Beginning of Forced Marriage
BDP. The Part 37
"Come down, Nay" said the man she knew very well, knocking on her car door.
Nayna decided to open the car door and get out of the car, she stared intently at the man in front of her.
"What do you mean follow me like that!" furious Nayna, the heart almost dislodged because he thought that the person who followed him was a bad person.
"I'm sorry to scare you, I intended to see you when you arrived, but it turns out you were muters, I finally followed you," Raffa said trying to win Nayna.
The car that followed Nayna's car turned out to be Raffa, he who happened to pass by on the road near the store that Nayna came to, saw him when he was about to enter the car, finally, without a second thought, he followed her.
He did intend to meet, pregnant when it reached its destination, but it turns out that the car that carried it even kept muter-muter, finally he had no choice but to continue following it.
Raffa doesn't want to delay any further meeting Nayna, as he doesn't know where she lives, so she kept following because she did not want to lose the opportunity to meet and talk to the pregnant woman.
"You want to do it again, I told you not to show up in front of me!" press Nayna.
Nayna intends to re-enter the car and continue her journey, but Raffa restrains his movements that will close the door.
"I know everything." Raffa looked at Nayna seriously.
Nayna stared back at Raffa, looking at the meaning of his words, for a while no one returned to voice, just staring at each other in silence, until the man reopened his voice again.
"I know everything, Nay!" repeat it with a little press of his words.
"What do you mean, don't bother me anymore." Nayna tries to get rid of Raffa's hand which is holding the door of her car.
"I was yesterday from your subscription obstetrician, ak—"
"Sir, you've come here, Mr. Ridwan just go home. Fear Mama or Papa want to go," Nayna told Ridwan, to make Raffa's speech immediately stopped.
"But Non, this has not arrived yet" said Ridwan felt bad.
"It's okay sir, it's been deket also from here, I walk all sports," said Nayna sniffled at Ridwan while moving will get off the car.
"But Non." Ridwan looked at Raffa worriedly, he did know who the man was, because he used to see him often.
"It's okay sir, I'm definitely fine, no need to worry." Nayna closed the car door.
"Alright, if that's what I go home first yes, Non," said Ridwan resigned.
"Yes sir."
After the car driven by Ridwan was away, Nayna turned around and looked at Raffa flatly without expression.
"Keep what you want to do, if you already know about it. Whether you or not, it won't change things." With a cold face, Nayna turned back, leaving Raffa.
"Let me take responsibility!" lirih Raffa looked at Nayna's back with a wistful glance.
Hearing what Raffa said, he turned back and looked inside Raffa, with an outpouring of emotions that had re-gathered in his heart.
"Rightly!" Nayna laughed in tears at the speech that was like a trick for her. Where was the young man when he was expecting it a few months ago, where he was when he was terrified thinking, roughly what would happen to his life.
"I don't need that, you go!" Now Nayna's gaze was back.
"I will not interfere with your relationship with your husband, but allow me to take responsibility for my son." Raffa looked at him pleading.
"Where were you, when I searched and called you half dead, where were you when I was confused and frightened. Confused by what I had to do when I found out he was present, I was afraid of people's opinions of me, I was afraid of scornful and insulting gazes towards me!"
"Did you ever think of me then, did you know what I felt like, Raf replied! answer that! Where have you been all this time, why did you go when I really needed you by my side, why did you just disappear, let me experience it alone, ANSWER!" raung Nayna accompanied by the roar of the cry he always held. He didn't even think about where he was at the moment.
Nayna let out everything with a breath that began to hunt, tears falling down her smooth white cheeks. The devastated and sad look from those eyes, made Raffa petrified in place.
His heart felt squeezed by invisible hands, seeing the person he had always thought of crying in front of him with such sadness, guilt grew increasingly enveloped, she said, it felt like even a word of apology he was unable to say anymore at this moment.
Pain, that is what is currently felt by his heart, just hearing it, he seemed to feel the pain, especially with Nayna who lived it directly, he said, but he didn't want that to happen either, it was completely out of his control.
Unable to stand it any longer, Raffa pulls Nayna into his arms, hoping it can give a little peace to the woman who is now pregnant with her child.
"Do you know how scared I was? When Papa told me to drop him, I was afraid I couldn't defend and take care of him myself!" Nayna's voice was choked by her crying, she then touched her cramped stomach.
Before long, Nayna let go of Raffa's embrace, she rubbed her cheeks violently, her eyes already slightly weakened, while Raffa looked at her wistfully, at the rejection.
"You take it easy, when he understands, I will tell you the truth, who is his father, but please don't see me again, don't disturb my life again, let me take care of him calmly!"
Hearing that, as if hit by a very large object, his heart hurt more, his legs felt weak. He looked at Nayna more and more grudgingly, hoping that the woman would give him a chance, though he was sure, if he would not be able to take total responsibility.
"I just want to know how it grows, Nay!" lirih Raffa was still looking at her with full plea.
Nayna tried to harden her heart again and tried not to care about Raffa. The pregnant woman also tightened the grip of the paperback rope containing her belongings, taking a deep breath.
He then turned his back, left from Raffa in order to calm his heart again, which is what he should have done. However, the next second his steps came back to a standstill, upon hearing Raffa's words again.
"I had advanced blood cancer, when I dropped back, so I asked, I do not do serious medical!"
Nayna pegged in her place, what she had just heard, was it real, or was it just the wits of the man just so she would forgive him.