
After taking care of Youri's funeral, Rayyan returns to the hospital because she wants to see her baby.even though she can't enter the room carelessly NICU.Rayyan can only see Baby Zayn in the window. The tiny baby appears to be sleeping in an incubator tube.His tiny hands and feet, sometimes seem to squirm and it looks very adorable.
"Baby Zayn, are you really my son? Your mother is now dead and you are now struggling to survive, Will I have the heart to do a DNA test on that tiny innocent baby? What if the results show that you're not my son? Am I going to leave you alone? Or should I send you to the orphanage? hulffh, "raged Rayyan while exhaling a rough breath
His heart was now filled with confusion again.he did not know what to argue with the tiny baby? And he doesn't know what to do with the baby?.
"If I leave him, then it turns out that he is really my flesh and blood, will there be no regret in me for throwing it away? Shouldn't I do that DNA test? Huuh,,,!! I'm confused"
Rayyan thought for a moment and pondered about what would be done in the future?.Rayyan then sighed.
"How could I leave that little baby alone, I wouldn't have the heart to see him alone.I'd better not have to do a DNA test.From today on, I will accept his presence as my son, I will accept him as my son, no matter me or any other man who is Baby Zayn's biological father, I will still accept it, love him wholeheartedly and raise him" Rayyan murmured
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After work Rayyan came back to the hospital and he immediately saw the Doctor who treated Baby Zayn because he wanted to know what Baby Zayn's condition was like now?.The doctor immediately explained that Baby Zayn's weight was 2 kilos 4 ounces. and he has been allowed to go home but still he still needs special attention so that growth is good and because babies born prematurely can experience many health problems and can experience sudden death so he should really be noticed.
"Keep, what should I do to Baby Zayn?" ask Rayyan
"You should always pay attention to nutrition and nutrition by feeding regularly and should give breast milk (Maternal milk) exclusively for 6 months, "has not finished the sentence the doctor Rayyan has cut it
"How can Baby Zayn get exclusive breast milk for 6 months, is his mother dead?" rayyan asked confused
"You don't worry, this hospital provides exclusive breast MILK because it is here to accommodate Asi from a mother who has the advantages of ASi and wants to donate her breast milk to babies in need" replied the doctor
Rayyan nodded and asked again, What else should he do, and the Doctor replied that Rayyan had to do the kangaroo method to stimulate the growth and development of Baby Zayn.
"How's Doc doing?"
"The way to put Baby Zayn's body in your shirt, carry him on his stomach, stick his phone in your chest, let his skin come into contact with your skin, let him listen to the rhythm of your heartbeat"
Rayyan then nodded in understanding, because Baby Zayn was allowed to go home, that afternoon Rayyan also immediately took him home.
Rayyan's House
Rayyan had just arrived at her house, she immediately sat on the sofa and then she looked at the tiny baby who was still in her arms.It seems Baby Zayn was happy to be in the warm embrace of Rayyan's body, Rayyan,it was seen from the face of Baby Zayn who looked radiant.
"What should I do to you Baby Zayn?" rayyan asked confusedly to the baby but perhaps the baby would not be able to answer Rayyan's question because she was still a child and did not understand what Rayyan said.
Still in confusion, Rayyan's inner can not be denied still curious about Baby Zayn's biological father even though he did not do a DNA test.and spontaneously just suddenly Rayyan's mouth said.
"Baby Zayn, are you really my flesh and blood? But, Why is my heart still doubtful even though I have seen you this close and carried you.If you are indeed my biological child I wish there was some kind of inner bond between you and me, but why can't I feel that?"
Rayyan then fell silent while staring at the tiny baby.Suddenly Baby Zayn who was asleep suddenly cried with his voice that shrieked the ears.
Owa,, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon,,,!!
Rayyan began to panic because she did not know how to silence the crying baby.
"Duh! This way, the way it was invented, all this time I didn't know anything about babies" Rayyan muttered
"Cup,, cup, cup, baby, don't cry and I'm confused if you cry" Rayyan tried to silence Baby Zayn
"Oh! Maybe Baby Zayn, bedwetting or pup, let me check first"
He checked and it turned out Baby Zayn was not wetting or pup.
"ah! Maybe you'd like some milk, huh?"
Rayyan then opened the ASI box that he brought from the hospital, because the ASI was still cold after being inserted into the cooling kelem of the hospital so as not to quickly stale, because the ASI was still cold, he had to warm his breast milk first by soaking his milk bottle in hot water.Suddenly continue to hold Baby Zayn, Rayyan poured hot water from his dispenser, and, he looks very troubled because he holds Baby Zayn while pouring hot water a large bowl to soak a bottle of Saki, plus Baby Zayn does not want to stop crying.
After her breast milk began to drift a little later she gave milk using a bottle of milk.But her tiny mouth Baby Zayn continued to refuse the bottle. Rayyan has run out of sense to calm Baby Zayn who does not want to stop crying.
Owa,,, gibbons,, gibbons, gibbons, gibbons,,,!!
"Whouh!! What the hell do you want? I was confused" complained Rayyan
"Udah dong dear, do not cry anymore yes, dear son of a handsome father already diem yes, do not cry anymore" said Rayyan was frustrated with the cry of the tiny baby
Suddenly Baby Zayn was instantly speechless, the baby's witty eyes were staring at Rayyan's face, his gaze was like a dumb adult, Rayyan was staring at the little baby's face with confusion. Baby Zayn is crying again.
Owa, gibbons, gibbons, gibbons, gibbons,,!!
"To cry again! The darling? Cup, cup, cup, cup, already yes, don't cry anymore, Dad got confused!" rayyan said with a face that still looked frustrated
Suddenly Baby Zayn fell silent again, while looking at Rayyan's face with a look like a dumb adult again.
"What's wrong with Baby Zayn? Why is he always silent every time I talk, "the inner Rayyan deliberately hangs his sentence while thinking and examining what really happened.
Rayyan then frowned her eyebrows and then she brought her face closer to the tiny baby with an intense look. Baby Zayn who seemed to be able to catch Rayyan's gaze that intimidated him, then Baby Zayn frowned. Rayyan then moved her face away from the baby.
"Aren't you not my son, Baby Zayn?" rayyan asked intimidating the little baby
As if understanding Rayyan's words, Baby Zayn then cried again.
Owa, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon, gibbon,, gibbon,,,!!
"Ouch! Sayaaang,, Dad was just joking, you do not cry anymore yes, you do not worry you are really a real child Father ko, already yes do not cry again the favorite son of the most handsome father" said Rayyan, stroking Baby Zayn's cheek gently
And what's in the mind of a baby as tiny as Baby Zayn? After Rayyan said that, Baby Zayn suddenly went back to silence and did not cry anymore even from the tiny lips Baby Zayn looks a smile that expands.
Rayyan then smiled at the behavior of the tiny baby.
"Hahaha, now that I know, You want to be recognized by me and it turns out that you want to call me Father.ok, well you can call me Father" Rayyan said with a laugh
And again as if to understand Rayyan's words, Baby Zayn then smiled broadly like very happy.
"Eh! Wait a minute, are you able to yell at what I'm saying? Why is it that every time I say something that makes your heart happy you always smile?" rayyan asked the little baby
Baby Zayn then moved his head as if he was nodding to answer Rayyan's question.
"God willing, your magic back Baby Zayn.from today I have to be careful to talk before him, if the wrong talk Baby Zayn can be raging again" said Rayyan in his heart
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