Brave Things

Brave Things
Part 8 Guilty's


I cried all day, thinking about my family's circumstances somehow and how they were.


A little bit of guilt for Jimin.


The fact that he protected my family without bothering me worried makes me feel bad. Moreover, I broke the rules that forbade me to get close to Jackson, without Hanji anyway.


Instead of thanking Jimin, who had taken care of my family who did not know themselves, I even made him upset, just obeying his will to not leave the house while he was gone I could not.


I don't even have the guts to apologize to her.


I still cried faintly when surprised by Hanji's arrival. He stood in front of the bathroom door, leaning on the door frame looking at me again crying while soaking.


"The promise?! How did you get in." Didn't expect to find Hanji here,


I did deliberately not close the bathroom door, I soaked because my head was dizzy and wanted to soak it in cold water, all afternoon bath.


"Of course through the door." Hanji replied, not budging from his place.


Even though as far as I was before the door had changed passwords, I could not even open it from the inside.


"Why are you taking a bath in full dress?" He looked at me strangely, looking at me soaking in my clothes and my wine glass.


"Hanji, iuu.." Can't continue my own sentence, haven't finished talking it feels like I'm going to cry again.


"That's it, what else are you crying for." Hanji walked over and squatted down next to me, rubbing my shoulders up and down in sobbing tears.


"J-jimin.I feel guilty for Jimin."


"Yes, I'll apologize."


"She hasn't come back, since this morning, she left me in a state of anger.." I sobbed in memory of the incident this morning, I said,


Jimin should have been able to finish his morning meal quietly, but I messed up the atmosphere by screaming to go home.


Though this was Jimin's first time having breakfast with rice, he also had plans to take me out and adopt a dog. All gone because of my stupidity.


"He went golfing, my dad was there. Dad said he'd advise her a little bit about the household. No need to worry." Hanji said, it was very successful to calm me who was still crying loudly.


I slowly stopped crying and wiped my tears, at least I knew Jimin wasn't spending his time alone and with the right people.


"Have he had lunch yet?" I asked Hanji who stood up to get me a clean towel.


"Yes, I met him at lunch, he said you wanted to see me."


Even at times like this, Jimin had to think about my feelings and sent Hanji so that I had friends.


"Let's wake up, you'll get a fever if you keep soaking in cold water like that."


I received Hanji's helping hand and immediately wrapped my body in a Towel.


No matter how scared I am, I will face it. I just hope Jimin doesn't grant my wish and returns me to Seoul,


I really felt guilty and wanted to make up for it, returning to being a good wife as a form of gratitude and apology.


Lured by Jackson's talk makes me think Jimin won't want to return me to my parents' house even for a moment, in fact my family is the one who became a pest, making Jimin have to intervene to help their problems.


Jimin just protects me from feeling sad and worried, he knows that if the problem reaches my ears, I will be agitated and keep thinking, maybe that's why Jimin chose to handle it himself.


"This is your groceries." Hanji placed my ordered grocery bag at the kitchen counter, looking at me who was pacing back and forth to prepare Jimin's dinner.


"Thank you, did you call Jimin?"


I did ask Hanji to tell Jimin to come home and have dinner at home, my phone still doesn't exist so I can't call Jimin.


"Had, he said he'd be home by 7 after signing the papers at the office." Said Hanji while sitting his butt on the chair, as usual watching my cooking activities.


"Good, you just join us for dinner." Take me.


"Ah, no thanks." Hanji shuddered, probably still horrified to see Jimin's anger last night.


Let me not be weak, Hanji strong and brave are afraid.


I plan to make Jimin karage and tempura, Jimin's favorite food. The ingredients are hard so I told Hanji to leave.


Actually Hanji invited me to go pick his own groceries to the supermarket, and said that he would take care of the consequences if Jimin was angry.


But I don't want to. I'm not going through that door again without Jimin's permission. It's enough I've acted ungrateful to her. So let me in the meantime ask Hanji to call and buy groceries.


"Promise, can I borrow your phone?"


He pulled out his phone swiftly, reaching out to me without question.


"I have to find a way to relieve my puffy eyes." I said while typing on the search site.


"Are they being overtaken, huh?"


Hanji and I looked at each other and laughed together.


"Ah, I want to go home. You wait for Mr. Jimin alone is okay, right?"


I nodded and returned the phone,


"Hanji, thank you." I'm really grateful that Hanji was able to accompany me through today, honestly it was a very hard day, because I went through without my husband complete accompanied by my guilt.


"Yes, go put on a lipstick. You're so pale." Hanji said when he saw me following him to the door,


I thought it was just a shits so I wouldn't peek at the new door password, but I was so surprised to find my face like an undead in the mirror, it turned out that Hanji wasn't lying.


Well naturally, I cried all day and there was no food in my body except alcohol. If I'm fresh, it means I'm out of spa, not out of tears.


I wear a lipstick, I keep wearing makeup all over my face to cover my tangles today, until I was unaware the clock was showing at 7:30 p.m.


I immediately cleaned up my equipment and went out of the room.


That's where I met Jimin, his hair was messy, sitting on the sofa in the middle room playing mobile phone, in front of him there was a bottle of wine that had been opened without a glass. He drank it straight from the bottle.


"You've arrived, why don't you call me." Said approaching.


He looked up, watching my small steps leading towards him.


"Let's eat, I'll reheat the food." I kept talking even though he didn't say a word, but I was standing in front of him.


Awkward himself because he just looked at me, researching from top to bottom as if to make sure my condition after he left.


Finally I went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.


"If you want to talk nonsense again, I don't want to hear it." Jimin said his first sentence this afternoon.


I sighed, expecting this to happen. Jimin must have thought this was a farewell dinner because I insisted on going home, but I didn't say anything.


"Sit down first, I just want to apologize, I won't ask to be sent home again." I said patiently, still preparing dinner.


Jimin then stepped lazily, scrambling his already messy hair and sitting at the dinner table.


A moment of silence, I still finished dinner to serve,


Until Jimin makes his voice,


"It's your phone, I didn't pick it up, you left your phone and your bag in the car." Said Jimin putting my phone on the dinner table.


I almost dropped the bowl I was carrying on the fake desk. I thought Jimin confiscated my phone, I yelled at him this morning thinking what not.


I picked up my phone with a frown from embarrassment.


"Why don't you say it anyway."


Jimin was still indifferent and busy with his cell phone when he replied, "you who wouldn't listen to any of my words this morning."


Along with the last piece of equipment that I dropped down to the table, I sat myself down in front of Jimin, who was,


"You're right. I'm sorry. I should have spoken with a cold head this morning, I'm really sorry." I looked down, unable to look into Jimin's eyes.


I heard Jimin breathing, I knew he was tired of this topic because I saw it seemed like he had forgotten my mistake,


"Don't repeat it again, you know I did it all for your own good." He said while taking the rice and putting it on my plate.


"Why are you keeping everything from me? Even though it was necessary for a couple to share problems and stories." I tried to sound normal but the tone that came out was even like a whine, I was grateful Jimin so smiled because of it.


"Your mother forbade me to tell you."


"Huh? Why?"


Jimin shrugged his shoulders, "I'll take you there to have a live chat with your mother, and I'd also like to show you the woman Jackson said I made you crazy."


I was speechless, not expecting Jimin to solve such a problem soon.


I'm increasingly convinced that all this time he was just lazy to tell me and not to think it would be a problem, so fitting into a problem he was shocked, frowning to explain it coldly, coldly,


But unfortunately he married me, a child whose emotions are not stable, crybaby and irritable, of course in vain....


TBC😎


Uwuuu loves this chap, but who knows2 will surely understand what is wrong in this chapter, between Jimin and Luna, redflags!!!


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