Beginning of Forced Marriage
BDP. The Part 22
Slowly Nayna took her footsteps into the fast food place, her gaze straight at the couple who were still chatting intimately and occasionally smiling and laughing at each other.
Her eyes had actually been heating up since earlier, but she was holding back tears from coming down at this moment, she should not look weak in front of the couple, she said, Nayna had to try to look okay in front of the man.
The man who gave her happy and bitter memories at the same time, the man who became the reason for crying out for contemplating fate, weeping for being an alienated person to his family, even his parents.
At a time when the wound he felt had not been treated at all, but now, with his own eyes he saw, the man who was the reason for his sadness, he was, being joking with each other with women who do not have anything to do with him.
Nayna began to stop her steps right in front of the same man's desk, just like a few months ago when they last met, a sharp look she gave to the man who had just realized his existence.
"Nay," called Rafa with a face that looked shocked mixed with nervousness, when he saw her existence.
"So this is the reason you disappeared without news all along!" cynical Nayna on Raffa.
"I can explain Nay," said Raffa who stood in front of Nayna.
"I don't need any more explanations from you, what I've seen has explained everything, I'm standing here not to hear any explanations or pleadings from you." Nayna looked at Raffa and the woman who was also looking at him casually was sharp.
"Congratulations to you, and to you, I hope this is our last meeting, never once have you tried to contact me again!"
After saying that Nayna turned around, stepped out of the place, while Raffa tried to hold him back, but he ignored her.
"Nay, please listen to my explanation first" said Raffa trying to pursue Nayna.
Realizing Raffa followed him Nayna walked at a fast pace, even half-running, he did not even think about what if he were currently falling and endangering his birth.
Right now what she wanted, was just to get away from the man immediately, despite hitting others a few times, but she also didn't care, she wanted to leave immediately from there.
"Nay I beg you, give me a chance to explain, why I can go that way," said Raffa who had caught Nayna's hand, until Nayna's step that had arrived at the lobby mall was stopped.
Nayna's breath was hunting, not only because she had achieved it, but because of the anger, disappointment, hatred, and pain that had arisen in her heart, wanting her to curse, to berate, to berate, even rebuking the man who was currently begging to be heard by him.
However, he withstood various swearing and insults for the man, he did not want all of it to affect his prospective children, he did not want to be a bad impact on his son who was still in the womb, if he says bad things.
"Deliver!" Nayna tried to take her hand off Raffa's grasp violently.
"I won't let go if you won't listen to my explanation just yet" Raffa looked at Nayna with a pleading gaze.
"Alright, I will listen, but let go of my hand" said Nayna sighing resignedly.
The grip of Raffa's hand slowly began to fall apart, Nayna was still waiting for what Raffa wanted to say next.
While Raffa did not speak directly, he sighed several times and just as he was about to start talking, the woman he had been with had caught up with them, even now the woman bravely wrapped her hand on Raffa's arm.
Seeing that made Nayna who was originally going to give Raffa a chance to talk, became obsolete, especially when she saw Raffa's expression that seemed not to feel uncomfortable in the slightest with what the woman was doing.
Nayna sighed deeply, trying to calm her turbulent back heart, a big lie if she did not hurt to see such a scene before her eyes, now she was more and more convinced, he was, if it's a woman that's why Raffa left her.
"It looks like you don't have to explain anything anymore, remember what I said earlier, don't ever call me again" Nayna said, casting a glance in the other direction.
"I'm currently married, I don't want my husband to think that no, if he finds out, if there's another guy calling me!" Nayna cut Raffa's words firmly.
Raffa who heard that, looking at Nayna in disbelief, could be seen from the expression on his face, if he was very shocked by what he had just heard.
"You must be lying, right Nay!" lirih Raffa looked at Nayna inside.
"There's no point in me lying, right now my status is a wife, so I hope you know yourself and don't call me anymore." Nayna was trying to be okay, so as not to look pathetic in front of Raffa and the woman who was still grappling affectionately in his arms.
Feeling that there was nothing to talk about anymore Nyan also intended to continue his steps, but he stopped again and looked at Raffa who was still staring and looked at him in disbelief.
"And one more thing, may you live happily."
Having said that, Nayna actually continued his pace pretty quickly, he wanted to get to the Arkan bike soon.
After arriving at the Arkan bike, he immediately took a helmet and rode the bike where Arkan was waiting for him on the bike.
"Let's go fast Om," said Nayna while wearing a helmet.
"Have you finished buying the things you need?" ask Arkan while turning on his bike.
"Already," said Nayna briefly.
"Well, if that's it we go straight home," said Arkan shortly then the bike began to go, leaving the courtyard of the mall.
Nayna had looked back, it turns out that when Raffa was standing in the middle of the parking lot and staring at him, Nayna then rubbed his stomach which had been seen a little puckering it.
We don't need it, son. Let him be happy with his life, we just live our lives together. Inner Nayna.
Yes, Nayna is still in her original intention, she will leave Arkan's life after her gestational age is even greater, she does not want to be near the man and interfere with his life.
Although their relationship was now better, it did not cross her mind one bit, if she wanted to continue being Arkan's wife, she did not want to be Arkan's stumbling block in her life.
However, Arkan deserves to be happy with his life, to have a wife and children whom he loves and loves, to have a normal household life.
"Do you want anything else?" ask Arkan in a loud voice.
"No Om, I want to go straight home" said Nayna.
"All right."
Arkan starts running his bike towards his house, while Nayna is busy with his thoughts, the shadow of the encounter with Raffa makes his chest feel tight, especially when he saw the man looked fine and happy with the woman beside him.
A big lie, if now he says that he is fine, seeing the man who is still in his heart seems happy with other women, while he is struggling to keep his child, he said, he's not that strong.
Nayna cried silently, trying her hardest not to make a sound so Arkan wouldn't hear her cry.
Why is this sick God, why do you present him in front of me again if only pain returns. Inner Nayna.