CEO Seed
Chapter 45

The two people who had been happy in the relationship are now like two strangers who have just known each other. Even they seem to forget that they were once friendly and close like inseparable.

After the store is quite quiet and can be handled by Lula himself, Kania out to meet Rama who is still faithful waiting for him for an hour.

Let alone an hour, even Rama patiently waited for Kania for six years. Had been happy because of his love together, but again swallowed a bitter pill in his relationship that as if the universe did not approve of him.

"How are you, Ka?" After almost five minutes of silence, Rama began to open his voice.

Kania smiled faintly. A smile that could always shake Rama's heart. "Alhamdulillah, I'm good. What was? My time is not long. I have to work again." Kania wasn't lying. But his other goal said it was, he did not want to linger facing Rama.

Because it will further complicate Kania's efforts to erase his love for Rama. True, love cannot stop as quickly as falling in love.

The love in Kania's heart grew quickly the first time she decided to accept Rama. But Kania also needs a hard effort to forget that love when his relationship with Rama can no longer be maintained.

"I made my choice, Ka. I want to fight you again."

Kania laughed a little. "I'm not an option, Ram. From the beginning I had chosen to retreat after knowing everything."

"But I love you, Ka. You're the only one I'll love until the end of my life." Rama did not hesitate to hold Kania's hand that felt so soft and warm.

"Then your parents? Titus? What about them?"

Rama breathed out violently. "I've left home because I prefer you."

Rama's speech made Kania quickly pull his hand from Rama's grasp. His heart did not accept Rama prefers himself on appeal to both parents.

"Don't do that, Rama. Do you realize that what you did made your parents hate me even more? Even Dita must hate me more?"

"Why should you care about them? Isn't it important that we are happy?"

Kania shook her head slowly. I can't stop thinking about Rama's mind. "A story that starts in a good way can end. Especially at the expense of the feelings of others. Especially the feelings of your own parents, Rama. Because you are in this world. Because of them you can be like now. Why would you rather lose your parents' affection just for me? You cannot impose your own will, Rama. There is a God who determines. And not everything we want we can get."

"I just want them to respect my decision, Ka." Rama said slowly. Look away, considering that Rama has never been allowed to make his own choices.

"No parent wants to plunge their child into bad things. What they chose for you is what's best for you, Ram. Everything will feel lighter if we accept and live it sincerely."

Rama stared at Kania's face with a stern look. All of Kania's words make Rama feel that Kania's love for him no longer exists. "Is there no more love in your heart for me, Ka? You can easily talk like that. No respect for my struggle."

Kania sighed with annoyance. It turns out that age is not a determinant of a person can be adult or not. If Rama could think clearly and maturely, of course he would not say that to Kania.

"It's not easy to erase my feelings, Ram. I'm just trying to accept the fate that's been outlined. You and I cannot be together. It's hard on me, too, Ram. It's not easy for me to let our relationship end."

"Then, come back with me, Ka. Marry me. With or without my parents' blessing."

Strictly Kania shook her head. "Sorry, Ram. The Ridha of Allah is in the ridha of the parents. If your parents are not happy with our relationship, God will not give us His pleasure. What household would happen if the Ridha of God and his parents were not with us?"

Kania fell silent, pausing her words. "Respect my decision too, Ram. I've been sincere with everything. The more you force me, the more uncomfortable I become. Please don't make me hate you and our past. We can still be friends. You are still my best friend. Try to live everything sincerely. I'm sure your heart will slowly accept our destiny."

For whatever sake, Rama didn't want Kania to hate him. Rama finally opened his mind. Maybe it is true what Kania said, it never hurts to try to live everything sincerely. At the end of the day, let God decide everything.

"Sorry.." said Rama slowly. "I'm sorry I forced you and made you uncomfortable. But right, can't we still be friends?"

The smile on Kania's lips rose and was impeccably impainted after hearing Rama's words. "Of course you can" she replied. "Until every time we stay friendly" he continued with a happy heart.

Hopefully after this Rama can really go through everything. And Dita herself no longer hates Kania.

I don't know what Kania's heart is made of. He still hopes his relationship with Dita can improve and can be friendly again. Forgetting the problems that ever happened between the two.

"I heard Devan propose to you. Really true?"

The smile on Kania's lips faded hearing Rama's question. Kania doesn't want to talk about Devan and everything Devan is concerned about. Including that proposal.

Kania sighed and nodded her head. "Yes" he answered.

"You accept?"

Kania is confused as to what to answer. If he answers accepting Devan's proposal, what really happened isn't like that. His relationship with Devan is still complicated.

But if Kania answers not to accept Devan's proposal, Kania is afraid that Rama will return to hope in him.

And finally Kania was forced to nod her head. "For Shaka's sake," he answered lying. In the future, Kania does not know what it will be like. The most important thing now is how he can break all Rama's hopes for himself.

Rama smiled bitterly. The jealousy and heartache she felt when she heard Kania's reply. Although for Shaka's sake, but still they will get married. And Rama did not want to imagine if that day really happened later.

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As it is now, in the afternoon after Devan came home from work and Shaka had just finished shooting. Shaka is spoiled in Devan's arms and does not want to be separated.

All persuasions have been done Kania in order to bring Shaka home without crying and Shaka who fuss afterwards. However, the result remains the same. Shaka still wants to be near Devan.

"Shaka's home, yuk. Tomorrow, right, we're here again."

Shaka turned his face away. "Rather than going back and forth, stumble here."

Kania frowned hearing her son's unexpected answer. While Devan poked his lips withstanding a triumphant smile.

"Shaka didn't bring a change of clothes, honey." Kania still tries to persuade Shaka.

"Later to buy the same Dad, Opa and Oma."

Again Kania was flabbergasted by his son's answer.

"If you don't want to be forced, Ka. Fear it'll even tantrum Shaka." A voice of support came from inside the house.

Hanum came with a smile. Shaka's refusal to go home is a joy unto him.

"Shaka came in first with Oma. I want to talk to Shaka's mother." Devan said as he lowered Shaka from his carrier.

With her cherry, Shaka reenters the house with Hanum.

Kania's heart is not because of the taste. There is a sense of pleasure when he sees Shaka happy to be in the middle of his father's family. He could feel the presence of complete family and affection. But on the other hand, Kania does not accept seeing Shaka's closeness with Devan.

"Let Shaka be here."

"No." Kania quickly cuts Devan's speech. "I can't get far from Shaka."

"Just last night, Ka. All this time, you've been the same Shaka. Once in a while let Shaka be here, replace me. I'll take you home."

"No. I can go home by myself." Kania refused it firmly. "I'm going to call Shaka."

"That's very nice, anyway!" Devan quickly pulled Kania's hand so that Kania's steps that would enter the house was stopped. "Later Shaka was crying. What about tantrums?"

"No. He's a good boy. He must have heard what the mother said."

"Yes already. Try it if you can." Devan invites Kania without intending to hold her back again.

Kania searches for Shaka's whereabouts, which Hanum, Shaka and Hanum's house assistants say is in Bram's study.

Kania quickly moved her feet to get to them.

The door that is not fully closed also makes Kania stop to enter it. Seeing Shaka laughing freely inside there with Hanum and Bram, Kania's heart ached. Only this time Shaka can get complete happiness.

Let alone seeing the patience of Hanum and Bram facing Shaka who wants to know everything. Even Bram lets Shaka play around with Bram's laptop without worrying that maybe Shaka can damage the files in it.

Kania prefers to leave Bram's study. Maybe it's okay last night to let Shaka in there.

"I picked Shaka up" he told Devan, who was still in front of the house. Without looking at Devan and saying goodbye to him, Kania leaves Devan's house.

His hand rubbed his tears which suddenly fell. I don't know what, Kania still doesn't understand. She should be happy that Shaka has complete affection. As he had hoped, until now.

There is a sense of unwillingness if Devan easily gets the love of Shaka. He should have felt first how bitter Kania felt first.

"No revenge, anyway. But... Oh Allah... It was as if he was karma. When I got sick he didn't. It's not fair for my life."

His feet walked out of the elite housing complex where the family lived in Devan. The rain was pouring down hard all over Kania.

Kania still shed tears. The torrent of rain that soaked her cheeks made no one see her tears.

Kania kept walking. An umbrella protects it from rain. And also a hug that made him peg in his place.

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Is there anyone who is a shadow of Kania? 😂😂 up longer nih. more crowded dong let spirit... 😘😘😘