
"So sure, you'll miss Kiran?" Bara glanced at Radit skeptically. "Is sure Loe strong?" added again.
Radit had told everything to Bara, as soon as he asked to be delivered his best friend to the destination.
It was still reflected in his memory when he said goodbye to Kiran earlier. At his request to be inconspicuous, he wants Kiran to just drive him to the door of the room. Because, if the papa knows, the plan will certainly not be realized. Even so, the smell of sadness that was emitted earlier was still in his heart.
Radit stared blankly out the car window. "How else. After I consider cooking this is the best way." His heart feels empty.
"I'm just afraid of your high blood coming back when you're away from Kiran. Remember at the hotel at the time? After Kiran came home, you never smiled a bit. I was wrong a little bit you sprayed."
The high blood that Bara meant was certainly not high blood in the truest sense. What it means is that Radit's emotions are getting out of control.
"This time I won't," said Radit lirih. He remembered something. "But if I get to the location where I'm located, it's leaking because of you. Not only did I spray, I skinned that second as well!"
Bara goosebumps. "You doubt my loyalty to you."
"Not loyalty, but sometimes your mouth is light. While my papa was the best at getting other people to talk."
"You have to trust me. I'll keep your whereabouts secret. Though your mama will cry at my feet. I will strengthen my heart not to answer."
"Not drama. Just prove that you're a strong man. But surely my mama wouldn't act that way just because she wanted to look for me."
"Well, you doubt me, Dit. Here Raisa. Let me marry you soon. So you know my power as a man through your brother."
Plaque!
"Your mind is asking to be cleaned with detergent. The computer is there."
Bara stroked his head which had just received an unsophisticated touch from Radit. He always thought that if his head was hit or pulled was an impolite touch. Because his grandmother said not to hit in the area.
"I'm angry .., but not in the head either, Dit," he said.
Radit doesn't care.
"So what's your plan now?"
"I'll calm myself down there."
"That's all?"
"So, what else?"
"You're just gonna sit around waiting for your mom to open her heart?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Good, Dit! How did you give up so ...!!"
"Do you doubt the power of prayer? I will increase my prayers. Throwing hearts together, let God govern."
"When from the first you directly 'that' the same Kiran kept her pregnant, it would not be like this, Dit. How could your mama have asked you to separate if Kiran was pregnant with your child."
"If that happens, Kiran and I will be just like Kiran's father."
"But you're sure this is more effective, Dit? It's not even riskier that you left Kiran there?"
"I just want Ari to see that Kiran keeps our relationship even if we're not together. What's more, I want you to feel like you're losing me."
Silent.
"So why are we on this road? It's not like we should just walk from there. This is going to the location ...." Bara did not continue his words. He still guesses.
"Yes, you're right. In order for all my hopes to quickly happen then I have to ask someone for help ...." Radit stared at Bara meaningfully.
Bara glanced at him. "You mean?"
"I could have guessed that papa would have a hard time persuading mama. But this guy will certainly easily conquer mama. I heard that only he can resist my mother's wishes."
Mangosteen coals.
Radit has measured everything. He had indeed prepared his heart and soul to temporarily separate from Kiran. But of course he can also take into account so that his hope to get the blessing of everyone goes quickly. His prediction for this breakup only took a week. If up to a week later has not produced results then he will carry out plan B. Of course, Plan B will not be notified to anyone including Bara and Kiran.
"Well, Dit. I was in the car, I think
...," Bara's voice stopped Radit's reverie.
Without giving an answer, Radit opened the car door and exited. He approached the house with heavy steps. The door of the house was brown and then slowly knocked.
"Assalamu'alaikum ..," he gave his greetings.
"Wa'alaikumussalam." A greeting from within. Sound of approaching steps.
A krieettt!!
The door opened, revealing a face that was Radit's last hope. He looked at the face in front of him with tears. Somehow his heart that had been strengthened from the beginning again melow see the wise face.
"Radith? What's up?" the heavy voice asked in surprise.
...***...
Papa Mahesa is shocked to learn from Tina that Radit has left home. Mama Ariana who heard the news also directly held her chest.
Tina slid the yellow paper of a small plot into the frozen hands of Mr. Mahesa. The paper was given by Radit to one of the maids he had given a message to hand the paper to Tina an hour after his departure.
Tina delivered Radit to the front door. But the man said nothing. Radit just said there was an out-of-town assignment for him. Tina was not suspicious. But when a maid gave the memo paper he was shocked and immediately reported it to Mr. Mahesa in his room.
Mr. Mahesa looked at the paper.
Take good care of your health, Tina. Don't sleep too late. I picked up papa, mama and Ari.
Thank you, Tina.
Mr. Mahesa's heart trembled. He recalled Radit's words. His threat that Makarim's family will lose Radit Makarim if it forces him to divorce Kiran.
"So how, Pa?" ask mom Ariana to panic. "Radit's mad at Mama, huh, Pa?" the middle-aged woman again.
Mr. Mahesa looked at his wife flat. "Isn't this what Mama wants?"
Mr. Mahesa was disappointed that Radit was not waiting for him to change his wife's heart. But that is the nature of Radit. He hates waiting for something uncertain. He prefers to act according to his calculations.
"Why are you talking like that, Pa? What if Mama Radit gets out of the house. Mama just told me she'd give up Ari's rights."
Mr. Mahesa ignored the words of Mama Ariana. He keeps their quarrels from happening in front of others. He looked at Tina. "Did Kiran come with him?"
"No, Mister. Miss Kiran is still in her room," Tina replied briefly.
"good. Thank you Tina. You can go."
Tina nodded slightly then left Master Mahesa's room.
Mr. Mahesa sighed softly. He turned back into the room. He knew Kiran must be sad right now. He will wait until tomorrow to talk to his daughter-in-law.
"Papa see, right? Radit didn't bring Kiran. What does that mean, Pa? It means she has decided to accept Mama's offer. He has released Kiran," said Mama Ariana, following Mr. Mahesa into the room.
"Ma ...."
"Lho, isn't it, Pa? Well, then, what's Radit going for?"
"Can you, Ma, are you fair with your two sons?! Don't be so side-heavy. Entar in the afterlife you can tilt, Ma."
"What the hell is that talking? Not connecting with you, Pa."
"Papa should have said that to Papa himself. Papa can't be fair with Papa's two sons. Try if you love Ari of course Mama will not be like this. Mama loves Ari more because Papa loves Radit more. So fair? Papa loves Radit while Mama loves Ari. They get the affection of both parents," added Mama Ariana.
"Astaghfirullah!! So Mama thinks so? Try to ask Papa now, where is Papa's favoritism to them?" lordship Mahesa. His emotions had risen to the crown but he tried to keep control so that the emotions did not come out.
"Papa praises Radit more than Ari. Always believed Radit's words more than Ari's. Always relying on Radit more than Ari. Anyway Papa always put Radit first over Ari."
"Now Papa asks, Ari can Papa rely on him instead of Radit? Can Papa praise him? Is it better for his words that Papa believes than Radit? Try now Mama answered Papa's question. Can Ma? Mama thinks you can??!"
Mama Ariana was silent.
"Mama herself hesitated, right?" Mr. Mahesa took a pause, took his breath slowly and threw it away slowly as well.
"Mama herself knows the answer. Don't let Papa explain. From the beginning, my father never chose love. All Papa's attitude to mature Ari. So did Radit. We want the best for him. Moreover, Radit, he loved Ari very much.
You know, when Bara brought a body that he said looked like Ari, you know what Radit's reaction was? Mama know how sad she is? Mama knows how unreasonable she is? And Mama knows that she still doesn't admit that the body is Ari? Mama know why? It could be that his heart still felt that his sister was still alive. And Mama knows when we forced her to marry Kiran, she still can't accept Kiran because she feels guilty for Ari. But Papa pushed it. Papa asked her to be nice to Kiran. And Mama knew at the beginning of her wedding after their room we put together, Radit sleeps more in his study. Mama know what that means? He sacrificed a lot for Ma. Who for? For Mama's selfishness."
Mama Ariana was silent.
"Mama didn't tell Radit to give up Ari's rights, but Mama always asked Radit to give her rights. Mama always asked him to carry out his obligations at the expense of his rights. From childhood, didn't you do that to Radit? So it's not her who has the heart but Mama who has the heart for her."
"Enough, Pa."
"No. Papa will not stop. Mama should hear this. Mama should know how Radit's heart is now. Mama knew when we were on the verge of divorce, when Papa brought Radit home to mother's house. There she always said she missed Mama and Ari. It was there that he met little Kiran. They promised to marry when they were adults. Because of that promise Radit never had contact with other women. After a long time did not meet finally he knew if the woman he had originally considered dead was still alive and became his wife. He is Kiran. Then Mama asked him to break up the relationship and leave the woman to Ari."
His story and Kiran had indeed been told by Radit from the beginning to Mr. Mahesa so that his father supported him to find Kiran.
"Well, who do you think that is, Ma?!"
Mama started to look down, covering her ears with her hands.
"The wrong person has let Mama and Ari do this for a long time. Now Mama think about how our company is without Radit. Papa thinks Radit's departure wasn't for giving up Kiran but he wanted Mama to feel like she lost him."
Mama Ariana's tears were unstoppable, she sobbed.
"But I feel sorry for Ari, Pa."
"Ari is no longer a match for Kiran, Ma. It's fact. And he has to take it."
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