BEAUTIFUL MAN IT JODOHKU (New Version)
" My future is threatened sir?? "

Ayiswa who saw there was a deep disappointment in the face of Byun soo, immediately ran out of the house to chase after Byun soo through the back door because he did not want Umi to know about it.while Byun sok continued to walk while looking down sad, his steps became even more shaky when feeling disappointed, while Byun sokok continued to walk, sad and completely broken continued to squeeze his chest to the chagrin of the wounded heart.

Suddenly in the middle of the road he knelt weakly while shouting disappointed and full of anger that had been detained earlier.

"Big,,,! Why is my life so messy like this? Why can't I be with Ayiswa? hiks, hiks, when I sacrificed everything, my treasure, my family did not even consider me anymore, but why is it so difficult for me to have Ayiswa"

Byun soo then cries sobbing when his sadness is already unbearable, while Ayiswa only sees him from afar because he does not yet have the courage to approach Byun soo.

"I never thought that Byun bang all this time really loved me? I think all this time he was just joking because he likes to joke, I was sad to see you like that, I'm sorry because of me, you've suffered like this" Ayiswa said sadly

"Taloo,,,! He said you were all helpers, but where did you help me? Whereaaa,,!! My life has been too ruined, I'm desperate that there's no hope left to me and then why did you let me live??" yelled Byun Soo again in anger

Then he clenched both his hands tightly and then he punched the road asphalt with all his strength, no matter if it had to hurt his hands until it was blisters and bloody he still continued to punch the road asphalt,even though it feels painful but it can not beat the pain in his heart that has been very destroyed.

Ayiswa who saw it immediately ran over to him then he squatted down and pulled the hand of Byun soo to stop him from injuring himself.

"Stop bang! You've been hurt because of this, your hands are bleeding" cried Ayiswa

Byun soo was stunned by surprise when suddenly there was Ayiswa in front of him while holding his hand.when he began to realize Ayiswa immediately took off Byun soo's hand while Byun soo immediately wiped his tears.

"Would you like to come here? Why did you stop me? Just leave me alone you don't have to care about me" asked Byun soo as he turned his face away from Ayiswa

"I know you're very disappointed with all this, I heard your conversation with Umi and I never thought that you'd like an ordinary girl like me all this time, I think all this time you were just joking with me, I should have realized from the beginning you couldn't take your time just to go back to Korea to Indonesia to meet me when you were very busy with your own world, I'm sorry bang, because I was never sensitive to you" Ayiswa said, staring sadly at Byun soo

Byun soo who had looked down and looked at Ayiswa's face with sadness then said.

"Do you know how I feel about you? But it's useless, there's no one who blesses our relationship. When I've sacrificed everything, I've got nothing left, my career's ruined, it's broken, I had also lost my family because of my intention to convert to Islam but they opposed it and immediately dropped my name from the family list.I felt all my sacrifices were in vain,so why do I continue to pursue my intention to convert to Islam if I still can't be with you"

"You must not say so bang, believe me, no sacrifice will be in vain if the intention in your heart is straight and true.if you really want to convert to Islam, convert to Islam because Allah Swt is not because you want to marry me. God willing if your intentions are right God will facilitate your good intentions bang Byun" said Ayiswa trying to convince Byun soo

"If I had set my intentions straight and I had converted to Islam, would you have accepted me as your husband?" asked Byun soo expectantly

Ayiswa then smiled behind her veil with shady eyes and full of sincerity.

"If you are destined to be my soul mate, no matter what happens I will always wait for you to ask me to bang" Ayiswa said

As Byun soo's wistful eyes turned to sparkle, he seemed to get a glimmer of hope from Ayiswa and it revived his desperate mood, Ayiswa was like a lamp that illuminated her in the dark until she could walk back straight.

"Thank you Ayiswa, you've given me hope again that has faded, I promise I will continue to fight without giving up, then what should I do now?" ask Byun soo

"Pargilah kemasjid, pray to Allah sincerely, God willing, God will give you the answer to your problem" said softly Ayiswa

Byun soo then nodded, then they started to stand back up, Ayiswa who saw Byun soo's hand was injured and then invited him to find a seat, Ayiswa, after meeting him, he went for a while to buy his wound medicine and plaster, while Byun-soo just sat there waiting for Ayiswa.

Before long he came back and treated Byun soo's wounds very carefully, while Byun soo just kept staring at the girl in front of him with a gaze full of admiration and love for Ayiswa.

"I'm done treating your wounds, next time I see you like this again don't expect you to see me again, because I'll be so angry if you vent your disappointment by hurting yourself" ayiswa

"Yes Ayiswa, I promise I won't be like this anymore" said Byun soo, smiling at Ayiswa

******

That night, until Byun soo in a mosque, he approached the terrace of the mosque with doubts while continuing to pay attention around the place, many worshipers who entered the mosque to perform prayers isya. Byun soo then sat on the floor without daring to go inside.

Before long the voice of the Adhan was reverberating the sign of having entered the prayer time isya, hearing the voice of the adhan, Byun soo's heart trembled back as he felt when he first set foot in the mosque when in Korea.

The pilgrims began to perform the isha prayer, too,after finishing one by one the worshipers came out of the mosque until the inside left only a few people who were in the middle of the pagoda.while Byun soo just continued to sit on the terrace while staring at the mosque while daydreaming.Up to a man the middle-aged sat beside Byun soo and greeted him.

"Assalammualaikum son! Why didn't you pray Isha?" ask the man who is often called Mr. Ustad

"I can't pray because I'm not a Muslim" said Byun soo

"Oh sorry, I thought you were a Muslim. Then what brings you to come to our place of worship?" ask ustad again

"There was a Muslim girl who told me to come here, she said that if I prayed sincerely to Allah then Allah would give answers and a way out of every problem of my life" said Byun soo

Mr. Ustad immediately smiled at Byun soo then pak ustad asked Byun soo to tell all the problems of his life to make him really desperate.finally Byun soo told all the problems of his life he also expressed his wishes to convert to Islam.Of course sir ustad welcome the wishes of Byun soo with pleasure.

"Now I'm confused where else to go? I don't know what else to do? I've completely lost my way" said Byun soo while looking down miserably

_And do not be (feeling) weak, and do not (after all) grieve because you are the highest (degree), if you are a believer_

Allah also said in the Quran at Repentance verse 40 which means

_Don't you grieve, God is always with us _

"Remember son, God will not burden a person but according to his ability, this verse is described in the letter Al baqarah verse 286"

Byun soo then nodded in understanding, then pak ustad invited Byun soo home because he would lead him to convert to Islam.in the house of pak ustad, Byun soo was given a change of clothes, fed and drank and he was also given a place to stay for a while because Byun soo will study Islam in pak ustad after he became a convert.

******

That morning, Mr. Ustad, his wife and Byun soo were in the dining room for breakfast,actually Byun soo was reluctant to take breakfast because he did not taste food but Mr. Ustad continued to force him to eat eventually he also took breakfast even though it was just a little and the food was just stirred doang.

"You must eat, not because you have a serious problem so you do not want to eat, God does not like his servant who likes to zolimize himself" he said to Byun soo

"Yes sir, I will eat it" said Byun soo even though his mouth was reluctant to enter the food but he was forced to eat also so as not to be reprimanded

"Today we will go to the mosque last night, I plan to make you a convert" said Mr. Ustad while eating his breakfast

"Yes sir"

"But before that you should know what the conditions of being a convert are like? one of the mandatory conditions for a male convert is to scream, Have you been circumcising?"

Byun soo immediately gawked cluelessly because the word sounded so foreign to him, even he himself did not know if he had said what yet?.

"What does that mean?" the question slid free from Byun soo's mouth innocently

"Are you seriously not sure what it is?" ask the old man in disbelief, an adult man like Byun soo does not understand the meaning of berkhitan

Byun soo then shook his head a sign he really did not know what it was?.

"How old are you right now" asked Mr. Ustad

"Twenty-nine know" replied Byun soo briefly

Ustad then shook his head in disbelief.

"Yes, let's go with my father in the room" asked Mr. Ustad

"Why what?" ask Byun soo curiously

"Make your mastiin circumcised yet?" replied sir, a little awkward

"Why should I be in the room? Why aren't you here?" ask Byun Soo, whose curiosity is getting higher

"Aren't you ashamed of mastiin here? Is there a mother?"

His wife was so awkward and embarrassed that she asked permission to leave because she did not want to interfere in the affairs of the two men.

"What's that scream?" ask Byun soo

"You got cut"

"What's cut" Byun soo still doesn't understand

"That got you cut"

Byun soo scratched his head that did not itch because he still did not understand what he meant. finally, he gestured by pointing to MR X. After that he only understood what sir ustad meant.Byun soo was immediately dumbfounded

while tightening both his thighs and legs then shuddered in horror.

"If so my future is threatened sir?" asked Byun soo in fear

"Yes nggalah it's good for your cleanliness and health, any cut not all ko, just a little, if cut all you can die" explained sir ustad

After hearing the explanation of sir, then Byun soo can breathe a little relieved.

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