
"Lying boss, lying he's just kidding" Rayyan said
"Noona, what do you mean do this?" rayyan whispered
"I want you to take me to the doctor right now" Youri said
"You don't listen to him because I'm going to book this place and buy all the food but on the condition that this restaurant has to close early because I want the staff to go home early" Youri said
Of course, the boss complied with Youri's wishes because money was more important to him.Youri then paid the cost and then he took Rayyan away.
"But lady, what about the food you ordered?" ask the boss because he is confused to why Youri's pesenan
"I'll pay for it so whatever you want to eat, I don't need it I just want Rayyan to come home quickly" Youri replied
Actually Rayyan was very embarrassed by Youri's behavior but what could she do? because money can act as the owner wishes. Rayyan and Youri go to the doctor.
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