Beginning of Forced Marriage
BDP. The Part 55

Flashbacks.…

When he gets word that Nayna is falling in the bathroom, Arkan can't calm down, but he realizes that he still has a job that he can't delegate to Ivan or Fara. So even though his heart was not calm, he tried to remain professional with his responsibilities.

After completing his work, he went straight to the hospital without going home to clean himself first, even though it was quite night, but was unable to undo his intention.

However, as soon as he reached the hallway where Nayna was being treated, he who had originally walked in haste, immediately stopped his steps when he saw Raffa there, his nephew was sitting in the waiting chair.

He immediately hides behind a wall and picks up his phone, initiating a message to Raffa intending to get Raffa home so he can get into Nayna's room.

[Yes, have you rested?]

[No, I'm still in the hospital.]

[Why? Are you still accompanying your ex-boyfriend.]

[Yes, I want to wait for him here Om.]

[But you also have to take care of your health, have you taken any medication?]

[Udah Om, just calm me down, will always take my medicine anywhere.]

Getting such a reply from his nephew, Arkan could only sigh deeply, it meant that the man would not go home, he finally relented, he waited a considerable distance from Raffa for his nephew to be unaware of his whereabouts.

When the clock struck two o'clock at night, Arkan walked closer to Nayna's room, and he entered with a very careful step because he did not want to disturb Raffa and Nayna who were calm in his dream.

Arkan stood next to his wife's gurney, looking at her still face, after a few minutes of looking at the calm face, he turned his attention to the bullet in Nayna's stomach.

"You're okay, right? I know you're a strong boy, sorry I wasn't there when your mama needed me, you should be fine huh" whispered Arkan speaking right in front of Nayna's stomach.

After being satisfied to talk to Nayna's future son, he did not immediately leave, but sat himself in the chair beside the bed, he confirmed the blanket that Nayna slightly sagged.

"Sorry, you're going to hate me right now, for ignoring you, but I didn't realize you were calling me, I was meeting, so my phone was silent."

Arkan explains what happened during the day, though he is convinced that Nayna will not hear what he said.

Finally that night, Arkan did not close his eyes, he sat on the chair without moving or making a sound. Just shut up, without turning her gaze over Nayna's face.

When the day had changed from dark to light, he decided to go from there, he went home to take a shower and get ready to go to the office, but before going to the Arkan office back to the hospital, hope Raffa has gone from there.

End flashback….

Arkan's hand, which was holding Nayna's hand, began to rise and landed on the cheek, which was now still wet with the remains of tears, rubbing the soft cheek very carefully.

"I'm sorry, if for some time I've made you feel neglected, I just need time to understand what my heart really wants, I don't want to be wrong in acting or making decisions. So I chose to dodge for a while, until I was absolutely sure, if this choice I was going to take would not hurt anyone anymore."

Nayna again just glued to Arkan's eyes, when the man just kept talking, whether he was easily carried away and easy to lulled, to just hear and get treatment like that, too, he felt the pounding on his chest increase.

"But it turns out, I didn't realize, if what I did was hurting you indirectly."

Nayna was still silent, she was currently wanting to hear what the man was going to say again.to show about his true feelings, even though the man had spoken a lot, she said, but he still wants to hear it again.

"Do you want if we try to have a relationship with me, not just a relationship that is on top of the kerta, because for me even though our marriage happens for such reasons, but it's still a very sacred bond, although at first I also had limited intention to take care of you, until you'd go alone, but all that has changed with time."

"Did Om really not have any feelings for Miss Listi?" ask Nayna.

She felt the need to clarify the matter, she did not want it when she and Arkan decided to open a new page about their lives, her husband could not eliminate his past.

Nayna doesn't want it when she's in a relationship with Arkan, it turns out that the man still has feelings for Listi. And ended up parting between them.

Although he is currently alone, still in touch with Raffa, but their relationship will not be like the past, he said, because at this moment he really did not have the feeling that had once been present in his heart for the man.

He is related to Raffa, purely because he is the biological father of his son, it never occurred to him that he would reunite with Raffa, for him they are now two people who are only bound by children in their womb.

"I love him very much, because he used to be the one who was always next to me besides Ivan, but it was, for me at the moment he was just like Ivan I just considered him a friend, I just considered him a friend, I still support him at this time is as a form of return because he has also accompanied me and provided support to me when I was in a bad position first," explained Arkan in accordance with his heart.

"What Misti is also like that, what if it turns out that he currently has feelings for Om again and misunderstands Om's attention to him." Nayna spoke like that with pursed lips.

Given how Listi and Arkan are so close, it makes him always unhappy, even though he can see if Listi is a good person, but we will never know the content of someone's heart.

Because the depths of the ocean we can still know its contents, but as superficially as the human heart, we will never know what is really there.

"That problem, let it be his business. What matters now is that I have no intention of going back to the time we went through, because what I want to go through now is to walk with you, creating a memory that we will remember until the end of our journey."

"So, will you help me make that dream come true, to create my dream in the future?"

"Do I have to answer, Yes Om?" ask Nayna who is nervous.

"You can answer according to your heart, if you are still not sure at this time, then give me time to make you answer YES."