
"Tumben you visited here, what important thing brought you here?" asked a man who was currently sitting in his chair, looking at the man who had just sat himself on the sofa in surprise.
"I'm mumbling again" said the man who was none other than Arkan, looked at the ceiling of the room and combed his hair back using his hands.
"Mumet why? Shouldn't the newlyweds be happy-happy."
Arkan stared back at the man sitting at his desk, at his desk, the man who was none other than his friend from kindergarten, until now they were adults, he knew the man was insinuating him.
The two of them are like two people who can not be separated from the past, they are always together, whether it is at school, to college, really two people who are difficult to separate.
Although it is not uncommon for them to argue because of something that is not important, but if the problem of cooperation they are really reliable partners.
"Don't you know how it all happened" Arkan said with a tired breath.
Whether what his sins were in the past, until now he was in a situation that made him, to be bound in a sacred bond without that feeling, he felt like going as far as possible, he felt like going as far as possible, running from the life that made him bound like this.
"Is there any chance that there will grow seeds of love between you?" ivan looked at his friend seriously.
Now he's joined Arkan, sitting on the couch, facing each other with the man he's been spending so much time with.
"I'm sure, without me even answering, you would already know the answer" said Arkan who also looked at Ivan.
"Yes, I've guessed it, you still can't get yourself out of the shadows of the past. And that's the reason until now you never want to open your heart to try to step into the future" said Ivan in a slightly dislike tone.
He does not like the attitude of Arkan who still does not want to let go of his past, the man deliberately let himself always stuck in the past, expecting things that clearly hurt him.
"It's hard, even though I've let go and let him go, to make him happy with his choice, but my little heart still hopes we can go back to what it used to be." Arkan spoke with a distant glare.
Again Ivan was made to clack annoyed with the man who thought he was stupid, wanting it to feel like he hit his best friend's head with a hammer. Or throw that hard head against the wall, to get a little watered down and start thinking clearly.
"It's not hard, but you don't want to try it" said Ivan rolling his lazy eyes.
Arkan did not chimed in the words of his best friend, he again reflected on the past that gives happiness also gives a wound to his heart.
However, again and again the happiness and hurt that is present in his life because of that one woman, does not make him hate that woman from his past, the woman who became the only person he loved.
Let's just say he's stupid, like his best friend said, he still kept and wrapped neatly one name that had ravaged his life and broken his heart many times and still had the desire for the woman to return to him.
However, that was love, no matter how severe the wound he had inflicted on his heart, it was unable to remove the sense that had been deeply ingrained in his heart, that sense as if reluctant to leave his place.
"So what are your plans now for your marriage?" Ivan turned the conversation to the discussion of Arkan's next plan with the marriage he did not want.
"Let it flow, she said after it's big and her parents are calm, she'll sue me for divorce again" Arkan said lightly, as if not in the slightest, there is a desire to live that marriage and make it real.
"Do you really have no desire to try to accept that marriage?" Ivan looked at Arkan curiously.
"I've accepted this marriage, because everything has happened, but to accept the man. I don't think I'll be able to, right now I just have the responsibility to take care of him, that's all, nothing more" Arkan explained.
"Why don't you try to accept the person as well?" Ivan Fishing.
Arkan did not immediately acknowledge him, he resuscitated his back on the back of the sofa and closed his eyes for a moment.
"Once again, why don't you try to help the woman find the father of her child, won't you find it easier to end your problem."
"I also want to be like that, but if the man goes that way, it means he does not want to be responsible, useless even though I made it and after finding the man, it means that he does not want to be responsible, I have to do what I'm asking him to take responsibility."
Ivan quickly embraced, in response to Arkan's revelation.
"What do you think will happen, if they really come together? The man clearly did not want to take responsibility by leaving, so even though he was forced to end up too, it would only hurt each other" said Arkan, who has been upholding his body.
"Why do you think about it, it's none of your business, want to be like anything later, yes it's up to them" said Ivan.
"Seeing the fear from the young lady's eyes, I'm sure she wasn't easy to be in her current position either, so I could only help her to provide shelter, for a while."
Ivan didn't talk anymore, he just kept staring at his best friend deeply, he didn't know what it would be like, if he was in that man's position, but he was sure, it wasn't easy.
Stuck in a bond she doesn't want, she suddenly has to take responsibility for keeping what shouldn't be her job.
Maybe the fate of his best friend, it must always be a guard, first he is still young, he must be charged with looking after his nephew, when his brother and sister-in-law died.
Second, he had to keep the woman he loved from the era still stinks, but the turn of adults, the woman instead belonged to another man, allegedly keeping a mate, it turns out he was just looking after the soul mate.
Not to mention, now came a creature that came from nowhere, suddenly came and indirectly made him a guard again, even for two lives at once.
"Your life is really funny" said Ivan after a moment of silence, thinking about the fate of his best friend.
"If so, you laugh all over," said Arkan casually, he then began to rise from his seat.
"Where are you going?" ivan asked, seeing that Arkan was standing.
"You don't see, it's still working hours, I have to go back to the restaurant" Arkan said, starting to walk out of the room.
"When do you want to work there?" ivan asked which sounded like a tone of protest.
"Until I get bored, maybe" said Arkan, who had started to disappear from behind the door.
"From the first feeling of not being bored," muttered Ivan walked to his desk.
Meanwhile, Arkan who was walking leisurely in the hallway, heading to the elevator, he passed a woman who was several years younger than him, the woman put on a friendly smile at him as usual.
"Far, have you done what I asked?"
"Already Mas, I had bought everything that Mas Arkan asked," said a woman named Fara— Women who deliver materials, to the Arkan house earlier.
"OK thank you Far" said Arkan smiling and raising his thumb at Fara.
"Yes equally Mas," said Fara who also smiled.
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One part first update yes, I was busy in the real world as well as written on other stalls, later if relaxed, his brain is also smooth, definitely up his dobel🙏