
After reading the letter from Youri he then clucked, there was a regret that slipped into his heart. Why hasn't he read that letter before? If only he had read it a long time ago perhaps he would have already returned to Ayiswa by now.
"Ckck, even though Youri's lawyer has already given this letter. Why am I just reading now? I'm so sorry I never opened that box again. If only I had read it a long time ago maybe I had explained that all this happened is slander" complained Rayyan regretfully.
"Rayyan, do not regret what happened because this is the steadfastness of Allah (Qadla), instead you should be grateful that Allah has tested your love and Ayiswa with the presence of Baby Zayn, should you already know how deep and how sincere Ayiswa loves you? Now ask me, do you think Ayiswa can accept Baby Zayn as your child?" ask Mr. Marwa
"Yes, Ayiswa can accept Baby Zayn as my son from another woman. If he can't accept me and Baby Zayn for who he is, he should hate Baby Zayn and not bother saving Baby Zayn from the kidnapper" rayyan replied increasingly convinced of Ayiswa's sincerity.
"Well! So whatever has happened do not ever regret because this is a decree from God that you have to live" said Mr. Marwa then he explained about the chapter of qadla and qadar.
Before discussing at the core of the problem, we must understand first about qadla and qadar.Arti qadla in short is the destiny that has been determined by Allah and Qadar means a destiny that can still be changed.
And based on the previous theological firqah (the science that studies everything related to various beliefs), Judging from the actions of humans in the chapters of qadla and qadar are divided into three parts. The first one is the Sunnah expert so he will be picky about what is good and what is bad, so he will be picky about what is good, if it is good for him and it is in accordance with the hadith and the Qur'an, he will do so because man will be persecuted on the basis of his kasb.
The second is Mu'tazilah that Man himself created his deeds and he will be slaughtered by his deeds because he created them. The third is jabariyah, that is, Allah created the servant and his deeds.he 'Forced' to do his deeds and was not free to choose.
So in the actions of man here there is the light of Allah (Maha the power of Allah) that has been passed in Lauhul Mahfudz for example such as a mate, sustenance and death of a person has been written in Lauhul Mahfudz. But that is not necessarily all human actions have become the decree of God that has been written in Lauhul Mahfudz.
For example, when Rayyan chose to receive alcoholic beverages from Youri when in Islam it is not allowed, but he still accepted it means that this destiny is still in his control is not something that God stipulates in Lauhul Mahfudz. So he will be slaughtered for his choice, as the word of God in the letter of Al Muddassir verse 38 means.
"Every one is responsible for what he has done"
Based on the above example, it can be concluded that humans live in two areas. The first is "Area he controlled" which is this area is in the area of human power so he can choose his own actions. The second is the "Area who controls it" in this area of action or event that occurs there is no human intervention in the slightest on him or that affects him.
In this second area of man there is no contribution or concern for the events that happen to him so he will not be snuffed because of this.This event is determined by nizhamul form (Sunnatullah) and events that are not determined by nizhamul exist but remain outside human power. Because Man lives in tandem with the universe and his life so he must follow certain mechanisms that cannot be broken by him. Because all these events were against his will and he could not freely choose.
For example, the incident based on sunnatullah is that the man is handsome and the woman is beautiful so if there is a beautiful man it is outside the sunnatullahnya so it must be questioned. Can a man be said to be beautiful? And it turns out that after analyzing Rayyan can be beautiful because there is an effect of makeup as well yes friends. Because he is also a normal man who has his menly side as well.
Related to the qadla or the decree of God and qadar that occurs in Rayyan's life such as when he will marry Ayiswa, it means that this destiny is still in his power because he can still choose which one to make his wife, Ayiswa or Youri so this is called qadar while the result of his choice is called qadla because God has determined, but in fact he even failed to marry and it is beyond his power (.To clarify and make it easier to consider Rayyan's story is real so his destiny is determined by God not by Author)
(Hayo who is! who else is confused read this chapter of qadla and qodar? Let's show your hands later the author clarifies again in a love letter from you in the form of comments yes guys๐๐๐ the author's brain is raised when studying the qadla chapter and qodar๐ )
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Ayiswa and Upik are still busy serving customers because their stores are crowded with buyers. While Rayyan and the others are on their way to work, Ayiswa is planning to propose to Ayiswa again today, because she does not want to procrastinate anymore.
In front of the store, Rayyan who will propose to Ayiswa by singing a song accompanied by a guitar quote played by Ryeon, who will play the song, enough to make the attention of the people around the place because they are very handsome creatures so it is enough to attract the attention of people. At first Ayiswa and Upik who sang in front of it thought that the security was still in front of the store so Upik and Ayiswa continued to serve the buyer.
But when Ayiswa was about to give money to the busker, he was shocked. Why are Rayyan and Ryeon?.
"Bang Rayyan, Bang Ryeon, what are you saying?" ayiswa asked confused because Rayyan had not yet expressed the purpose of his arrival.
Instead of Rayyan answering Ayiswa's question he instead asked attention to everyone around the place to watch the action.
"Hello, everybody! Please pay attention for a moment, right now I want to sing a song for a girl who is very special to me. And this song I dedicate specifically to Ayiswa" said Rayyan smiled at Ayiswa using a loudspeaker
Until people are curious about the crowds there.people then swarm them. Ryeon starts strumming guitars and Rayyan starts singing using a loudspeaker while continuing to look at Ayiswa and smile at him. Ayiswa was embarrassed.
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๐น๐น๐น๐น๐นHoly promise๐น๐น๐น๐น
Listen, my rain woman
I'll tell you tonight
Sacred desire for you, my God
Listen to this seriousness
I want to arrest you
The first and last
Don't you refuse and my mother is broken
I'll repeat to ask
This one belief in my heart
I am the best for you
Listen, lady lead me
I'll tell you tonight
Holy promises, one for ever
Listen to this seriousness
I want to arrest you
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In the middle of the song he stops the song then Rayyan approaches Ayiswa and she starts telling him about the slander on her from Youri.
"Ayiswa, it turns out that all this time Youri has been slandering me. But now everything is revealed. I've done a DNA test, it turns out Baby Zayn wasn't my son so that night nothing happened between me and Youri. Before he died, he wrote a letter explaining who Baby Zayn's biological father was. This is a letter from Youri and it's my DNA test with Baby Zayn" Rayyan explained as she gave two envelopes containing the DNA test results and a letter from Youri.
Ayiswa then accepted it and read both envelopes. After he finished he then looked at Rayyan with question marks. Rayyan then took out a small heart-shaped box that contained a ring.
"So will you be my halal lover? Will you continue our failed marriage plans?" rayyan asked expectantly.
Ayiswa felt moved, happy and her heart felt flowery. She did not expect Rayyan would propose her back in a way that she thought was very romantic.A pair of her beautiful eyes began to sparkle with happiness.just then she would say 'IYA' suddenly Rayyan who was impatient to hear the answer from Ayiswa immediately said again to ignite the intention of Ayiswa who will answer Rayyan's question.
"So how, would you marry me. I'm still a virgin" Rayyan said unexpectedly.
Makes Ayiswa so embarrassed to death. Ayiswa's face began to turn red, what else were all the eyes that witnessed it staring at her with their respective minds. I want him to run as far as possible or just hide in an ant hole. But he suddenly felt stiff.
While Rayyan, impatiently wanting to hear the answer from Ayiswa's mouth, continued to repeat the sentence when it was something that Ayiswa did not want to hear in public because she felt very embarrassed to hear it.
Not giving up because Ayiswa continued to be silent he continued to repeat his sentence many times until finally Ayiswa could not bear the shame and then he ran away while breaking through people who were watching his application by Rayyan.
"Ko, Ayiswa ran away anyway! Did he reject my proposal?" lirih Rayyan was sad while continuing to look at Ayiswa's departure until she disappeared from her eyes.
Upik who accidentally heard Rayyan muttering and then patted her shoulder from behind, Rayyan then glanced back.
"Oppa, you have! Ruining the mood! It was good at the beginning of the romantic atmosphere eh! At the end you even make Ayiswa sawan, pantes aja he ran away because of fear and shame by your behavior. Not married yet you have made Ayiswa sawan, What else n'tar if already married. Don't make him a heart spot why? She is a girl" Upik said
"What's my fault?" rayyan asked confusedly
"Udah! Don't talk much, can't go after him. Maybe if you talk about it both Ayiswa will not be embarrassed and groggy" said Upik while pushing Rayyan's body so that he immediately beat Ayiswa.
He then went after Ayiswa until he arrived at the park near the market.
"Ayiswa, wait!" yelled Rayyan
Ayiswa then stopped his steps without looking back until Rayyan finally could catch up to him.
"Why don't you answer my question, you run? Do you hate me" asked Rayyan sadly
"No" Ayiswa answered briefly
"Are you angry with me?" ask again
"No"
Every time Rayyan asked, it always said 'No' coming out of her mouth, it makes Rayyan more confused as he did not understand why Ayiswa still did not answer his proposal until Rayyan repeated many times the sentence that did not want Ayiswa to hear.
"ENOUGH!! I don't want to hear that from your mouth anymore, I don't care if you're a virgin or not, I don't care if you're married or not. I don't want to hear it all because it doesn't matter to me" snapped Ayiswa already can't stand Rayyan who made the innocent girl very embarrassed.
"What's important to you?" ask Rayyan
"Your sincerity towards me and your sincerity loves me" Ayiswa replied
"I will always love you sincerely and want to really justify you then what else makes you doubt?" ask Rayyan who still does not understand Ayiswa's wishes
"I never doubted your love for me, I just got tired of waiting too long for you, " said Ayiswa deliberately hanging his sentence.
When Ayiswa said like that Rayyan only understood what Ayiswa meant and wanted, she then smiled spoiled.
"Then come on" Rayyan asked as she pulled Ayiswa's hand
"Where to?" ask Ayiswa who doesn't know where she's going.
"We go to KUA right now, I also don't want to wait any longer because I'm afraid of failing again" Rayyan replied as she continued walking while pulling Ayiswa's hand
Ayiswa who at that time could only follow Rayyan from behind because her hand was pulled by Rayyan then asked.
"Why are we going to the KUA (Religious office)?"
Rayyan then stopped her steps then she looked at the plain girl before her.
"Yes, why do we want to try again? Didn't you agree that we're continuing our failed marriage plan?" answer Rayyan
"Yes, yeah, I agree. But yes, not this second also time, we will have to take care of anything first, besides you have not got the blessing! From Umi" said Ayiswa
Rayyan so downcast disappointed because his efforts to apply for Ayiswa back have not been completed until here. He still has to ask for the blessing of Ayiswa's adoptive family. Finally they went home to ask for the blessing of Ayiswa's family. Not to forget Ryeon, Mr. Marwa, Baby Zayn and Jong ki also went to the palace.
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