Behind The Boss
Determined Kiran

"Kiran.." call Radit slowly.

"Yes." Yeah." Kiran answered quickly.

I have to answer it. Otherwise, I would be said to be an idiot by him, Inner Kiran.

"Our work this morning ..., will it continue?" tanya Radit lirih glanced at Kiran.

Eh? Kiran gasped. Glanced at the man who was now looking at him deeply.

Kiran thought for a moment. Is he serious or is he mocking me now?

"Truthfully answer" Radit added.

Kiran raised one eyebrow. "You're mocking me, right? Because I didn't refuse your touch this morning." Kiran's face was hot from saying that.

"You think like that?" Radit scrunched his forehead.

"You've been thinking I'm cheap all along. By the events of this morning, you must have thought all your accusations about me were true. So what else do you mean if not to mock me." Kiran turned her face away. Shame and annoyance. He is still trying as calmly as possible to speak. Keep the tone of his voice low.

"You are yab.., why your brain is always thinking badly of me" Radit said.

"Because this brain of mine is keeping well your bad guess against me." Kiran answered quickly, not wanting to lose.

The words of Radit who said he was cheap, cunning, always ringed in his ears. So there's a kind of alarm warning on himself not to expect too much on Radit. Although he was actually comfortable with the man.

Radit snorted annoyed. "You have a very hard time forgiving and forgetting the mistakes of others."

"I just remember what people say about me so I don't become what people say to me."

Radit let out a rough breath. You stubborn! He always doesn't want to lose! Radit threw away his face.

Silence lingered between them for a moment. Both cast a glance at the beauty of the night. Where there are stars scattered.

"You see that star. Do you think the star would appear to shine brightly without the darkness of the night? Just like you. I wouldn't know you if you weren't prejudiced before" Radit said without taking his eyes off the stars in the sky. Kiran. I stared at Radit.

"sorry. I've been wrong about you before. Now I'm aware of my wrongdoings, including the wrongful accusation against you while you were sleeping with Ari at the time." Kiran gasped. Somehow there was an outside relief that emerged from the bottom of his heart the deepest due to Radit's words just now. Perhaps because the slander as a cheap woman has at least now disappeared. Or maybe because of something else. The feeling arises on its own without knowing the reason.

"What do you really know about what happened that night?" ask Kiran to investigate. At least he should know, what Radit knew to him and Ari at that time.

Radit turned his head and glanced at Kiran. "I know that's not what you want. It was all my sister's fault. If it wasn't for Ari, you might have married the man from Regan's company."

"You mean?" Kiran.

"You are, yes. Yes ..., Rangga ..., your lover is!" Radit turned his face again. Kiran smiled amusedly. I always thought he was funny, right? Although it irritates more ....

Kiran cleared her throat, setting the tone of her voice. "I don't blame Ari. Maybe I was wrong too. I don't know why I wasn't conscious at the time. If I can still control myself, maybe none of that will happen" Kiran said.

Radit glanced at Kiran. "Thank God something's coming out .... That is true! If it wasn't for your excessive sadness back then, there would be no way Ari would have had a chance to bother you. You're weird too! Betrayed by a boyfriend like you've lost half your world. Crying until you lose such vigilance. You just remember when you came to my house that day. Look Mama passed out, until it was so cry like you lost your mother. Crying anyway, it's okay. But don't get over it that way. The effect will not be good for the continuity of your relationship!" Radit blabbed at length.

Kiran gawked, Kok so she nagged .... This guy never made me happy for longer ....

"You've never had contact with a woman before. How do you know how I felt then?!" Kiran poked her lips.

"You're the stupid one! If your boyfriend cheated before your wedding. Meaning good. God opened his disgrace so that you would know his ugliness. Why is it even crying so unclear!"

ISSS, I'M EMOTIONAL BROTHERAAA .... Oops!

Kiran controlled her nearly exploding anger. Remember the words Papa, Kiran. Talking with anger will not be good. Don't be angry, Kiran. For you heaven!

Kiran sighed softly then looked at Radit sharply. "Yes you're right. I am indeed stupid, fragile, cheap, likes to cry unclear, can not take wisdom from every incident. Specially? Can you add that?" Kiran replied in a flat voice, calm yet filled with emphasis.

Radit pulled one corner of his lips. "Anged?"

Radit smiled holding back amusedly. This woman ....

"The guy you like that ..., must be Rangga, right?" tanya Radit switched the conversation.

"Why can you think like that?" kiran asked, glancing at Radit. Now they look at each other.

"You guys have been together a long time. If it wasn't for Ari, you would have married her, right?" ask the man again.

"Yes," Kiran replied briefly.

There's no way I'm saying I don't love Rangga, while I'm already planning to marry him. I can't say that I like someone I've known since I was a kid. I must have been laughed at by him, Inner Kiran.

"You remember that time? In this place, I caught Ari wanting to kiss you ..," Radit said, staring at the stars again. Refocus on the original goal.

Kan ..., I guess. Cheap predicates for me will definitely not go away that easily. To her, I was the one who wanted to when Ari wanted to kiss me. For now, I didn't resist when he touched me either ....

"Have you forgotten?" radit asked a glance at Kiran with a probing look. Then I looked back at the shining stars.

"Of course I still remember," replied Kiran lazily. She felt ashamed.

"I still remember how Ari looked when he saw you. How worried she was when you were kidnapped back then. And how happy it was when you were willing to marry her when you first came to my house. That memory will not be easily lost in my mind.

That memory also makes me feel guilty for Ari if I touch too far on you. Although Papa reminds me that we've been betrothed since childhood. But the memory that you were Ari's candidate was still imprinted in my memory."

Kiran was still listening. But there was an unpleasant feeling in his heart.

"So Kiran .., for the time being, I hope we don't have to go too far first. Although in the end, as I told you last night, if later we have to relate like a husband and wife. But not for now. Ari's time of death wasn't too long. I still feel like I hurt her."

Kiran's heart is now wounded. It should have been from the beginning, it should not have dissolved in Radit's touch. Speech will not be able to love, plus as if to hurt Ari, as if Kiran wanted that touch. It's too painful for Kiran. Injuring his pride.

Fuh...

"I agree." Kiran answered quickly.

"Are you disappointed?" ask Radit to investigate.

"Now surely you're mocking me?" ask Kiran cynically.

"You are this .... Stop thinking that I always thought you were bad. I told you I was wrong about you. So stop thinking that way." Radit bobbing head.

"good. So what do you think of me not resisting your touch this morning? While you know for yourself that Ari and I were almost kissing in this place?" asked Kiran coldly.

"You just get carried away. So did I. I think so," Radit replied after thinking for a moment.

"OKAY. I understand more and more your understanding of me after this," Kiran said flatly. His voice seemed cold.

Radit started to feel anxious. What else does this woman think? I feel like something is wrong here ....

"good. Thank you for dinner. And thank you for the thought that has changed for me now. All of this changed my perspective. I'm tired, I'm sorry." Kiran got up and stepped into the room before Radit assented.

After this I will fortify myself firmly not to fall asleep and not to fall asleep a second time even though he speaks soft words or says sweet things that can make me forget. I must always remember that he was the surrogate husband who should have been my sister-in-law's candidate. She'S ALSO BEEN LIKING OTHER GIRLS SO WON'T LOVE ME. So you should always remember this, Kiran. Put it in your heart. And remember that with all your soul! Kiran's determination in her heart while stepping confidently left Radit still staring on the balcony.

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Sorry genks. some days late update, not yet conditioned hold hape in a calm state of mind. So, nyari Ilham to nulis macem nyari network in a remote village under the hill...

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