Beginning of Forced Marriage
BDP. The Part 99

"Raf, I want to ask you something."

Raffa who had just finished taking a shower and got dressed stared intensely at Mika.

Without speaking, the man finally began to approach Mika who was now sitting on the long sofa in her room.

"Speak what?" asked Raffa who had caught up with Mika sitting on the same sofa.

Before expressing the grunts that always dwell in her heart, Mika sighed first, then looked at her husband intensely.

"What were you obrolin with Nayna, when I was the same Om Arkan left, I saw before our arrival, you guys were talking something and it looked so important!" cerca Mika with a straight look at Raffa.

"I'm not talking about such an important thing, I'm just congratulating Nayna on her pregnancy" Raffa said with a relaxed face.

Although there was still doubt in her heart, Mika chose to nod her head. Then move on, to another discussion.

"Do you think there's anything strange about our relationship?"

"meaning?" ask Raffa who doesn't understand.

"You need to know Raf, even though our marriage wasn't planned in advance, but I'm really taking this marriage seriously." Mika looked at Raffa firmly.

"I am also the same, do not consider this marriage just a game" said Raffa confidently.

"But I can't see it's connected to us this is Raf. Okay, I know maybe we still need time to get to know each other further–" Mika stopped her speech for a moment.

"But, I feel like you're not really giving us the space to live this marriage normally. I know you've always been nice to me, acting like you're a husband to his wife, but, you still haven't tried to open your heart for me and for this relationship."

Raffa looked at Mika intensely, is it true that she is like that? But did not he have tried as much as possible to behave like a husband, but for competitiveness related int*m he was still not thinking too much about it.

"I never thought this relationship was a joke, but I think we still need time to go further."

"Not us Raf, but you. I'm ready if you really want us to get serious about this relationship, but I see you're not like that!" press Mika.

"What makes you doubt Raf? Is it because you still have feelings for Nayna, your ex who clearly already has her life?"

"That's not all what you think, what I feel right now has something to do with Nayna, but it's not what you think it is" said Raffa trying to give understanding to Mika.

"Keep what Raf?" mika asked anxiously, she really did not understand the way the man in front of her thought.

Actually what the man is hiding from him, say he is an impatient person, but he is just an ordinary man, he also needs real certainty about the relationship.

"I just want us to get to know each other better for our relationship, I don't want us to regret it later."

"How do we get to know each other, if you don't really open yourself up to me knowing any further!"

Raffa was just silent, he was engulfed in confusion at the moment, he was afraid that if he said anything about Rezvan to Mika, the woman would instead have more and more bad thoughts towards him.

However, if he continued to hide it, then there would definitely be more misunderstandings going on between them.

"You know what I think every day about you, Nayna and her son, I always try not to think badly of you, but I can't, those bad thoughts, that, keep dancing in my head!" cerca Mika looked at Raffa who was still unmoved in her place.

Mika stared flat in the direction in front of her, trying to catch her irregular breath.

While Raffa was still silent, he was still weighing what he had to say to Mika.

"Okay, maybe I pushed myself too hard, I should have done what you said before, I should have let everything flow like water."

"I shouldn't be in such a hurry, you just forget what I said just now, we can act like usual, okay," said Mika who was already feeling calmer.

After every moment he came out, he felt better and could think again clearly, also aware that he shouldn't say too many things like that to Raffa.

"I'm sorry for every word I said, you're not angry, are you?" Mika looked at Raffa who was now looking at her deeply.

"Yes already if that is so, I want to go to the kitchen yes, want to help Aunt prepare food, you immediately go down," said Mika again immediately moved from her seat.

His mind was completely muddled just now, let alone seeing Raffa and Nayna who were seen talking seriously while at the restaurant before.

I shouldn't explode like that, what if what I said was offensive to Raffa .. Oh my goodness Mika, you are really stupid. Mika grunts in her heart as she stepped out of the door of that room.

"Rezvan is my son!"

Mika who was just a few steps away from the sofa was petrified on the spot, when she heard what she had just heard from Raffa.

While Raffa was sitting his head not daring to look at Mika, he was not ready to see the disappointed look of the woman who had actually started to be able to enter the corner of his heart, although not completely.

Raffa started to raise his head, staring blankly at his front, without looking at Mika who had now turned around, looking at him in surprise.

"I'm Rezvan's real father, which means Rezvan was my son with Nayna . four years ago, because my illness recurred and I fell into a coma for a few weeks, Om Arkan was forced to send me to medical treatment at a Singapore hospital."

"Because of that incident, I was the same Nayna lost contact, until Nayna was pregnant and unexpectedly met my om, until they were married," explained Raffa solid and clear.

He looked at Mika intensely, there was sadness implied from the eye radiance, reminiscing about the incident, it still left its own pain in his heart.

"I was late for the responsibility towards Nayna and our future son." Raffa smiled brightly considering the time.

A regret that she will probably always remember for good, but she wants to try to make up for that regret by being responsible for her current son.

"I know, you must have misunderstood, my concern for Rezvan at this time, but I hesitate to say that to you blatantly," said Raffa again who had dared himself to look at Mika at this time.

"Do you still want to be with me who has a past like that?" raffa asked looking at Mika seriously.

Mika walked up to Raffa, she stood beside Raffa then nodded her head.

"It's just your past, everyone has a past, I don't have the right to judge you just because of your past" Mika said seriously.

Between joy, shock and hearing what Raffa said, he never thought that Raffa and Nayna would have such a child.

Raffa smiled hearing that, he then stood in front of Mika and looked at her intensely.

"I also want to be honest with you, if in fact I have not been able to escape from the shadows of the past, even though I have tried."

"Then it's my job to help you escape the shadow of the past, and we'll move on to our future together."

Mika immediately threw herself into Raffa's arms, Raffa slowly raised her hand, then returned the embrace.

"Thank you" Raffa said seriously.

"It is not yet time to say that, you can say that word, if I have succeeded in carrying out my duties" Mika said looking up, looking at Raffa with a smile on her lips.