
Two red lines.
The world seems to be spinning as Kania gets a new reality that will change her entire life.
Two brightly lit red lines over the small, flattened object. There are still three of the same types with different brands. Kania tried it one by one, maybe the first testpack is damaged so the results are not accurate.
But Kania's body seemed to be hit by a large rock when all the testpacks he used showed the same results. Positively.
Kania's body slid to the floor. He buried his face on his folded knee. Her tears fell, crying for her fate.
"What if mom and dad knew about this pregnancy? I'm not ready to face their anger."
"What's the fate of my college if I get pregnant out of wedlock like this?"
"And most importantly, to whom should I hold this pregnancy accountable?"
Kania could not imagine what would happen to her after her pregnancy was revealed. Not forever can he hide it. As the pregnancy progresses, her stomach will grow. And Kania could not imagine if that day happened.
Kania's cold hands rubbed her flat stomach. His tears fell again considering that there was now a new life inside him.
"Whose son are you? Who's daddy? Why are you here?" asked Kania with great hatred. Kania kept asking even though no one could give her an answer.
"I hate you." Kania beat her stomach using both hands. Wishing that what was in her womb was in pain and coming out of her stomach. "Go from my body. Aarrrghhh...!!!" frustrated error.
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"Why you?" Dita asked Kania with a worried look on her face.
Kania's face is certainly a big question mark for Dita. It was not usually Kania who had such a gloomy face.
Dita's questions are only answered with a headband. Kania is reluctant to tell everything to anyone, nor does she know what to answer Dita's questions.
Fortunately Dita was not at home when Kania did a testpack. So no one heard the cry for the sake of the scream that Kania was throwing after knowing the presence of a fetus in his stomach.
All the testpacks he uses are also washed and stored in his bag. If Dita leaves later, Kania will burn her before Dita finds out.
Why is his fate unlucky like this, that becomes a big question for Kania.
He should still be able to study quietly. Pass fast with perfect grades. Then work and achieve his high dream.
But the events of that night that produced a fetus in his stomach, making Kania have to bury his dreams deeply. He just had to wait for the time, when the campus will issue himself if caught pregnant out of wedlock.
Can't imagine that day happening. His memory of his parents being happy because Kania can be received at the famous campus always crossed his mind.
The heat of the rain they did not ignore in order to provide education and a good life for Kania and her sister. What will happen later if the child he is proud of actually tarnishes the good name of the family?
Pregnant outside of marriage. Mending that Kania knows who her father is. But this time Kania had absolutely no idea who had planted the seeds in her womb.
Ah, of course people will assume a no-no about him. Moral defectors, or may be considered comfort women. Until pregnant and do not know who his father because so many who fucked him.
"Eat, Ka. I've cooked the same vegetable soup as sambal." Billed out of the kitchen with a plate of rice complete with vegetable soup meatballs and sambal.
It does look tempting to Kania's tongue. But that was before. If now...
"Hoe!!" Kania immediately ran to the bathroom to spit out her entrails. Kania can not stand the smell of vegetable soup cooked Dita.
"Hoe!"
"Are you okay?" Dita asked worriedly while knocking on the bathroom door.
"It's okay, Dit. No more catching a cold," replied Kania lying.
It seems like yesterday-yesterday Kania had no problem with any scent despite the fact that she was already two weeks late. But after she found out that she was pregnant, why would she be so sensitive?
"Really?" Dita still made sure that Kania was okay. Now Kania has come out of the bathroom with a wet face because Kania washes it with water.
"Right, Dit." The cania is thin. Trying to cover everything up so he looks okay.
"I bought you some medicine first, yeah."
Dita nodded. "Yes, that's it. If you feel how to directly say, yes. We're going to the doctor."
Kania nodded for sure. "Yes." Yeah." After that, he immediately threw his body onto the bed.
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Devan frowned as he again felt severe nausea on his stomach. It has been a week since Devan experienced nausea and dizziness without any known cause.
Behind this Devan also likes food that he thinks is strange. Even he wanted food sold on the roadside that he passed.
In the past, cilor and the like he thought was strange. But lately cilor, cilok, egg rolls and so on it must be on the dining table. Either at home or at the office.
Devan also suddenly likes sweet drinks. The drink is white water. Otherwise beer or bitter coffee. But, again Devan and the people closest to him are confused by the new habits of Devan.
"Stop, Pit." Suddenly, Devan tells Apit, his driver, to stop in front of an elementary school. Where, there are a lot of people who sell food that has recently become his favorite.
"What's up, sir?" apit asked astonished to see his master.
Devan handed over a hundred thousand bills to Apit. "Buy the foods that are there," he said, pointing to SD.
"Huh?" Apit could only gawk in wonder.
"Why? Don't wanna?"
"Mom - no, sir. Yes, I bought it."
Apit immediately received the money and quickly got out of the car. Before his young master went berserk because his will was not followed.
With a big smile, Devan brought his own snacks that Apit bought in front of the school. No matter the gaze of the employees who are surprised, confused, and feel funny with the new habits of the boss.
"What, anyway?" Nino, his distant cousin and personal assistant was amazed to see Devan enjoying the snack with his voraciously.
"Again?" sigh Nino quietly. Still can't figure out why Devan suddenly likes food like this.
"Shut up! Mending come to eat here if you doyan. Uuhh, this is very good, No," he said enthusiastically while stabbing a spicy pecker with a skewer, then put it in his mouth.
Nino shuddered in horror. Not because he was disgusted by the food but horrified by the amount eaten by Devan.
"Connection safe?"
Devan nodded confidently. "I've been feeling safe all along."
"Lo's weird." Devan ignored Nino's words. "Kayak people crave," continued Nino who immediately made Devan choke.
In a panic Nino immediately held out a plastic ice tea juice. At first I was shocked, but there was no more water than the ice. Nino to the head. Devan's food and drink are now very strange, he said.
Devan digests Nino's speech. Ngever? How could?
His memory was immediately drawn that night. Yes, Devan has remembered it well. Even though he was in a drunken state, Devan recognized the beautiful face of the crying and moaning girl underneath.
She was still a girl at the time. Not touched at all. And it was Devan who had taken away his madness.
Ah, who's that woman?
Is she pregnant so that she feels cravings?
Of course Devan understands things like that. Devan learned from the experiences of his best friend, Mike. The same thing happened to Mike when his wife, Olivia, was pregnant young.
Devan also never had a relationship with another woman again after that night. So most likely, the girl was pregnant.
So what's his fate now? Is he confused as much as Devan?
If time can be turned back, of course Devan will stop when he hears the girl's moans. It's too late now. Where should he find the girl?
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